Chapter 239: The Last Side
In fact, Du Feng is also an interesting person, knowing that sometimes it will backfire if he pushes too hard, so it is better to give up on himself first, this man is no longer worthy of his nostalgia, but what he just said, this man didn't listen to a word, these don't matter to her, as soon as she loosens the bag, she slips down, and when she hears the sound of the bag falling to the ground, Father Jian doesn't even reply to her head, this move is enough to disappoint Du Feng, because women always look at love in the details.
Du Feng turned around without even looking back, maybe the last thing he said was to let this man take care of his daughter, he didn't have too much nostalgia for this world, so he turned around and left, even if he was not afraid of death at all, she walked slowly on the street, not only did she not bring a mobile phone at this moment, but she didn't bring a penny, she just wanted to go like this, where she went.
There are too many people of all kinds she has met in her life, after all, she has not kept any person around her who is useful to herself and sincere to herself, and in the next life she would rather be an innocent little white who doesn't know anything, not greedy for fame and fortune, not greedy for wealth and wealth, as long as it is a marriage that she is satisfied with, she is willing to dedicate herself, hoping to forget all the pain in this life, and she can start again in the next life.
When she heard the knock at the door, Jian Xinrou's mother unconsciously had some doubts, could it be that Jian Xinrou came to see her at this time, it was impossible according to this time, but with her own doubts, she finally opened the door, and when she saw that the person in front of her was Du Feng, Jian Xinrou's mother frowned.
"Can I go in and say a few words?"
Du Feng's hair was a little messy, in the eyes of Jian Xinrou's mother, she was no longer the crazy woman she was back then, but she didn't say anything more, because Jian Xinrou's mother always maintained a kind mentality, and when this woman came with messy hair, Jian Xinrou's mother didn't say anything, and directly invited her into her room.
"I really didn't expect that the last person I saw in my life would be you, and I won't say much else, I want to talk to you about some of the past."
From the first moment he sat on the sofa, Du Feng sighed, and Jian Xinrou's mother, who was listening on the side, always felt that something was wrong, especially the first sentence she spoke, the last person she had seen in her life.
"What do you mean by that?"
Jian Xinrou's mother doesn't have too much hatred for Du Feng, this woman also wants to protect her family and children, and wants to give her children a happy family, I want Jian Xinrou to grow up healthily in their family, I haven't driven Jian Xinrou out for so many years, in fact, she has given Jian Xinrou a perfect childhood, but she doesn't know what happened to Jian Xinrou when she was a child.
"I've done too many wrong things in my life, I've been targeting you all my life, I robbed your husband from the beginning, and then I robbed your children and your family, thinking about it, you should have a worse life than me, so I'm here to apologize today."
Du Feng's apologetic attitude was too sincere, but the words he said were plain and unremarkable, but in the ears of Jian Xinrou's mother, it was already very abnormal.
"How did you have this realization, did something happen?"
Jian Xinrou's mother has also experienced nine deaths, people, when they were young, they were often troubled by this woman, and it is impossible for them to have no hatred for him at all, but as a kind person, Jian Xinrou's mother does not hold grudges against the past, and it is useless to bring it up again this time.
"I want to accumulate some virtue for myself in life, and when I go to another place, I can be a good person in the next life, let me be a happy person, and no longer suffer from this suffering."
Du Feng laughed a little self-deprecatingly, and when he realized that the last person he would see would be Jian Xinrou's mother, he couldn't believe himself, saying that it was better for the two of them to talk about the past than to apologize to this woman.
"I always feel that something is not quite right with you, what is the last person in this life is me."
Jian Xinrou's mother never lost her manners, and the moment this woman sat down, hot tea was already on the table, and Du Feng admired this woman's heart very much.
"Actually, I have the idea of suicide today, I have already thought about it when I go out, what to do, I didn't come to you to blame you, and I told you that I don't want to hide it from you, I have done too many wrong things in my life, I thought that after I did so much, he would only have me in his heart, but I was wrong, I have done so much, he will only think that I am a ruthless woman."
Du Feng's tears fell, although Jian Xinrou's mother didn't know what was going on, but she could imagine that if Jian's father really knew that so many things had happened, he would definitely turn his face and deny it, and he would put all the blame on this woman.
"Do you know how pathetic I am? Everything I did was for our family, but he died a lot and couldn't feel it, I sometimes envy you, you left this family prematurely and didn't suffer so much, I still have a daughter, and the family is bankrupt, if you want to accept me again, am I going to be much more miserable than you now? ”
Du Feng laughed, she had fought with this woman all her life, she had never fought back, but when she saw this woman for the last time, she didn't have any grudge against herself.
"Some things will pass after adapting, there is no need to do those things that you can't think of, I just think that people will live for a lifetime, they should live happily, they shouldn't live so tired, the past is over, and you don't have to worry about it anymore."
Jian Xinrou's mother was in a good mood, as if she didn't care about these songs at all, and laughed, when she heard that Du Feng wanted to commit suicide, Jian Xinrou's mother also frowned unconsciously, although this woman said that what she had done to herself before was very hateful, but at least she did not threaten her relatives
"You really don't hold a grudge against me?"
Du Feng couldn't believe it, looking at the person in front of her, she had done things to this point before, but the woman in front of her didn't have the slightest grudge, nor did she fall into the ground, which was what made Du Feng feel the most guilty.
The things I did before, if I had changed her, I would have been unable to bear it in my heart, and I would have been unconvinced.
"I don't hold a grudge against you, you know why? Because I know that he doesn't love me, I won't take the initiative to meet it, and there is no way for a man to do anything if he doesn't love you, so I'd rather live this kind of life here alone, and I don't want Jian Xinrou because I am implicated in any way. ”
Jian Xinrou's mother laughed, it turned out that this was the real problem, she was trying to protect her daughter, not not not pursuing feelings and family affection, in fact, she also became a perfect family, although the two of them married at the order of their parents, but a third party intervened, which is intolerable to any woman.
Du Feng suddenly laughed, it turned out that he suddenly realized like this, but unfortunately he understood too late.
"Well, why didn't you tell me earlier? If you had warned me earlier, I wouldn't have fallen into the abyss now, I wouldn't have been able to climb up, I felt like I had a swamp in front of me, I knew he was a swamp but I sank into it, I hope that one day that swamp will dry up, and in the end I will find that it is a big dream after all. ”
Du Feng stood up without saying a few words, and left Jian Xinrou's mother and did not forcibly keep her, after all, this woman is not close to herself, and even if there is hatred between them, Jian Xinrou's mother has long been out of her heart, and it has nothing to do with her where this woman comes from or where she goes.
"You live well, I hope that when we meet again in the next life, the two of us can be friends, if there is a friend like you next to me for a physical examination, I will not do so many wrong things, I swear that I will never do this to anyone in the next life, I just want to live my own life."
Du Feng smiled, there was a trace of vicissitudes on his face, this is a person's most regretful appearance, Jian Xinrou's mother saw it all in her eyes, just smiled and nodded, and watched Du Feng leave.
At that time, Jian Xinrou's mother lived here, this place was located in the most remote place on the outskirts of the city, and it was cold and damp, this place was the house she was assigned after divorcing Jian's father, and this house was chosen by Du Feng.
In fact, over the years, Jian Xinrou's mother has never held a grudge against anyone, never complained against anyone, just lived in the moment and accepted the status quo, because she knew that it was useless to hold grudges and complain, and she could only live on her own when she had the ability.
If that woman really chooses to seek death, it has nothing to do with her, everyone has their own path to take, and she will not block the path that others you have to take, because if a person really thinks of the road of death, then there is not much hope for this world in his heart.
Jian Xinrou's mother looked at Du Feng's departing back with a smile, knowing that the back was gone, thinking that so many years had passed, fleeting, and she smiled after closing the door, you and I are old.
Du Feng also laughed, yes, you and I are old.
I didn't expect that the last road on this last day was chosen by myself, since I couldn't recover my daughter, I couldn't find that man's heart, so I could only go on the road alone, and I hope that I can marry a person who has my own heart in my heart in the next life, not to be a dedicated lover.