Chapter 376: Don't distract me

When the girl's mother said these words, she didn't mean anything else, she was just blaming herself for not being able to protect her child.

She never blamed anyone, and she never felt that anyone was to blame for it.

It's just that she didn't expect how uncomfortable Hua Qingyan's heart felt when she said these words, and she had been with her for so many days, and she hoped that the girl would recover.

But things are not going in the direction that people think in their hearts, but there is a tendency to get worse and worse, so of course Hua Qingyan will also feel collapsed.

Seeing Hua Qingyan crying uncomfortably, tears rolled over her face one after another like beads with broken threads, but she was extremely stubborn, raising her hand several times to wipe it away, but she still couldn't stop it from pouring out.

"Miss ......" The girl's mother didn't expect that she was sad, but someone was more sad than herself, which made her feel some relief, and at the same time felt more distressed Hua Qingyan.

She quickly reached out and put her hand on the back of her hand, and opened her mouth cautiously.

"Miss, in fact, you don't need to be so sad, I didn't blame you at all, you have done your best, maybe we really will die."

"During our last period of time, I can also see that she is really happy to have you by our side, so Miss you don't have to be too sad because of us, after all, this is something that no one wants to happen. We are already grateful to you, please don't blame yourself. ”

"No, it's not like that......"

Hua Qingyan has always been holding on, and now that her feelings have exploded instantly, how can she bear it, she still feels that all this is her fault, it is precisely because she did not take good care of these patients and always thought about some messy things that she would let things get to this result.

She was crying, her body trembling secretly, as if all the guilt and apology were mixed together, making it impossible to speak, but deeply indulging in this feeling.

"If I had thought of a way earlier, if I had known what you had contracted the plague earlier, maybe I would have cured you."

Hua Qingyan whispered, and other sounds gradually stopped in the room, and even the coughing sound was very suppressed, and Hua Qingyan's cry could only be heard echoing in everyone's ears.

"Miss, don't think about cough cough...... Don't think about it so much, it all has nothing to do with you, don't blame yourself......"

"Yes, this plague has nothing to do with you, Miss

Relationship, it's all our fault, you're here to help us, we're already grateful, don't blame yourself......"

"Miss......"

Maybe it's because Hua Qingyan is crying too sadly, or maybe this group of patients is too simple and kind, although they are seriously ill, they still keep comforting Hua Qingyan.

How could she continue to grieve when she heard them say this to herself?

So even though her mood was still very heavy and she didn't know what method to use to save the patients, Hua Qingyan knew that as long as they could hold on, she had to do everything she could to help them.

She quickly wiped the tears from her face and nodded vigorously to them, telling them as if she were telling herself.

"Well, I know, don't worry, I won't continue to blame myself, I might as well go back and study how to save you."

Hua Qingyan said as she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

The girl's mother didn't expect that everyone would unite to comfort Hua Qingyan together, but seeing her cheer up, of course everyone was very happy, and after she comforted Hua Qingyan for a few more words, her mood finally calmed down completely.

So she sat beside the girl for a while, watching her sleep more and more soundly, and for a while I was afraid that there was no sign of wanting to wake up, and Hua Qingyan could finally leave with confidence.

When Hua Qingyan stood up and walked towards the outside of the tent, the guards guarding the side hurriedly handed her the medicine jar she had stuffed into herself at the beginning, Hua Qingyan looked at the medicine jar, but her heart was at a loss, and finally waved her hand at him.

"I've found out that this medicine can't save them, so it's useless, but it's good to drink it to strengthen your body, you and your group of brothers can distribute it, you don't need them for the time being."

"Yes."

The guard did not refuse, and took the medicine jar back into his hand, Hua Qingyan walked out empty-handed, she walked very slowly along the way, and this time she was the first to arrive.

When the others returned to him one after another, Hua Qingyan just sat on the ground and didn't say a word.

Zhang Wan'er really couldn't see it, she could see that there seemed to be something wrong with Hua Qingyan, so she hurriedly stepped forward and dragged her up from the ground.

"Miss Flower...... What's wrong with you? ”

Hua Qingyan heard Zhang Wan'er's voice, and seemed to have finally reacted, so she raised her head and smiled faintly at her, and then shook her head.

She will be on the body

The dirt was slapped away, and he walked in the direction of the carriage.

"It's nothing, everyone is done, if it's done, let's go back."

After saying that, she walked alone in front of her, ignoring the others, and all three of them noticed that something seemed wrong with her.

Zhang Wan'er didn't dare to step forward easily, but Fang Tianche couldn't help it, and immediately took two steps forward and grabbed Hua Qingyan's wrist, forcing her to turn around and look at the three of them.

"Hua Qingyan, what's wrong with you, why is it so wrong after giving them the medicine back? Where's your medicine jar, can't it be lost? ”

"You haven't given them any medicine today, and you don't have to give them any more tomorrow."

Hua Qingyan replied lightly to Fang Tianche, her face was not shocked, as if she was saying something that had nothing to do with her, but Fang Tianche could clearly see a little sadness and disappointment in her eyes.

After all, this medicine was developed by Hua Qingyan, so if it didn't work, she would really be more sad than anyone else, but she didn't want to show these sadness on her face.

"This ...... How is that possible? How could the medicine you developed not work, is there something wrong? ”

"No, it's not." Hua Qingyan lightly broke free from Fang Tianche's restraints on herself, and it happened that the other two people also leaned in her direction, and Hua Qingyan said it together.

"The medicine just doesn't work, I said before that it's probably going to be useless, and now it's proven that it just doesn't work. So I don't have to give them any more tomorrow, I need to work on a new antidote. ”

After finishing speaking, Hua Qingyan continued to walk forward, leaving the three of them standing on the ground and looking at each other, not knowing what to say to comfort her.

But as soon as she took two steps, Hua Qingyan seemed to remember something extremely important, so she looked back at them again, but she had no smile on her face, and she was like two people who had no heart and lungs on weekdays.

"By the way, during this time, I want to concentrate on researching the antidote for them, so don't come to me when you say anything important, I don't want to be distracted anymore."

She seemed to be a simple mention, as if she was not deliberately targeting anyone, but in fact, Fang Tianche knew better than anyone else.

These words seemed to be speaking to the three of them, but in fact, they were speaking to him alone.

Therefore, seeing that the other two had already taken several steps forward, wanting to follow Hua Qingyan, he stood still and did not move, and no one knew what he was thinking. 2k reading web