Chapter 371: I can't bear it
"Miss," the doctor looked at me and pursed his lips and laughed, making me a little embarrassed, "What do you mean?" ”
"Thank you for your trust," the smile on his lips widened, just like the two of them before.
In a trance, I suddenly thought of the way I was before, and I felt even more guilty in my heart, it was too immature, even if it was to let the emotions take away.
"Okay," the doctor seemed to see my embarrassment, and finally took a deep breath and patted me on the shoulder, "The past is all in the past, I believe you are not like this in normal times, I have seen some people who have more rights and status than you, but at this time,"
Saying that, the doctor looked at me gently, "Miss Shen, you are already very good, after all, it is normal for people to be anxious in the face of their relatives." ”
Eventually, I sensed something was wrong.
A normal doctor only needs to help my family explain the condition, but this time not only helped me explain it clearly, but also explained it in such detail, and I didn't get very angry after losing my temper, and even comforted me in turn.
Rao is no matter how big my spirit is, I can't help feeling like this, and finally, I look at him vigilantly.
"Okay, thank you, doctor." I bowed slightly, and the eyes immediately changed to a trace of vigilance and detachment, "I have memorized everything you just said, if there is anything that needs to be communicated in the future, we will contact again." After saying that, I turned around gracefully, and it was like two people when I came in before.
I could seem to hear something whispering behind me, but I didn't take it to heart at all, just a smile thickened at the corners of my mouth. It was originally straight, but my back is straighter now, and I don't want to lose to anyone in terms of momentum.
All the way out. finally came to the door of Yi Yao's room.
Through the thick glass, I looked cautiously at the person in the hospital bed, and at this moment, my phone vibrated violently, and I was so frightened that I quickly took it out.
"Hey, hello." It turned out to be an unfamiliar phone number, I was stunned for a moment, and finally pressed the answer button. "Who are you?"
The voice on the other end of the phone was full of surprise.
"Is it Miss Shen? Guess who I am? That familiar voice made my heart tremble. Although I haven't known this voice for a long time, I firmly remember that it was Li Yixuan.
I opened my mouth. "Why did you remember to call me?"
Li Yixuan on the other side of the phone giggled.
"I really didn't expect that Miss Shen's phone call would get through. I didn't get this phone number easily, and I found a lot of people. Li Yixuan's exaggerated voice actually made me a little inexplicably excited. I coughed, pretending to be poised for relief.
"You called, what the hell is going on?"
"What else? Didn't I just miss you? "I don't know why, Li Yixuan's voice is even more dull today, and my heart thumps suddenly.
Although his usual voice also sounded very magnetic, there was still no comparison with today's heavy voice, and my heart turned a thousand times, and I finally coughed.
"What's wrong with you? Where are you now? I'm looking for you. ”
It seemed that he was waiting for this sentence, and he laughed out loud all of a sudden, and across the screen, I could imagine that his face at this time had a trace of sadness on his handsome face, and when he heard this, he was just a little more cheerful.
"I'm in the hospital café right now, and I know you probably won't have that much time to come, so it's okay, I'll just wait for you here until you have time."
The voice on the other side of the phone said sincerely, and my heart moved slightly, it seemed that something had really happened to him.
There was no choice but to nod helplessly.
But I soon realized that it wasn't right, and I just coughed. "Then you wait for me for a while." I took a deep breath and said goodbye to Yiyao directly in my heart. Then I went straight downstairs.
Sure enough, it was about the same as I imagined. Li Yixuan, who was sitting in the café, held his chin in one hand and looked into the distance with a resentful look.
I shook my head slightly, and finally walked over and sat down next to him gently.
"What's wrong?"
It's like a friend you've known for a long time. I gently patted him on the shoulder. "Say it!"
He looked back at me in surprise.
"I don't know why, but I always have a feeling of uneasiness in my heart. I'm going back to the company's headquarters to report on my work, and I'm afraid something bad will happen. He sighed slightly. When I spoke to my wife, she waved her hand and told me that nothing else was going on, but my good friend had already filmed her plotting something with a lawyer. ”
I looked at him in amazement.
"And how do you know it's a lawyer?" Finally, I still couldn't hold back, and asked directly.
He didn't seem to expect me to ask that. Just a slight pause before continuing. "I found out that something was wrong, and I sent someone to follow you." He gave me a contemptuous look.
"But it's not good for you to do that," I glanced at him slightly, and finally took a deep breath.
"Forget it," I waved my hand, "after all, it's an internal matter of your family, and I don't want to say much,"
Suspicion to this point I already knew that Li Yixuan was not a good person but. But I don't have anything to do with it, after all, the relationship between the two of us is only cooperation, but this incident reminds me in my heart that you must never trust anyone.
I thought to myself, and the boy across from me opened his mouth again.
"Actually, I didn't mean that either." He coughed slightly. "Miss Shen, me." He opened his mouth, but finally didn't say anything.
I looked at him curiously, as if Li Yixuan had made up a lot of determination.
"Actually, I was already when I first met you."
"Why is this cup of coffee cold? The waiter came over and gave me another drink. I interrupted him directly, beckoned the waiter over, and he was very interested in not continuing.
Many times adults are like this, they don't need too many words, just a glance can understand each other's feelings, just like us at this time.
The smile on my lips intensified. I didn't wait for the waiter to refill my glass, and left my seat directly.
"There's still something going on in my hospital, so I won't accompany you." Holding hands slightly, he turned around and left.
The heels hit the floor with a crisp sound.
"It really is." I sighed slightly. "Forget it, don't think about it."
I thought to myself and took a deep breath. coughed, and could only tighten the trench coat on his body, although the weather has gradually become warmer, and there are even short-sleeved ones on the street. But in the end I still felt too cold and didn't do anything.
"Okay, don't think about it that much." The moment I stepped into the elevator, I told myself in my heart. It must be better.
When I came to the door of the intensive care unit again, the staff inside were busy again. I looked inside in amazement, not knowing what was happening.
Finally, one of the nurses inside seemed to notice me, nodded at me, and the next second the curtain was drawn.
Looking at Yi Yao lying on the hospital bed inside, my heart became tangled again.
I really don't know what's going on, but it's surprisingly calm and maybe life.
People come and go, and they are also destined. I can't manage so much, I can only manage myself.
By the time the doctor came out again, smiling at me and shaking his head, I already knew what was going on.
"I'm sorry, Miss Shen." The doctor nodded slightly. "We do our best." Finally, he still said the most terrifying sentence for the family.
I opened my mouth, but finally swallowed the words that filled my stomach, leaving only an elegant backdrop.
"The patient probably won't last until then. Although the child is still young, we still recommend preparing for the aftermath. The doctor smiled and nodded at me, and I knew what he meant.
"Thank you, one." I nodded. Sign the written materials he handed over to him one by one.
I have betrayed death, what a terrible thing.
And it's the kind of brain death that has lost all the therapeutic effects.
I took a deep breath and walked alone on the corridor of the hospital, at this time any companionship had lost its effect, perhaps, Yiyao would never wake up again, maybe the next time I faced her, it would be in that small box.
As I walked, I thought to myself when suddenly a person came out from behind me.
Because of the street lamp, I saw the dark shadow from a long distance, but I was still startled by the sound.
"What's wrong?" What I didn't expect was the doctor, who came over and looked at me in surprise. "Bad mood.?"
I smiled wryly.
"When something like this happens, it can happen to anyone, too," I shook my head slightly. "What do you think?"
"Hey," he sighed slightly. "It's not a secret, in fact, for us doctors, this kind of thing is not used to it." He laughed at himself. "But I know that for some patients' families, especially young and beautiful young ladies like you, such a thing is still difficult to accept, this is your first child."
"The first child." I whispered, and the playful smile on my lips grew stronger.
"yes, it's my first child." I unconsciously thought of Xuan Xuan in my heart, if he was still here, it would be almost that big, right?
Thinking about it like this, the anguish in my heart is even greater.
"Forget it." I took a deep breath and didn't think about it so much.
The doctor nodded in agreement. "Yes, these are all fateful things, maybe a year has nothing to do with this child."