Chapter 35: Childhood Adversity

Xu Xinwei rushed over and grabbed Qin Jingtian's hand, "Are you crazy!" ”

Holding Qin Jingtian's bleeding hand tightly, her hand was gradually stained with his blood......

Qin Jingtian's face was slightly pale, even his lips were pale, and when he saw Xu Xinwei holding his hand, he wanted to take it away.

"It's none of your business."

Qin Jingtian couldn't pull away Xu Xinwei's hand holding him, because as long as he moved, Xu Xinwei would immediately hold it again.

"Hurry up and help me get the medicine box and gauze!"

Xu Xinwei said to the servants who were still cleaning up the mess on the ground, with a slight coldness in his tone, and unconsciously grabbed Qin Jingtian's hand.

But Qin Jingtian didn't even frown, and let Xu Xinwei grab his hand.

The servant breathed a sigh of relief and hurried to fetch the medicine box and gauze.

Xu Xinwei forcibly pulled Qin Jingtian to sit on the sofa, while he squatted in front of him, carefully treating the wound.

The wound seemed to have been scratched by Qin Jingtian with glass shards, and it was very deep, which is why so much blood was shed, and even the blood that dripped to the ground gathered together to form a large pool of blood.

Originally, such a deep wound should have to go to the hospital for treatment, but there was Xu Xinwei in the villa, and this injury was actually not an injury in her eyes.

But the most important thing is to prevent the inflammation of the wound, so even if Qin Jingtian was unwilling, Xu Xinwei also poured the inflammation into Qin Jingtian.

"Actually, you can ignore my ......" Qin Jingtian, who had cleaned up his wounds, sat on the sofa and lowered his head slightly, his whole person exuding a sluggish atmosphere.

This is Qin Jingtian, whom Xu Xinwei has never seen, a little pitiful and a little disappointed.

Xu Xinwei couldn't say what the reason for the disappointment was, but he just felt that Qin Jingtian shouldn't be like this.

Because of Qin Jingtian's appearance, Xu Xinwei didn't open his mouth to hit her directly.

"I ignore you? If I ignore you, the butler will condemn me to death!" And didn't you say I'm your family doctor, then I'm responsible for your health. ”

Xu Xinwei, who hadn't spoken to Qin Jingtian calmly for a long time, was slightly unaccustomed to it, and simply regarded Qin Jingtian as her patient.

Thinking about it like this, it seems that he can really treat Qin Jingtian calmly.

"You've got a good conscience." Qin Jingtian's tone was no longer as cold as before, but because of the sluggish aura on his body, his tone unconsciously had a trace of decadence.

In addition, the current location is the study, which has the taste of a down-and-out scholar.

It's a pity that Xu Xinwei doesn't have the mood to appreciate too much.

As a doctor, you will never allow your patients to get hurt in front of you, which is simply a provocation.

"Tell me, why is that?"

Xu Xinwei hates people who hurt herself, if she really wants to die, then you can come to her, she will definitely let him die enough.

"It's none of your business." Qin Jingtian's tone stiffened slightly.

After Assistant Zhang left, he suddenly thought of the incident 13 years ago, originally he thought that he could pass it, but it turned out that he had been deceiving himself and had never dared to face it.

But these Qin Jingtian will not talk to Xu Xinwei.

Seeing Qin Jingtian like this, Xu Xinwei was also a little angry in her heart, "It's none of my business? If it's really none of my business, then you just let me go! I promise I won't be around you again! ”

"In that case, it's definitely none of my business."

Xu Xinwei is also a little tough, what does it mean that it's none of her business?

As long as she sees this happening, she will never think that she has nothing to do with her.

It may be because of Xu Xinwei's stubbornness, or it may be because Qin Jingtian's psychological defense is very low now, Qin Jingtian seems to have the idea of talking to Xu Xinwei.

"There's a person I care about who has returned home......"

"The dealer's man?" Xu Xinwei didn't think about it, so she thought it was.

Qin Jingtian finally raised his head, which had been hanging down, and glanced at Xu Xinwei with deep eyes as ink.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Xu Xinwei's scalp was numb for a moment when Qin Jingtian saw it, and he said a little uncomfortably.

So Qin Jingtian continued to lower his head, as if that glance was just Xu Xinwei's illusion.

"Well, the dealer's daughter, this dealer's banquet is held for her return home."

"You like her?" Xu Xinwei frowned, Qin Jingtian's performance should be like that dealer's daughter.

Qin Jingtian didn't know how he felt about her, "When I was a child, she was injured to save me, and I have always felt guilty after she went abroad. ”

Xu Xinwei was silent when she heard it, she felt that this story was a little familiar, but for a while she couldn't remember where she had heard this story......

So he could only continue to listen to Qin Jingtian continue.

"The impact of what happened when I was a child was so severe for both of us that she didn't even want to go out to see people at that time, so her family sent her out of the country."

"So, now that she's back home, you don't know how to face her in any mood, right?" Xu Xinwei guessed.

"It's not that simple." Qin Jingtian pinched his brow with a headache.

"Then you say!" Xu Xinwei was also anxious.

"You seem to be acting like a crowd listening to a story......" Qin Jingtian finally discovered this.

Xu Xinwei, a melon-eating crowd: ...... What should I do if I am discovered?

But thanks to Xu Xinwei's interruption, Qin Jingtian finally got out of that bad memory.

"Although I am grateful that she saved me, because of this, when I see and even think of her, I can think of that bad memory. Now I can't stand it anymore when I hear that she has returned to China, how can I face her? ”

Qin Jingtian's current appearance is like a helpless beast, reining in the ferocity and cruelty on his body, leaving only helplessness and loneliness.

The guilt in his heart will never disappear if he can't face that person all the time. He didn't like it, it was completely out of his control.

Xu Xinwei knew the reason why Qin Jingtian's emotions were out of control, and she pondered for a moment.

"Your situation is a bit like a psychological 'childhood adversity.'"

Feeling Qin Jingtian's puzzled gaze looking at her, Xu Xinwei opened her mouth to explain.

"It's about changing your brain and body when you're describing childhood adversity, and when you grow up, you continue to carry this traumatized brain, and there are a lot of physical and mental emotional problems that plague you."

"Actually, you don't have to worry, things that can be explained by medicine can be treated."

Qin Jingtian looked at Xu Xinwei in front of him, and didn't know why, as soon as he heard what she said, Qin Jingtian suddenly felt that he could also become a normal person.

If Xu Xinwei knew what Qin Jingtian was thinking now, he would definitely complain: It turns out that you still know that you are not normal now......

After professionally explaining Qin Jingtian's situation from a medical aspect, Xu Xinwei obviously felt the relaxation and relief on Qin Jingtian's body, so he said: "If you want to be completely cured, the advice I can give you is to attend the banquet held by the dealer." ”

Qin Jingtian struggled slightly, what if he attended the dealer's banquet, in case he met her, he couldn't control his emotions and something serious happened?

In fact, in the final analysis, Qin Jingtian has no confidence in himself because he can't control that thing after 13 years.