Chapter 157: Helpless

However, contrary to what she thought, Xi Jinyan was not looking at her at all at the moment, and she didn't even pay attention to her.

All his eyes were on the contact on his phone. It was only now that he began to regret that he didn't have a photo of Gu Qiqi in his phone.

When he was in the company before, he could always see his employees secretly looking at the photos of his girlfriends at work, and at that time he was full of disdain, thinking that men were absent-minded for a woman, and they didn't even care how weak their work was, but now they found out that they were just the same.

After having the woman you love, you can no longer ignore what is going on outside the window and focus on office affairs. He will miss her, all the time, whenever and wherever he wants.

I want to see her, so even if I can't see her face, I can see the photo.

Xi Jinyan sighed slightly, but in the previous situation, he would not have thought of saving Gu Qiqi's photos, if she found out, I was afraid that no one would be able to explain it at that time.

But...... Xi Jinyan suddenly paused, there seemed to be a lot of reports about them on the Internet, even if there were no now, there were many of them before, especially on the day they got married, the entertainment news page in the whole city was full of photos of their marriage.

Xi Jinyan hurriedly searched for it, and sure enough, it didn't take long for Gu Qiqi to appear on his mobile phone wearing wedding photos.

A smile suddenly flashed at the corner of his mouth, and the wrinkles between his eyebrows suddenly dissipated, his originally tight face softened, and his eyes involuntarily revealed a trace of love and pampering.

Really...... Thinking back to the day they got married, he did seem to have been shocked by her beauty.

I just didn't expect it to be so beautiful now......

He couldn't help but feel a warmth in his heart, and he missed her even more.

But...... He smiled a little helplessly, why was her expression so stiff when she was photographed by the media, as if she was not happy at all.

Although he couldn't see it inadvertently, he knew her too well and knew what her expression would be when she was happy, and what her expression would be when she smiled hypocritically.

Little girl, he reached out and touched the screen, stroked her delicate face, and at this time, suddenly heard an extremely gentle "Jinyan ......"

Xi Jinyan raised his head reflexively, the doting in his eyes and the smile on the corner of his mouth had not yet dissipated, which made Jiang Liuyun feel very happy when he saw him like this.

She knew that Jin Yan was affectionate to her, but he had always been cold and showed such a gentle and doting expression to her, which really made her feel happy.

She hadn't heard his voice just now, thinking that he had been watching her all the time, and she would be a little embarrassed in her heart. So Jiang Liuyun, who originally planned to "wake up" every hour or two, opened his eyes in advance.

In fact, the most important thing is that because Xi Jinyan is sitting next to her, she really doesn't have the heart to pretend anymore, she just wants to see him soon.

When I saw his still handsome face, my heart couldn't stop "pounding" anymore.

When Xi Jinyan saw her, the corners of her mouth hooked slightly, but she was less spoiled just now, and it looked more like politeness, but Jiang Liuyun didn't notice this.

"Are you awake? How does it feel? How did you suddenly pass out? ”

Jiang Liuyun was very happy to see that he cared so much about himself, and he looked very weak and wanted to get up, Xi Jinyan hurriedly helped her up and pillowed her back with a pillow to make her more comfortable.

In the face of Xi Jinyan's intimacy, Jiang Liuyun has always been smiling from ear to ear. But thinking of some things, she still pretended to be very surprised and asked, "By the way, Jinyan, why did you go back to the United States?" Aren't you in China? ”

"Come here and take care of something." Xi Jinyan said lightly, concise and detached.

Jiang Liuyun smiled and nodded, "So that's the case, did they call you after they found out that I had passed out?" I'm sorry for you......" she said with a very sensible look.

Xi Jinyan smiled faintly, "It's not troublesome, you saved me, I should do something for you." But how come you pass out and have no one to accompany you? What about the servant I have hired for you? ”

When Jiang Liuyun heard this, he suddenly fell silent, looking very aggrieved, pouting as if he was about to cry.

Seeing her like this, Xi Jinyan probably had a bottom in her heart, frowned, and said coldly: "They're gone?" Dislike you? ”

Jiang Liuyun shook his head pitifully, "You can't blame them, I was originally a helpless orphan, they can stay if they want to, and they want to leave...... I don't have a reason why people won't leave......"

When Xi Jinyan heard this, his fists clenched slightly, as if he was about to get angry in the next second.

Jiang Liuyun still lowered his head pitifully, but his eyes glanced at him from time to time.

Xi Jinyan must not have imagined that all the servants he arranged for her were dismissed by Jiang Liuyun for various reasons. In her opinion, those people are Xi Jinyan's eyeliner, and she doesn't want any bad things to be known by Xi Jinyan, so without their restraints, she has less worries about doing things.

Xi Jinyan only thought that Jiang Liuyun was lonely, with no relatives or friends, and now that even the servants had left her, what did she do at home every day? It must be boring, right? Such a boring and helpless day, no wonder she was sick.

Thinking of this, his sympathy for Jiang Liuyun was even more.

Jiang Liuyun looked at him with a smile, as if he couldn't get enough of it, and asked softly, "By the way, Jinyan, how long are you going to stay when you go back to the United States this time?" ”

Xi Jinyan came back to his senses and said lightly: "I won't stay for long, I'll leave in a few days." ”

As soon as these words came out, Jiang Liuyun's smile suddenly stiffened on his face. Of course, Xi Jinyan noticed the change in her expression and knew her thoughts, he beat his eyes, wanting to comfort, but found that he had no way to comfort her.

He doesn't like her, so he can't let her have half hope and expectation, otherwise it will only be more cruel to her. So I wanted to comfort the words, but I swallowed them when they came to my mouth.

In the past, when she was in China, Jiang Liuyun once confessed to Xi Jinyan, saying that she was originally an orphan, but after meeting Xi Jinyan, she found that there was still warmth in the world for the first time, so she was very grateful and very happy, and wanted to stay by Xi Jinyan's side for a lifetime.

At that time, Xi Jinyan refused without thinking about it. Although he didn't like Gu Qiqi at that time, he was a person who had a clear love and hate, if he liked it, he liked it, and if he didn't like it, he didn't like it. In his eyes, there was absolutely no improvisation.

After he rejected her, Jiang Liuyun has been sullen, and once had mild mania and depression, always losing his temper inexplicably, and it is very common for the family to suddenly hear the sound of things being broken.

But even so, Xi Jinyan still endured it, he felt that Jiang Liuyun was pitiful, he had not received warmth for so many years, it may be that his care for her made her dependent, this is normal, he also understands, so he also tolerates all her temper.

It's just that what makes him feel that he can't go on like this anymore is that she gradually began to have thoughts of suicide, and suddenly hallucinations appeared in his mind, feeling that Xi Jinyan would leave her alone, and that the whole world had abandoned her.

Once, when she went in to bathe, she did not come out for a long time, and the servants opened the door to look at her, but saw that she had already smothered herself in the bathtub, and when she was rescued, she almost fell unconscious.

Because of Jiang Liuyun's matter, Xi Jinyan was anxious, and it happened that the media exposed that he had a girlfriend, Jiang Liuyun, and he was afraid that things would get out of control, so he immediately made a decision to send Jiang Liuyun to the United States.

At first, of course, Jiang Liuyun refused to agree, she didn't even want to leave him, until finally, Xi Jinyan forcibly sent her abroad to receive both psychological and physical treatment, and her psychological condition slowly improved.

Therefore, although I still have some sympathy and pity for her, since I don't like her, I won't let her expect anything from herself.

He rejected her before, but now that he has Gu Qiqi and the person he loves in his heart, it is even more impossible for her to think about anything wrong.

So knowing her loss, Xi Jinyan didn't say a word, and didn't have any intention of comforting.

After a long time, Jiang Liuyun forced himself to smile again, "You are busy with work, the headquarters of Xi's Group Company is in China, and you should not stay in the United States for a long time." ”

When Xi Jinyan heard her say this, she suddenly put down a big stone in her heart, smiled and nodded.

"Are you hungry? I'm going to get you something to eat? Knowing that she is still a patient, Xi Jinyan wants to take care of her as much as possible.

Besides, the doctor said that now she can't be angry, can't be too tired, and must keep her body and mind happy, so that her blood pressure will not be high, so he thinks it is better to follow her a little bit and make her happy.