Extra: When I was young
Extra:
The flowers of that year were scattered, lonely and lonely, and innocent were encountered.
Your story and I are thus only half of the story.
Now, let's reminisce about that year.
We still have innocent smiling faces.
"Xinxin, please take care of him. Let's just sleep together tonight, there are no extra beds at home. ”
The moonlight outside shone on the house, and Xiao Xin looked at Zhao Jiajia who was a little shy. Nodding his head, "Okay, come on." My bed is big enough to sleep in. ”
At that time, they were still young with each other, Zhao Jiajia twisted and pinched and blushed, "Then trouble you, you can play." ”
Xiao's mother turned around and closed the door.
Xiao Xin patted the bed, "It's okay, don't be shy." ”
Zhao Jiajia stepped back and shook her head slowly.
Seeing that the other party looked so awkward, Xiao Xin climbed down from the bed, walked to Zhao Jiajia's side, raised his hand and grabbed the other party's wrist, "Let's go!" Not~! I won't eat you! ”
pulled Zhao Jiajia to bed with all his strength.
Under Xiao Xin's pull, Zhao Jiajia climbed onto Xiao Xin's bed. Timidly looked at Xiao Xin opposite, Zhao Jiajia refused to say anything.
"Are you cold or not, come, cover the quilt."
Xiao Xin was concerned about putting on a quilt for Zhao Jiajia and sharing a bed with him. A child's world is simple, and if she is good to you, she is just good to you.
Zhao Jiajia only felt warm. Pursed lips slightly. It really felt warm at that moment, and I hope that moment will last forever.
"Where are you from?" Xiao Xin asked the young man of unknown origin in front of him, and he picked him up by himself, and he was still very unfamiliar with him.
Even if she was asked by the other party, Zhao Jiajia just shook her head and refused to say anything. "Don't you know where you're from? It's so pitiful. Do you have a name? ”
After one inquiry after another, Zhao Jiajia's vigilant consciousness was still surging. Still silent.
Xiao Xin pursed his lips, "You can't jump out of the stone, right?" ”
Unexpectedly, Zhao Jiajia nodded vigorously when she heard this.
"Oh my God! Are you really jumping out of a stone? What's your name Sun, right? Sun Chongshan? ”
I didn't know where I heard the name when I was a child, but I want to use it all at the moment.
Facing the inquiry of the girl opposite, Zhao Jiajia still nodded.
"I don't know why, but it feels so powerful."
The surrounding atmosphere is more comfortable in the conversation between the two people.
It's more like a star in the sky, giving the illusion of a dream.
"Sun Chongshan! Get up and eat! "Zhao Jiajia has always had a problem with getting in bed in the morning, so Xiao Xin came to tell Zhao Jiajia to get up early in the morning.
Zhao Jiajia raised her hand and pulled the quilt and refused to let go, completely buried herself in the quilt, and never lifted the quilt.
No matter how Xiao Xin was, he didn't react to get up.
Xiao Xin climbed onto the bed and pulled Zhao Jiajia's quilt while raising his foot and kicking Zhao Jiajia. The strength is not well mastered. Zhao Jiajia fell to the ground with a 'poof' and the quilt. Fortunately, because of the quilt, it didn't affect him in the slightest.
However, Xiao Xin was frightened because of this, and suddenly howled and cried, "Wow~"
Zhao Jiajia, who heard the crying, lifted the quilt and gently attached it to the side of the bed to check what was happening. "What's wrong with you. What to cry about. ”
Zhao Jiajia asked in a shallow voice, stood up and walked to Xiao Xin's side.
Xiao Xin saw that Zhao Jiajia was alive and stood up and cried even more. "Wow~ I thought you were going to die! Woo~"
Seeing Xiao Xin crying so much, Zhao Jiajia helplessly pursed her lips, raised her hand and stroked Xiao Xin's head, "How could I die." What bursts out of the stone never dies. ”
"Woo~ really?" Xiao Xin raised his gaze, a little puzzled.
Zhao Jiajia nodded.
Children's language is sometimes like a colorful bubble. True or false, the starting point is all color, and it is the most beautiful brilliance.
I used to think that the time together would be forever, so I didn't think about parting.
"Xinxin, Mom and Dad go out, you guys play at home."
Because Xiao Xin's parents are very busy, they don't have more time to take care of them.
Therefore, only Zhao Jiajia and Xiao Xin's room was left, although it was very empty. But not lonely.
"Now, Sun Chongshan, do you know how to play with building blocks?" Build a house out of blocks and build a big house.
Xiao Xin said to Zhao Jiajia with a toy in his hand.
Zhao Jiajia was originally sitting on the ground watching the Olympiad. After being called by Xiao Xin's voice, she didn't build the blocks until she looked stupid.
Stood up, stepped forward, picked up the building blocks on the ground and stacked them one by one, without seeing the sample drawing, directly put them on one by one. In Xiao Xin's stunned sight, it didn't take long for the seemingly complicated small house to be built.
"Wow, Sun Chongshan is so powerful."
After doing all this, Zhao Jiajia turned around and returned to his original position and continued to look at his Olympiad.
At that time, Zhao Jiajia was silent, as if she didn't care about everything, Xiao Xin at that time was innocent and innocent, she was the simplest girl, and this gap continued from childhood to adulthood. However, people who shouldn't have been together have finally come together.
"Sun Chongshan has been here with me, okay? Don't go, always be with me. ”
Because of him, Xiao Xin didn't feel so lonely, so he was already familiar with his time, and Xiao Xin was a little reluctant.
When asked about this topic, Zhao Jiajia was silent again, because he knew that he couldn't, but he didn't know how to answer Xiao Xin.
Was it a lie to tell her all this?
It's a little too cruel.
Therefore, neither of them answered again. But unconsciously ushered in a parting.
That time of waiting, Xiao Xin went to the same place every day after Zhao Jiajia suddenly disappeared.
Looking forward to the day when he will return.
Although I can't remember it for a long time, the wait at that time was very profound.
She had always believed that as long as he disappeared and waited for him to come back after he got lost, he would really come back. For a few short days, she felt that she was not alone, so she wanted to continue, that kind of warmth, although perhaps a kind of greed. However, she was still waiting for him every day.
Slowly, she forgot what she was waiting for, and she was about to forget him, but she still habitually passed by the same place every day.
It wasn't until I moved away at the age of ten that I quit that habit, and missing it once may not be forever. As long as there is faith in the heart.
Every day there are stories that happen around us, although not everyone will flood in their memories. But the traces of walking have always been there.
Just like some beliefs are never destroyed.
"Naw. Zhao Jiajia, do you remember? We used to say forever. There is no answer though. It's been so late for so many years, thank you for giving me that sentence forever. ”
"Naw. Don't get too complacent. Not just forever, but also in the next life. ”