Chapter 369: Responsibilities and Obligations
The doctor just sighed helplessly and didn't say anything else.
Then there was a deathly silence, and I finally sighed slightly.
"Okay," Lu Yan finally broke the deadlock, "I know that the doctors have done their best, and we have used the best methods, and some foreign countries are not necessarily the best, Ruolin." ”
I shook my head slightly.
How can I not know what he said, it's just that when facing the relatives around me, it's not so easy to accept.
After looking around and finally making sure that it wasn't a joke on me, I finally ran out.
I don't think it's so easy to accept this matter for anyone.
I ran all the way, ignoring the other people calling my name behind me, but I kept thinking about what Lu Yan said to the doctor softly before I went out: "Forget it, just let her go." ”
I don't know why, I was sweating all over my body just now, but when I thought about it, I couldn't help but shudder.
It seems that the person who knows me best is still Lu Yan.
I sighed in my heart, trying to control myself and not let my emotions go bad.
Finally, I don't know how far I ran, I was already exhausted, and when I saw a seat next to me, I couldn't help but think of what happened last time, Yiyao was rescued in the hospital, and I ran out like this.
Thinking of this, I finally turned around and walked in the direction of the hospital.
I know that the person who needs companionship the most now should be Yiyao's.
Sighing slightly, I finally understood why so many people don't want children now.
It is not a kitten or a puppy, but a life, once it is decided to be connected to his life, he must be responsible, and that responsibility is not a day or two, but the whole life.
I felt a sudden feeling of powerlessness, but I finally managed to make it to the outside of the hospital room.
Through the glass, I saw that Yi Yao's body inside was even thinner, lying there motionless, and the whole person had no intuition.
There was a pain in my heart, yes, in the face of illness, no one is powerless.
"Yiyao, you must be well, my mother has already lost a brother, and I can't lose you anymore." I kept my eyes glued to her and said this in my heart.
I don't know if it's telepathy, Yi Yao, who was lying inside, seemed to know something, and her fingers moved slightly.
Although it was so far away, I saw it for the first time.
In the next second, there was a piercing scream.
The nurses, who had been watching closely, immediately rushed to the work in their hands.
"Yi Yao, Yi Yao." Then came their chaotic shouts.
My heart immediately lifted, and I decided not to allow any accidents to happen.
Within half a minute, the doctors rushed in, the curtain was lowered, and my eyes looked straight at the reassuring prayer in my heart.
But even if there is a 1 in 10,000 chance, I will do my best to save her.
I thought to myself, my eyes tightly closed.
At this moment, I blamed myself again, if it wasn't for my willfulness before, if I could have cared for her more time, maybe it wouldn't have become what it is now.
But it's already this time, what's the use of talking about it now?
I was standing there thinking about it when suddenly a guy tapped me on the shoulder, "If she's okay, she doesn't want you to do that." ”
I glanced back in surprise, and Lin Yuan looked at me with a distressed expression, "Come, go over and rest for a while." ”
I looked at her, opened my mouth, and finally didn't say anything.
"Okay, only if we can be well, when Yi Yao wakes up and sees us, it will be fine," Lin Yuan took a deep breath, "You must know that my heart has always been with you, but although I have been thinking about this matter in my heart, I don't want you to have any accidents because of this matter." She took a deep breath and looked straight at me.
I looked at her thoughtfully, as if I didn't believe what she was saying.
Lin Yuan didn't say anything more, just took a deep breath and hugged me directly.
"Ruolin, no matter what, in my heart, you have always been there."
Finally, I was touched by such warmth, and for a moment I also lay on her shoulder.
Although there was no sound of sobbing, the hearts of the two of us were together at this time.
"Alright," she took a deep breath and patted me on the shoulder, "Ruolin, I just want you to be well." ”
I snorted and nodded.
"I know, you've always had my heart in mind." I don't know how long it took, but I finally opened my eyes slightly and looked up at her.
Looking at each other, I don't know why, I actually sighed in my heart.
Finally, the moment I looked up, the door of the emergency room was opened, and the two of us looked at it together, and sure enough, it was the doctor.
He took off his mask a little tiredly, and the look in his eyes had long since disappeared. It's as if the whole body was drained of physical strength by the rescue just now.。
"I'm sorry." The doctor bowed his head slightly. I stared straight at him, for fear that something bad would come out of my mouth, and I really couldn't afford to suffer even the slightest blow.
But excitingly, he finally didn't say anything, just smiled and nodded to us.
"The rescue went very smoothly, and we found a place in the process of rescuing. Maybe we can try to save the lives of patients again, maybe it will be a breakthrough. "The doctor's eyes are fixed on me." It's just that it will take quite a while, and I don't know if the patient will survive until that time. And the cost is huge, and the average family can't afford it, and we don't recommend it, after all, no one can say the final result. ”
It was a blessing in disguise, I looked at him with blank eyes, and I couldn't say a word.
It may have been that my expression had misunderstood the doctor, and he shook his head helplessly. "Yes, after all, the level of medical care at this stage is really limited, and we don't dare to make a guarantee, if we add a rejection of my proposal, we have nothing to blame." The doctor took a deep breath and finally didn't say anything. It's just that the back of turning around suddenly becomes vicissitudes.
It's that picture, and it's all set in my future memories.
Maybe this is the life of an old pedant, who is not excited about how much money he makes, but who is happy that he has saved a patient and solved a problem.
Maybe that's what I should try.
"Wait a minute." I finally made a sound in my throat and swallowed a few mouthfuls of spit. "I'll go with you."
The doctor looked at me in surprise, but finally did not speak, and walked forward on his own, and I did not say anything, but followed him closely.
"Sit down!"
Strangely, I didn't make any noise either, and who knew that as soon as the doctor walked in the door, he said this directly to me behind him.
I looked at him in amazement, but finally sat silently without refuting it.
"That's how we do it now." He coughed, took out a piece of paper from his pocket, and carefully explained it to me on the table.
"In fact, we don't know how successful this operation or this project is. It's just that I accidentally found an opportunity for someone else in the process of grabbing the ball just now, which is somewhat similar to here. And there has been such a precedent in the world, if parents can cooperate with the rescue and the tenacious vitality of children, I think we should be able to give the final answer. ”
Naturally, the doctor didn't say anything to death, but the last expression finally made my heart move.
Even if it's just an experiment, even if it costs a lot of money, I don't hesitate, I just have an idea in my heart, will this make my Yiyao suffer more?
The doctor's expression was even more embarrassed.
"When it comes to treatment, doctors shouldn't hide anything from their patients, including family members, and to tell the truth, there really will be." What I didn't expect was that he nodded very frankly. But soon a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. "But I promise, the pain will definitely not be worse than it is now,"
Hearing this, my hanging heart relaxed a little.
Take a deep breath and make up your mind.
"Okay, I decided to give it a try."
The doctor stood up excitedly as if he had won some kind of lottery.
"Really, Miss Shen, I'm really happy."
Looking at his appearance, I was a little surprised, and finally nodded.
"I have already told you about the risks and consequences of the treatment just now, and now I will say it again." He took out the piece of paper and sketched on it again.
In fact, there is no need to say so much, it's just that the back of the person who left with his back just now has already hit me, in my heart he is the most suitable person to treat Yi Yao, and now seeing him muttering to himself like this, he just wants to give him a chance, or he needs to review in this kind of narration and find the most appropriate way.
"Okay, if that's the case, thank you in advance." I nodded slightly and stood up and said this to the doctor. "I don't know much about medical knowledge, but I'll just follow what you do."
Just as I was about to sign the notice, the office door was suddenly pushed open.
"Don't sign it." It's like in a martial arts TV series, where a man suddenly breaks into the wedding hall to stop the team of couples who are about to exchange wedding rings. And the person who broke in front of him was none other than Qiao Nancheng, and what he was stopping was that I wanted to sign this notice.
He ran in breathlessly, looking at my pen still hanging in midair. As if relieved, just as I was wondering, he took a few steps forward again, snatched the pen from my hand, and looked at me with a stop in his eyes.