Chapter 133: Where Does Love Return?
Secina helped her slowly get off the horse, and let her sit down on the stone next to her to rest.
Seeing her look of being lost and depressed, Secina was a little unbearable.
"Sister Xiaoxuan, is that person really that important to you? More important than Brother Xuyang? ”
She buried her head in her knees, not wanting others to see her cry. Heavy or? It was only now that she knew that he was the first man she really liked. If it was love at first sight for Fu Yunqing, it was short-lived, ethereal but unreal. Xiao Junluo was not in her prediction, so he forcibly walked into her world. She has been in love with him for a long time, there are no sweet words, and there is no flower before the moon. But it is reflected in the life and death calamities. His inseparableness and every kind of care made her lonely heart slowly tilt towards him.
Now that she had finally lost herself to him, he walked away.
Didn't he even ask her? At least ask for her opinion, always make decisions so domineeringly, and never consider what others think.
When I looked up again, I was already in tears. When Sekina saw her like this, she felt a pang of guilt in her heart. In her impression, this woman is always giggling, without trouble, as if nothing can make it difficult for her. It turns out that she also has times of weakness, and there are places of vulnerability.
"Sister Xiaoxuan...... "She didn't know if she should tell her the truth. If she says it, she is gone, what should Brother Xuyang do? If she didn't say it, she would be upset.
"Okay, don't say anything. Things have priorities, and I know that Sunrise needs me more, and I won't leave. wiped away the tears on his face, and returned to the confident and optimistic Xia Xiaoxuan.
"Losing me is his greatest loss."
Suddenly, she went crazy, ran to the highest hill, and then shouted loudly to the empty field: "Xiao Junluo, listen well, it's not that you don't want Lao Tzu, it's that Lao Tzu doesn't want you." ”
"Xiao Junluo, you will definitely regret it-"
Hearing this cry from the bottom of her heart, Secina couldn't help but wet the corners of her eyes with tears. I'm sorry Sister Xiaoxuan, maybe one day you will blame me if you know the truth, but now I don't have a choice, because I don't want to see Brother Xuyang get hurt.
shouted out the depression in his heart, and his heart was much more comfortable. As soon as they returned, they saw Balak anxiously looking for them.
"Brother, what's wrong?" Secina turned over and dismounted, and asked nervously.
Bale looked at Xia Xiaoxuan and said anxiously, "Miss Xia, the king is awake, because I can't see that you refuse to take medicine and are losing your temper in the big tent." ”
This guy is really getting more and more promising.
He threw the reins of his horse at will to Balak, and went to the king's tent.
Before I reached the door, I heard angry scolding from inside.
"I don't take medicine, you all get out of here, get out."
Then there was the sound of crackling and falling things, and several maids ran out of the tent in panic, followed by some utensils.
Looking at the maid holding the medicine bowl with a frightened bow, Xia Xiaoxuan walked over and took the medicine bowl in her hand, "You go down first and leave it to me." ”
The two maids thanked Dade for his salute and fled as if they were leaving.
As soon as she lifted the curtain, a UFO came towards her head, accompanied by an angry shout. Fortunately, she hid quickly, otherwise she would have broken her face.
"Are you sure you won't let me in?"
Hearing a familiar voice, the person lying on the bed quickly turned around. When he saw the men approaching him,
The anxious mood suddenly turned into surprise.
"Xiaoxuan, are you back? Where have you been? I thought you weren't coming back. Like a pet discarded by its owner, his tone was full of grievances.
looked at him disapprovingly, "Is it that if I don't come back, you won't be able to take medicine well?" ”
Maybe the sick person is the most insecure, hearing that Helian Xu was full of grievances, "You're not here, what's the point of me living alone?" ”
I was really defeated by him, but now is not the time to reprimand him, first cure the disease.
"Drink the medicine first."
Pursing his lips and smiling, Helian Xu didn't even blink his eyelids, picked up the medicine bowl and poured it into his mouth. As soon as he touched his lips, he suddenly thought of something, and looked up at her nervously, "After I drink the medicine, you won't leave." ”
"Don't worry, even if I'm leaving, I'll tell you." It won't be like some unscrupulous person who leaves without saying a word.
At this time, Helian Xu was relieved, picked up the medicine bowl and drank it in one go.
Then he showed off with a childish face, "Look, I'm done." ”
"Then have a good rest." Take the bowl and put it aside, and help him cover the quilt.
He took her hand, as if he was afraid that she would leave again.
"Xiaoxuan, don't leave me again. I opened my eyes just now and couldn't see you, and I was so scared. ”
Seeing him like this, like an insecure child, it seems that he has returned to a few years ago, the teenager who was struggling on the verge of life and death. The nature of motherhood is stimulated again.
"Okay, I'm not leaving, you have to get your body up quickly, everyone is worried about you?" Sit down beside him and whisper comfort.
"Then when I'm well, you're not going to leave me, are you?" Holding her hand and refusing to let go, like an insecure child.
"No, but if you keep lying in bed like this, I won't serve you for the rest of your life."
In this way, he smiled reassuringly, and his smile was satisfied.
In the next few days, with Xia Xiaoxuan's inseparable company, Helian Xu's injury did heal quickly. Coupled with a good kung fu foundation, I will soon be able to ride a horse and shoot arrows again.
It's just that they all tacitly don't mention the competition, as if that thing didn't exist at all.
With the help of Xia Xiaoxuan, Helian Xu and Mo Rigen formed an alliance together to jointly create the prosperity of Mobei. Una is rich in resources, and the cattle, horses and sheep raised are fat and vigorous; The Guli people are good at hunting, and their furs can be processed and sold for money.
Sometimes Helian Xu went out to hunt with everyone, distributed the prey to everyone, and made the best mink fur into a cloak and gave it to Xia Xiaoxuan.
He is really working hard, trying to recover himself as soon as possible, trying to be stronger, Xia Xiaoxuan can see this. And she also knew that he was doing this for her, in order to prove to her, that he was no worse than others.
But there is always a place in my heart that is empty, like something important is missing.
"Xiaoxuan, look, what is this?"
Helian Xu came in with a curtain, and looked at her with a smile on his eyebrows.
Looking at the cage he was carrying, Xia Xiaoxuan was overjoyed, "Ah, mink." ”
A snow-white mink was happily jumping around in the cage. Xia Xiaoxuan found a fruit for it and stuffed it in, only to see that it used its two front paws to pick up a fruit that was not much smaller than its body, and ate it with relish. Its cute appearance makes Xia Xiaoxuan laugh.
"I knew you'd like it, so I'll make it a companion for you in the future." Seeing that she liked it, he was in his heart
Satisfied.
"Xiaoxuan, there will be a bonfire party on the grassland tonight, will you accompany me for a while?"
"You guys go, I don't want to go." Casually, his hand kept teasing the mink in the cage. There was a time when she was afraid that the sky would not be chaotic and liked to join in the fun. I also fell in love with quietness and loneliness.
Seeing her indifferent appearance, Helian Xu felt very uncomfortable. But he didn't dare to say it, because he was afraid that once he did, there would be nothing left to sustain them.
"Xiaoxuan, you can go with me. If you don't go, I'm not going to be alone, so I'll stay with you. "Now he's just a scoundrel.
"Isn't there Bale and Sekina? And there are so many people, how can you be bored? ”
"But they're different from you, Xiaoxuan, I just want to be with you." Pulling her back from the mink, Helian Xu looked at her dissatisfied.
"Xiaoxuan, are you unhappy? You weren't like that before, even when we were begging together, you were always happy. But now you're depressed all day, and I don't even know what to do? Xiaoxuan, tell me, I have to do this to get you back to the way you used to be? ”
looked at him in a daze, suddenly smiled, and tugged at his handsome cheek.
"Why, I feel like I'm depressed. Isn't it just going to a bonfire? No problem, you go and prepare first, I'll come later. ”
The handsome man smiled comfortably, his starry eyes full of satisfaction, "Then you remember to bring the silver bracelet I gave you last time." ”
"Okay, got it, you go out first."
After pushing the person out, the smile on his face suddenly fell. It turns out that disguise is such a hard thing, when is the head?
At the bonfire scene, everyone was enthusiastic, young men and women sang and danced hand in hand, the older ones drank and boxed, and some strong men were young and vigorous, looking for an open place to play wrestling games. Only Helian Xu, because he couldn't see that familiar figure, was extremely depressed.
Secina watched him for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to step forward.
"Brother Xuyang, let's go dance."
"You go by yourself, I'll wait for Xiaoxuan." He didn't look at the person who stretched out his hand to him, he just lowered his head and drank sullenly.
With a twitch in her heart, Secina sat next to him as if nothing had happened.
Picking up the wine glass, she also poured herself a glass, "Brother Xuyang, I'll have a drink with you." ”
"Sekina, you don't have to be like this, I already have Xiaoxuan in my heart now, and it's impossible to accept anyone anymore." snatched her wine glass, and the cold voice did not have a trace of warmth.
Secina burst into tears in an instant, and her heart was infinitely aggrieved. What exactly did she do wrong? She just didn't want him to be too upset. Even if he doesn't like her, he doesn't need to spoil her heart like this, right?
"Brother Xuyang, in your heart, Sekina is really so unbearable and makes you so annoying?"
"You're not bad, I just don't want Xiaoxuan to misunderstand." Seeing her sad appearance, Helian Xu finally had a trace of sympathy, and did not say anything more ruthless.
"If she loves you, she will believe in you. If she doesn't love you, she won't care about whatever you do. ”
These words were like a thorn inserted into Helian Xu's heart, and the fear in his heart was revealed in such an undisguised way, and he was immediately annoyed and angry.
With a snap, the glass was crushed by him inside.
(End of chapter)