Chapter 236: Realizing Your Mind
When Xiaofeng woke up, Jiu Ruosong just went out, she rubbed her head, she felt a little dizzy, looked around, why did she come back again?
The ornaments on her head were taken off for her, and at the moment she was wearing a red wedding dress, three thousand green silks scattered casually, and the delicate makeup on her face made her look like a doll, plus this catastrophe has passed, she (body shēn) seems to be a little different, but I can't say what is the difference.
She put on her shoes and walked out, why was it so quiet? It seems that the palace is a little different from usual.
She came to Jinghe's door and knocked on the door with some hesitation.
She knew he might not be in the house, but she knocked on the door anyway with the intention of giving it a try.
Jing He was also in a daze at the moment, and he didn't hear anyone knocking on the door at all.
Xiaofeng sighed and shook her head, a little lost, how could she be so stupid? Until now, he was still looking forward to those things that would not have happened at all, he had disappeared for several days, and he didn't even show up today, so how could he be here at this time?
As soon as she was about to leave, a palace maid came over with food, "Girl, you are awake, Mr. Jing is in the house, but he should not have woken up yet." ”
The palace maid directly pushed open his door and walked in, Xiaofeng was stunned, in the house? What does it mean that you haven't woken up yet? She walked in with a question in her heart.
After the palace maid put the snacks on the table, "These are all sent by the wine maid to the slave maid, she said that she was worried that you would be a little hungry after you woke up, so she asked you to eat some snacks to cushion your stomach, and then you will go to the palace to have a wine banquet." ”
Xiaofeng frowned, what was she talking about? She doesn't seem to have fainted for long, how do you feel that she doesn't understand what she said?
The maid went out and closed the door.
Xiao Feng saw the person lying on the bed walking over, she turned (body shēn) and wanted to leave, he actually disappeared for so many days, and he didn't leave a single message, and he didn't say where he was going, he didn't know how sad and worried she was.
But when I thought that he was still lying here, and he didn't wake up from knocking on the door just now, what was wrong with him? Xiaofeng turned (身shēn) and looked at the person on the (bed chuáng), and her heart (情qíng) was extremely complicated.
But why does it feel like he's a lot darker? She sat down on a stool next to the bed (chuáng) and felt thin, where had he been these days? How did you become like this? Could it be that he is going to get married, and he feels very reluctant to be a master in his heart, but he is embarrassed to say it, so he has been depressed for a while, and now he looks like this ghost?
Xiaofeng hurriedly shook his head, frightened by his own conjecture, how could he think like this? No matter how he is, he will not be the ghost he is now because he is here, and it is good to think that it is for Juncha to become the ghost he is now, but if he wants to say that it is for her, it is really not very believable.
Jiu Ruosong pushed the door and walked in, "You're awake, you come and sit down, let's have a good chat." ”
Xiaofeng sat down at the table with her.
Jiu Ruosong, "Xiaofeng, can you tell me at that time."
Are you thinking something? Why did you faint all of a sudden? ”
Xiaofeng himself was also very incomprehensible, "At that time, I just felt a little colic in my heart, and then I had a headache in my head, and then I fainted as soon as it was dark in front of me, and I don't know what happened after that." ”
Jiu Ruosong frowned, "So you don't know why you fainted?" ”
Xiaofeng nodded, recalling the scene at that time, he really fainted for no reason or any reason, which really made people feel a little unbelievable.
"Master, what's wrong with him?" Although Xiaofeng was a little unhappy in her heart, she still cared about him very much.
Jiu Ruosong was a little hesitant, should he tell her? After all, Jing He did such a thing (情qíng) and hid it from all of them, he definitely didn't want Xiaofeng to know, but she did so many things for Xiaofeng, Xiaofeng should know.
After being entangled repeatedly, she still chose to say it, "He blocked the catastrophe for you, was discovered by the Emperor of Heaven, and punished twenty heavenly thunders, if it wasn't for Jun Cha discovering him in time, I'm afraid he would have ...... by now."
Xiao Feng suddenly felt that the thunder and lightning flashed above his head, and he actually blocked the catastrophe for himself?! This is the result that Xiaofeng couldn't have imagined, and the human heart (情qíng) she looked at (bed chuáng) was more complicated.
Why on earth did he do that? Since he only treats himself as an apprentice, there is no need for him to block the catastrophe for himself, if the catastrophe for her is serious, it may kill him, what does he think?
Jiu Ruosong and Jun Cha have discussed it many times, the master and apprentice are too slow and contradictory, obviously they are interesting to each other, but why don't they admit it? I often do things that hurt myself and hurt each other (情qíng).
Take this matter (情qíng) as an example, Jinghe is alone and muffled, the most hateful thing is to hide it from all of them, how dangerous this matter (情qíng) is, he doesn't know, but he still did it, what is he trying to do? Since he had already pushed Xiaofeng out, why did he have to do so many things for her silently in the back? Isn't that a contradiction?
"I think you two may need some time to have a good talk, Xiaofeng, tell me honestly, what kind of feelings do you have for Jing Gongzi?" Jiu Ruosong looked at her very seriously and asked.
Because of their own dishonesty, these two people have gone on this road forever, and they are getting more and more deviated, if they don't do anything else, I'm afraid that the two of them will end up going their separate ways and disappearing in this life.
Xiaofeng was silent, and began to hesitate in the face of her sudden question, which she had never even thought about, she didn't know how she should answer her question.
Jiu Ruosong looked at her and sighed, sure enough, this little girl is still too young to understand these things at all, she patted her shoulder, "Think about this question yourself, he should wake up today, you can guard him here, but you must be clear about this problem, it doesn't matter if you don't tell me, you."
I must figure it out myself. ”
Jiu Ruosong repeatedly emphasized that she must know the answer to this question.
Xiaofeng knew that she had good intentions, so she nodded and agreed, "Hmm." ”
"You should be hungry too, I'll go cook you a bowl of noodles to eat, you wait here first." Jiu Ruo Song Qi (身 shēn) walked out.
She knew that Xiaofeng's mind must be very messy now, and she needed to think about it by herself, so she gave her some time first.
Xiaofeng looked at Jinghe, and suddenly remembered the time they met for the first time, and after that, he sold his peaches many times, teased himself, and disliked himself, but every time he made himself unpleasant, in the end he still had to find a way to make her happy and please her, just like last time, when he came out of Sufu, he made himself inexplicably angry, and in the end he still bought her a mask, bought sugar gourds and walnuts, and tried his best to make himself laugh along the way.
Thinking of this, Xiaofeng couldn't help laughing, she suddenly realized that they had experienced a lot of things so far, and they didn't feel anything when they usually experienced it, but now that they think about it, it seems that there are a lot of things (love qíng), no, it seemed so simple at the time, he seemed to be ...... has done a lot of things for her, and she only now realizes that she has always felt that she has been selflessly dedicating herself to him, and he just accepts it silently, as if all this is so taken for granted, after a long time, whenever there are good things (情qíng), and good things Xiaofeng will also subconsciously think of him, this feeling is a little subtle.
She remembered that Juncha told her that sometimes she likes someone, and she may not be aware of it, but when she thinks about it afterwards, she realizes that she has missed a lot of things.
Xiaofeng now finally knows what she wants, and knows what she is thinking in her heart.
When she came to the imperial dining room, Jiu Ruosong was still cooking noodles, and she was a little surprised to see that she took the initiative to find herself so soon.
"Sister, I know what I'm thinking, and I know what I ...... Master and him," she paused for a moment, hesitating, because there were other people in the kitchen.
Jiu Ruosong glanced at the other people and said, "You help me watch the fire, let's go out for a while." ”
She pulled Xiaofeng to the courtyard, "How about your master?" ”
She looked at Xiao Feng with great anticipation, hoping that Xiao Feng's next answer would not disappoint her, because as bystanders, some things are really more clear than what they have to see, and they are also very anxious to see the two of them like this now.
Xiaofeng said: "Although I don't know when I started to think about my master, one thing I am very sure of now is that I am not just a master and apprentice to him. ”
Jiu Ruosong breathed a sigh of relief as if he had finally let go of a big stone in his heart, and patted Xiaofeng's shoulder with great satisfaction, "Xiaofeng, you have finally grown up, in fact, we have already seen it early in the morning." ”
Xiao Feng was a little surprised, "You have already seen it early in the morning?" when
Yes? How can you see it? ”
Why didn't she realize it herself and didn't notice it? Why did they find out?
Jiu Ruosong said with a smile: "Jing Gongzi really didn't have any feelings for you at first, we can all see this, and even dislike you a little, but after a long time, we also found that he is very good to you, although you may not be aware of it, but we can all see that he is particularly protective of you." ”
Xiaofeng thought about it and felt that what she said seemed to be true.
"And then?" Xiaofeng doesn't know what kind of demon she is obsessed with, anyway, she likes to listen to them tell her about these things that she hasn't discovered for a long time.
"Your noodles should be ready, let's go back to our room." ”
Although it's not officially summer yet, it's still (quite tǐng) (hot rè) outside.
Xiaofeng nodded.
Go back to Jinghe's room.
Jiu Ruosong was puzzled, "Jing Gongzi is still in a coma, do we really want to talk about it here?" ”
She actually thought that it might be better to chat in Xiaofeng's room, because here she was still a little worried that they would disturb Jinghe's rest.
Xiao Feng said with a little face: "Just say it here." ”
(End of chapter)