Pei Lingxi accelerated and drove down the mountain, the road was frozen a little frozen by the low temperature, every time it skidd, Su Yunnan's heartbeat would jump suddenly, she was very scared, she just clutched the handle on the car window, and didn't dare to say anything, until he drove the car to the downtown area, he calmed down a little.

The car stopped at the intersection, he turned his head to look at Su Yunnan, and found that there were tears in the corners of her eyes, holding the handle nervously, and he realized that he had just acted dangerously, and he didn't care about her feelings at all.

His heart softened, and he reached out and stroked her head.

"Xiao Nan, I'm sorry...... I was just a little impulsive. ”

Su Yunnan pursed her mouth tightly and shook her head.

Pei Lingxi held her wrist, slowly lowered her hand, interlocked her fingers, and said in a somewhat guilty tone: "Did I scare you?" ”

Su Yunnan slowly relaxed and said, "You... Drive slower, just now, it's too dangerous. ”

"Hmm."

After that, Pei Lingxi regained his peace of mind and drove back to the apartment smoothly, holding Su Yunnan's hand all the way until he returned home.

"I'll go take a shower first."

With that, he went back to his bedroom.

Originally, the two planned to eat something outside, but because something unpleasant happened on the way, they drove home directly, and Su Yunnan had to go to the kitchen to prepare some dinner.

But as soon as the dish was cut and put into the pot, it was stopped by Pei Lingxi after taking a bath.

"Don't do it, no appetite."

He put on his pajamas, walked to the refrigerator, took out a few bottles of wine from it, came to the living room, sat on the sofa cushion, and said to her, "Drink with me." ”

Su Yunnan walked up to him and asked him with some hesitation: "Lingxi, I saw ...... today?" On the tombstone, it is written that the aunt died in 2017. ”

“…… Well. ”

Pei Lingxi opened the lid of the wine and poured himself a glass of wine.

Mother Wei has been dead for nearly eight years!

Su Yunnan looked at him drinking, and seemed to think of something, so she squatted down and asked him: "Then every year on May 14th, do you sit at home drinking alone?" ”

Pei Lingxi poured himself a glass of wine and said "um".

Su Yunnan then understood why he turned off his mobile phone for a day and hid at home to drink on that day four years ago.

Su Yunnan looked at him with some distress and said, "But we've been together for so long...... Why haven't you told me all the time? Why don't you let me accompany you? ”

She couldn't imagine the picture of him getting drunk at home alone in the past few years, and she could obviously come to him.

Pei Lingxi poured a glass of wine, poured it into his mouth, looked at her and said with a wry smile: "The year before last, I called you!" But...... You've rejected me! Last year...... Oh, you and I have suspended our relationship again, how dare I go to you! ”

“……”

Su Yunnan was stunned for a while, she recalled May of the year before last, when she was training martial arts scenes in the crew, and the only time he let himself fly over to accompany him was just a few days before the 14th, Su Yunnan suddenly realized, it turned out that his voice was a little low at that time, not just because he was too tired from work! It's that he wants someone to spend the hardest day of the year with him! That day was his mother's death day!

And in March last year, she selfishly proposed to him to break up for the sake of Pei Lingxi and her own future! No matter how Pei Lingxi prayed to her, she didn't want to continue dating by herself, and in the end, after Pei Lingxi's repeated compromises, she agreed that the two were just suspending their relationship!

But she never thought that Pei Lingxi's side no longer had any relatives to rely on, his mother had already passed away, and he turned a blind eye to his father, and she abandoned him again and left him ruthlessly! Let him lock himself in his home again.

Maybe that day last May...... It's the darkest time of the year! How much alcohol did he drink that night? How sad is my heart? Would he be scared alone? Did he shed helpless tears? These...... She had no way of knowing!

Su Yunnan didn't know what to say for a while, and couldn't help but feel a little guilty when she watched Pei Lingxi drink wine cup after cup.

Why did she reject him at the time? Why didn't she come to him decisively? Why did she selfishly propose to break up with him at that time?

Obviously he cherishes this relationship so much! Why can't I stick with him? Why are you cowardly?

Su Yunnan held him in his arms apologetically, and choked up: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Lingxi, I should have gone to accompany you, I should have persevered, I shouldn't have ...... It's all my fault that I shouldn't have cut off contact with you! It's all to blame for me being too cowardly, I'm sorry. ”

Pei Lingxi stretched out his hand to wrap his hand around her back, buried his head in his arms, and said with some complaint: "You know that night...... How hard am I? Do you know how much I want to call you and ask you to come and accompany me? But...... I don't dare, I can't call you, I have no reason! I'm afraid to disturb your rest, I'm afraid to ...... You said you were tired, and I was afraid that you would reject me again, so I will sit here...... I kept drinking, just to numb my heart and make it ...... Let it stop feeling sorry for you......"

Pei Lingxi's words made Su Yunnan's heart hurt even more.

He cares about himself so carefully, he bears all the sufferings by himself, even his fragile side, he doesn't dare to show it to himself, but she has been indulging in his love, forgetting that he also needs to be cared for and loved!

Su Yunnan felt that she was out of responsibility, she patted Pei Lingxi's back, her throat was dry and a little hoarse.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, but from now on, as long as you need my company, as long as you need me, I will rush to your side immediately, and I will never ...... again Never leave you alone again. ”

Pei Lingxi wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, left her embrace, poured two glasses of wine, handed one to her, raised her glass and said to her, "This is ...... If you can't do it, I'll punish you...... Punish you to kiss me until I am satisfied. ”

Su Yunnan knew that Pei Lingxi was already a little drunk, and couldn't help but be amused by his childish behavior, she gently clinked glasses with him and said, "Okay, a word is a deal." ”

Pei Lingxi stretched out his left arm holding the wine glass, bypassed Su Yunnan's left arm holding the wine glass, and drank the wine...... The two drank a glass of wine.

Su Yunnan put the cup away and said to him, "Then let's not drink so much wine today, okay?" ”

"Hmm...... Now that we've had a drink, let's ...... Let's go into the cave room! ”

After speaking, Pei Lingxi propped up the sofa and stood up, seeing that he was about to fall forward before he stood firmly, Su Yunnan hurriedly stood up and caught him.

Pei Lingxi also took her shoulders, walked into the bedroom, and fell on the bed with Su Yunnan in her arms.

She struggled for a long time before she straightened up, and with great difficulty she helped him straighten up and cover the quilt, before she turned and walked to the bathroom to take a shower. The latest chapter of "Give You the Bright Galaxy Claw Book House" is the first time to read it for free.