Hair-cutting turmoil
Tan Ziming picked up Lu Xiaoman every day as promised, which attracted the sideways glances of Lu Xiaoman's colleagues, and someone asked: "Xiaoman, is that your boyfriend?" So handsome! ”
Lu Xiaoman smiled and replied, "Husband." ”
"No, Xiaoman, you're married!"
"Graduate, get married."
"Xiaoman is really blessed to find such a good husband."
Lu Xiaoman smiled, the emotional world is really like a person who knows how warm and cold he is, who would have thought that the two of them would come to the point of separation now, Tan Ziming should have loved her at the beginning, and how much he hates her now, and he can't wait to find a reason to torture her anytime and anywhere.
On this day, I don't know where Lu Tao found her phone, Lu Xiaoman looked at the unfamiliar number showing Shanghai, and picked up the phone suspiciously and asked, "Hello, who is it?" ”
"Xiao Man, it's me, Lu Tao, are you okay now, see if you can speak, it should be pretty good!"
"Very good."
"I heard Lin Fangze say that you are working in his company now, are you still used to it?"
"Habit."
"You just said two words and sent me away."
"I, only, say, two, words. Say more, say, no, come out. ”
"Looks like you haven't gotten so good yet!"
Lu Tao paused and said, "What are you doing in his company, do you still want to be a fund?" ”
"Accounting, I think, now, no."
"You're saying you're not able to speak right now, and you can't communicate, do you? Well, I need an assistant to help me watch the market, if you are interested, you can try it, if you still want to be a fund manager, you should pay attention to the stock market constantly, you know? ”
"Know, try."
"Okay, I'll give you a few stocks for you to keep an eye on for a while, and I will spot check them from time to time!"
"Okay!"
In the evening, she came home and asked Tan Ziming, "I, look, computer, is it okay?" ”
"What are you going to do?"
"Lu Tao, funds, stocks." Oops, there were too many for her to understand, so she brought a pen and paper and wrote down Lu Tao's words.
Tan Ziming looked at her and said, "You can't touch my computer, I'll get you a laptop tomorrow, so you can see it wherever you go." ”
When Lu Xiaoman heard that he agreed, he jumped up happily and hugged Tan Ziming's neck and kissed him on the face. This is Lu Xiaoman's thank you gift to him after getting his satisfaction, or did she force her to learn it before, Tan Ziming was stunned by her, and looked at her directly, Lu Xiaoman was still immersed in the joy of being able to do the work he liked, and didn't care about him at all.
Tan Ziming blinked, no matter what she became, she was still Lu Xiaoman in her bones, whether it was movements, expressions or habits, she was still Lu Xiaoman, she should try to accept Lu Xiaoman like this, instead of blindly torturing each other to live, thinking of this, he finally felt a little relieved, and let go of the relief after complaining and hate.
The next day, after Tan Ziming gave her the laptop, she completely entered another state, she now has several securities software in the computer, Lu Tao's software she can't get, she can only rely on ordinary securities software to pay attention to the stock market.
Lu Xiaoman sat at the dining table with a serious expression, meticulously fiddling with the computer, Tan Ziming sat on the sofa and watched her every move, such a Lu Xiaoman was something he had never seen before, and it was completely different from Lu Xiaoman when he was in school.
After Lu Xiaoman finished installing the software, he stretched a big lazy waist, Tan Ziming got up and walked to her to see what she was doing for so long.
When Tan Ziming saw all kinds of colorful lines on the screen, he also felt a big head.
Tan Ziming asked, "Do I need to open an account for you?" ”
Lu Xiaoman shook his head, "Just pay attention." Tan Ziming rubbed her hair and said, "Don't be too tired, be careful that your hair falls out." ”
When it comes to hair, such long hair is really a bit of a hindrance and affects the nutrition of the brain.
So, the next day, Lu Xiaoman took advantage of his lunch break to cut his short hair.
In the evening, when Tan Ziming came to pick her up, he was speechless when he saw the changed Lu Xiaoman.
After Lu Xiaoman got into the car, Tan Ziming started the car sullenly and walked home. On the way, Lu Xiaoman felt that the atmosphere was very wrong, and asked, "Ziming, what's the matter, mine, hair, not good?" ”
"Why did you cut your hair, it's ugly, you know?"
"Ugly? Very good, ah! Now, not ugly. ”
Tan Ziming suddenly felt that he couldn't communicate with her, so he parked the car on the side of the road and said, "Why isn't such short hair ugly, and besides, did I agree to cut your hair?" ”
"Hair, long, tired, mine, hair." The more anxious Lu Xiaoman became, the more he couldn't speak.
"How long does it take to grow out of such a short cut, I finally got used to the way you look now, can you not always change around, I don't even know who you are."
"I, Lu, Xiaoman, I, haven't changed."
"I'm too lazy to talk to you, and it's so hard to talk to the fund manager."
Lu Xiaoman listened to him denying his ability, and the unspeakable grievances in his heart, did he react so much when he cut his head? Lu Xiaoman's tears couldn't stop flowing down.
Tan Ziming looked distressed and upset, and his mouth was unforgiving: "If you want to cry and cry, don't cry in my car." ”
Lu Xiaoman got out of the car in a fit of anger, and Tan Ziming left with one foot on the accelerator, leaving Lu Xiaoman alone on the side of the road.
Lu Xiaoman watched the cars coming and going on the road, he didn't know where he should go, he had no relatives in this city, the only few friends were in other places, and he didn't know any colleagues. Lu Xiaoman looked around, there was a lot of traffic on this section, the surroundings were empty, and there were few taxis going here, so Lu Xiaoman could only try to go forward. Lu Xiaoman stepped on high heels and walked in the direction of home step by step, even if Tan Ziming didn't want her, she had nowhere to go, she could only go back to the place where she was parasitic.
I don't know how long I walked, my feet were worn out, and I couldn't walk anymore, Lu Xiaoman sat on the side of the road, looking around, hoping that Tan Ziming would come back to find her, until it got dark little by little.
Lu Xiaoman was about to despair and buried his head in his arm. At this time, two drunks walked past her, Lu Xiaoman was so frightened that the two people walked over without noticing her at all, but she couldn't stop trembling, how would she survive this night.
I don't know how long it took, a car stopped in front of her, Tan Ziming hurriedly ran out of the car to see what was wrong with her, only to see Lu Xiaoman curled up without looking up, Tan Ziming was scared and pushed Lu Xiaoman, Lu Xiaoman raised his head at this time, his eyes were full of tears, and his two big eyes were red and red, just like a little rabbit, and Tan Ziming sighed in his heart.
He leaned down and put his hands on Lu Xiaoman's shoulders to signal her to get up, but Lu Xiaoman's legs were already numb, and Tan Ziming put his hands under her armpits to support her up.
Lu Xiaoman reluctantly stood up, pressed his legs, and finally felt a little conscious. Tan Ziming opened the car door while helping her, Lu Xiaoman's feet hurt so much that he couldn't move as soon as he took two steps, Lu Xiaoman simply took off his shoes and got into the car barefoot, Tan Ziming saw that her two heels were worn out, and just wanted to reach out and grab her feet, Lu Xiaoman put his feet under the skirt and hid them.
Tan Ziming had no choice but to close the car door and drive home. On the way, Lu Xiaoman kept looking out the window, Tan Ziming asked her a few words, but she ignored him, Tan Ziming had no choice but to give up. After getting out of the car, Lu Xiaoman really couldn't put on shoes, and walked two steps barefoot, Tan Ziming rushed over and picked her up, Lu Xiaoman was startled and quickly hugged his neck. Tan Ziming smiled evilly, and Lu Xiaoman was so angry that he suddenly became angry.
Tan Ziming carried her all the way to the toilet, and took a basin of hot water to wash her feet, the wound hurt so much that Lu Xiaoman gasped, Tan Ziming was also distressed when he saw this, but he was unforgiving, "You said you wouldn't wait for me in the same place, can I really throw you in that place?" ”
It's okay not to say it, as soon as she said this, Lu Xiaoman's tears couldn't be stopped, and her sore feet didn't make her cry, but Tan Ziming's words made her cry angrily, "You, don't, me." After speaking, she cried even louder, breaking Tan Ziming's heart, when had she ever seen her cry like this in so many years.
Finally cleaned up, Lu Xiaoman put on her pajamas and still sat on the sofa with her legs crossed, her eyes staring at the TV, trembling almost inexplicably, Tan Ziming saw her like this when she came over with milk.
Tan Ziming also blamed himself, it seemed that he frightened her tonight, at the beginning, it was indeed because he saw her hair cut short and the person changed again, the anger erupted uncontrollably, and when she got out of the car, he just wanted to teach her a lesson and let her know that she had done something wrong, but when he drove it, he felt that he had gone too far, so he quickly picked up his head and went back to find her, but where was she still waiting for him.
At this time, he was also panicked, he was afraid that Lu Xiaoman would disappear again, afraid that Lu Xiaoman would never forgive her if something happened to him, and at this moment he knew that he still cared about her so much, no matter what she became.
Tan Ziming put the milk on the coffee table in front of her, then sat on the sofa and said, "Xiaoman, I'm sorry, I know I overdid tonight." Actually, I'm also afraid, I'm afraid that you'll become something I can't recognize again, I'm afraid that I won't find you if you disappear again, that kind of day is crueler to me than hell, you know? ”
After a pause, he added: "Indeed, I am very bad to you when you come back this time, and sometimes I really can't control myself because I am too scared. Xiaoman, promise me, don't leave me again, do you know how I came here after studying abroad in the past six years? I numb myself with studying hard every day, telling myself to hurry up and finish my credits and come back to you. ”
As he spoke, Tan Ziming couldn't control his tears, "Xiaoman, do you know how I came over the year you disappeared?" I'm desperately trying to take on the big case that is so busy that I don't have a breather for myself, only then I don't have time to think about you. ”
Tan Ziming took out a tissue and wiped the corner of his eyes, and continued: "When I see you again, I can't even recognize you when you stand in front of me, how scared I am, I'm afraid that that person is not you, but someone else is impersonating, I'm afraid that someone will tell me that you are no longer there, do you know how terrible it is for me?" ”
Lu Xiaoman slowly looked up at Tan Ziming, she had also thought about her harm to Tan Ziming, but she didn't expect to hurt him so deeply. Lu Xiaoman stretched out his legs and moved to Tan Ziming's side and hugged him, saying, "Ziming, yes, I'm sorry." We, okay, okay, okay, okay? ”
Tan Ziming buried his head in Lu Xiaoman's legs, releasing all the pain of so many years.