Chapter 821: Awakening
After the bundle, we may be strangers!
After saying this, Chu Bing slowly closed his eyes.
God knows that these are not her wishes, after so long, she doesn't want to be separated from Li Yanxi at all, even if it is still the same as before, although the two of them do not meet often, they both know that each other has each other in their hearts.
It's better to be with Liyuxi than anything else, but how much hope she has, how much Liyuki is disappointed in him now.
And because Chu Bing closed his eyes, he didn't see Li Yanxi's desperate expression after hearing those words.
Li Yanxi couldn't believe that Chu Bing would say this, could it be that they had been together for so long, and in Chu Bing's opinion, they were just using each other? Doesn't it matter if he's worked so hard?
People's hearts are really so hard to catch
Touch.
"That's it, I don't have to care about you, and I don't have to worry about me anymore. Count
I am also a little female official, and I really have to thank the prince for his favor to get to this point, and Chu Bing will naturally remember this kindness. ”
Chu Bing opened his eyes and continued, as if his heart was dripping blood.
"To each his own according to his needs.
What should have been said is finally finished, and Li Yanxi is probably also angered, Chu Bing thought. It's also that Liyu Xi has really done a lot for her all along, and in the end, anyone who hears these words will not be able to accept it, but she just wants to say it.
She didn't want to suffer from this torture anymore, and the only way to do that was to stay away from Liyuxi and stop thinking about herself. Long pain is better than short pain, maybe this is better for her and Lixi.
Chu Bing tried hard to squeeze out a smile, and just looked at Li Yanxi, as if the two of them had met for the first time and had not experienced so many things.
The sentence "just take what you need" made Li Yanxi's heart ache, as if thousands of needles had pierced his heart.
It is only appropriate for the queen mother to report this matter.
On the other side, Chu Bing was thinking about Xu Zhen again.
Li Yanxi actually rescued Xu Zhen without telling her, no wonder Chu Bing didn't hear about Xu Zhen's results in the past few days, and he didn't see that Li Yanxi was really distressed about losing a henchman, it turned out that Xu Zhen was safe at all.
Changlu will never allow this kind of thing to happen! Since Li Yanxi did this, then don't blame her!
No matter how she says, she is still the young owner of Pear Blossom Fang, and there are still some people under her, and there are sisters before, right? Not everyone is like Qiu Niang to deal with her.
Chu Bing plans to let those sisters help, and she must solve Xu Zhen, otherwise she will not be reconciled!
Looking for an opportunity, Chu Bing dressed up in disguise, and quietly left Prince Yu's mansion, anyway, Li Yanxi would not come to look for her, and he would not find out that she was not there.
He had never had such an idea, since he first met Chu Bing, everything he did was aimed at making Chu Bing better. He knew that Chu Bing's task was to deal with Ning Guifei, and he also knew that this was not Chu Bing's intention, so he was secretly helping Chu Bing; He knew that Chu Bing wanted to deal with the queen's mother, so he married Chu Bing as the princess. mouth
And what can he get for all this?
Is it?
In Li's heart, there is nothing more important than making Chu Bing happy, but if you want everything to be fine, you must work hard for these things now.
-Shi Huan is not good, and more importantly, in the future, Li Yanxi will do all this for Chu Bing.
But now Chu Bing takes what he needs, and he has ruined all these efforts.
Li Yanxi was even doubting whether what he had been insisting on all along, whether he would be wrong, in fact, Chu Bing didn't want to be with him all the time?
Gu Poison made her resentful of Li Yanxi, and on the other hand, she was still thinking about Li Yanxi like crazy, Chu Bing, who felt tortured, was about to go crazy, but maybe it was because of her longing for Li Yanxi that she had later resentment.
Chu Bing chuckled, opened the covered guqin, and played it gently.
The sound of the piano is so pathetic, it seems to contain all of Chu Bing's thoughts, and it spreads farther and farther.
Hongyu outside the courtyard heard it, and Liyuxi, who came out of the secret room, also heard it.
But so what?
Chu Bing's own knot in his heart was something that no one could untie.
Everything has to wait for Chu Bing to do it himself
Law.
He breathed a long sigh of relief and walked back to his room, thinking, perhaps, that time is the best medicine. Regardless of whether what Chu Bing said was true or not, time would give a witness.
Perhaps, when that time comes, they will maybe all this he did was wishful thinking, and Chu Bing didn't pay attention to it at all. The laughter of the past, the appreciation of the moon for wine, and the promises of the past have all become bubbles, and they are all gone in the blink of an eye.
Li Yanxi stood weakly outside the window, looking at Chu Bing opposite, as if he didn't know her at all, obviously so close, but he couldn't go in, he couldn't walk into Chu Bing's heart.
Li Yanxi smiled self-deprecatingly, so what is he working hard for?
Gratitude?
Kindness?
Just to repay the life-saving at that time
Chu Bing didn't even know that he had saved it.
It can't be fake.
The life he wants? Li Yanxi smiled bitterly, there must be a Chu Bing in the life he wants, but now this person keeps talking about him
It's okay for them, she said she would definitely leave in the future.
But that's just a fantasy, and now it's all impossible.
He and Chu Bing couldn't go back to the past, although they couldn't figure out why.
Chu Bing saw Li Yanxi leave suddenly, and even smiled, but whether it was a sneer or a bitter smile, I am afraid that even she herself did not know.
Maybe Li Yanxi has figured it out after listening to her words, and has seen what their situation is now, right? If you leave, everyone will understand everything.
So Li Yanxi is also working hard to stop thinking about Chu Bing, and is trying to immerse himself in official business, he is desperately trying to find more things to do for himself, no matter how big or small, he will solve them all by himself, perhaps, immersed in official business, there will be no time to miss Chu Bing anymore, right?
I don't know.
Li Yanxi felt that he would still think of Chang
Lu.
Just like now Chu Bing is also constantly missing Li Yanxi, she is a woman, unlike Li Yanxi who can still find something to do, Chu Bing can't even read books, the library that used to go in every day now looks so boring, Chu Bing feels that she is really like she is poisoned, a kind of poison called "Li Yanxi".
She was waiting for Liyu Xi, waiting for Liyu Xi to give her an explanation, just like many times before, she was waiting for Liyu Xi to come over.
Chu Bing felt a little stunned now, obviously she was angry with Li Yanxi by herself, and now
is still waiting for Li Yanxi to explain to her, will Li Yanxi come? She has already said that, and she has already said that the two of them have nothing to do with each other, so hurtful.
She thought that if it was her, she would never look back.
What can you do when you turn back? Do you want to see her put on a cold face again? Chu Bing was still a little self-aware, she knew that what she said was a bit excessive, and it was difficult to accept.
But she was still waiting.
Chu Bing has been waiting, waiting for Li Yanxi to come over, waiting for Li Yanxi to apologize to her. Although occasionally when she is sensible, she feels that there is nothing wrong with Liyanxi at all.
But no matter what she thought, she never came over from Yanxi, and it lasted for many days.
Chu Bing was panicked when he missed Li Yanxi, and he couldn't sleep well.
It was as if he had disappeared, and he had never appeared in front of Chu Bing again, which made Chu Bing feel overwhelmed, as if he didn't even know what he should do.
She had come here in the first place to avoid and deal with the queen mother, and she had done those things before because she wanted to
If you want to go back to the past, what about now? Liyu Xi didn't appear at all, what is she here?
Chu Bing looked at the dark night sky outside, let alone the moon, there was not a single star.