Chapter 511: Now is not the time
In fact, Hua Qingyan knew very well in her heart, no wonder, after all, she did something wrong, and even affected many, many people, including the queen, of course.
After all, the queen was helping her to speak at the time, but the queen never thought that she actually had no choice between the two of them, but was alone.
"Since you're already here, let's talk to this palace about it, what happened yesterday?"
For what happened yesterday, I'm afraid no one can easily forget it, of course the queen is the same, so seeing that Hua Qingyan has already sat down, of course she didn't go to ask for warmth, but asked straight to the point.
"The Queen's Mother......"
Hua Qingyan, the queen's voice was somewhat hoarse when she spoke, and she must have felt a little guilty in her heart.
"Yesterday's events are so sorry Queen Mother, I know that you were helping me at that time, I shouldn't be so willful, but I still think that marriage should be more cautious, before I am sure who I plan to spend my life with, I will never be able to make a choice easily, so I didn't have a choice yesterday."
"I hope the queen can forgive me for this unreasonable behavior, I know that I have undoubtedly broken your heart by doing this, and also hurt the hearts of the Nine Emperor Princes and the Five Princes, but I think the Queen Mother should be able to understand why I made this choice!"
"Understand you?"
The queen listened to Hua Qingyan say this to herself, he didn't say anything at first, but in the end he smiled faintly, and there was inevitably some mockery in this laughter.
"Hua Qingyan, Hua Qingyan, why do you think that this palace will force your understanding of this matter, you must know that at the banquet, this palace obviously understood you, and this palace knew that it was really difficult for you to make a choice at that time, and it was really not your fault, but you shouldn't be so resolute and say that no one wants to choose!"
"The marriage event is the order of the parents, and the words of the matchmaker are not what you can do at all, at that time, it was clear that the palace had already won the opportunity for you, and you could choose one of the two of them to spend the rest of your life together. This is the best ending for you, but you didn't! ”
The queen said all this to Hua Qingyan lightly, she was really heartbroken, she was willing to give all her love to Hua Qingyan for her, then she should understand herself.
But the queen didn't expect that even at the last moment, Hua Qingyan was still thinking about herself, her choice was not expected by anyone, and it made the royal family a laughing stock of civil and military officials, and all this was wrong with Hua Qingyan.
Even if she had saved the plague before, no one would remember what she had done now after she had done such a thing.
And when Hua Qingyan listened to the queen say such a sentence to herself, she really felt bad in her heart, she didn't expect that the choice she made would actually bring such a big problem to the queen.
"I'm sorry that a thousand words can only be turned into two words, Queen Mother. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so self-assertive at the time, I should probably have told you that I didn't think about it for the time being, and I would talk about it later, rather than decisively refuse. ”
"But this incident has happened, then it is irreparable, I hope the queen can forgive me this time, after all, I have always been sincere to the queen mother, and I never wanted to hurt you!"
"Now it's useless for you to say this to Bengong, don't worry, Bengong has always loved you, even if you have done such a thing, Bengong is still willing to see you, that means Bengong still has you in his heart, and I will not alienate you in the future because of this little thing."
"But you have to know that the emperor may not think so, because of my coma before, he originally had some opinions about you, but fortunately you went to deal with the plague, which made the resentment in his heart disappear, but this time your actions undoubtedly damaged the royal face."
The queen did not change anything because of what Hua Qingyan said to her, but waved her hand and began to describe how serious this matter was.
Why is it serious, of course, it is not her, but more importantly, how the emperor views this matter, after all, the person who was angry at that time was the emperor.
"I'm afraid the emperor is angry now, you are turning around like this in the palace, do you think that when he finds out about you, he won't do anything to you? At that time, if he wants to cure your sin, even this palace will have nothing to do! ”
"I know ......"
Listening to the queen's reprimand for herself, Hua Qingyan was really sad and embarrassed, but she didn't know what to do.
"So in fact, Qingyan also wants to ask the queen mother, what do you think I should do? Do you think I should go to see the emperor and explain to him what happened that day, will he forgive me? ”
Hua Qingyan said her thoughts lightly to the queen, she was already thinking about it last night, and she was sure to apologize to the queen, but she didn't know whether she should apologize to the emperor or not.
In fact, she thought about it, but she didn't know what kind of attitude he would use to treat herself after meeting the emperor.
Of course, after meeting the emperor, if he can forgive himself, of course it is great, even if he doesn't forgive himself, Hua Qingyan feels that it is reasonable, after all, he really did something wrong.
But what Hua Qingyan is afraid of is that the emperor will not only not forgive himself, but he will feel that this incident happened all because of himself.
It is precisely because of Hua Qingyan that things will become like this, not only will they not forgive her, but they will punish her sins, and then won't the gains outweigh the losses?
So before doing these things, Hua Qingyan felt that these should definitely be considered carefully, after all, the emperor is not the queen, and the two of them are completely different people.
After thinking about it, instead of continuing to think about whether this matter can be successful, it is better to ask the queen mother, maybe you can get the final answer from her.
And the queen also fell into contemplation after hearing Hua Qingyan's question about herself, she thought about it for a long time, but she couldn't come up with a definite answer, so she could only shake her head in the end.
"No matter what, I still don't want it for these two days, and the emperor will be in a better mood after two days. If you want to see me, I'll talk to him again. When the time comes, I will explain the situation to you, you are deciding whether to go to see the emperor or not, but don't go to him these days! ”
When she heard the queen say such words to herself with great calmness, Hua Qingyan felt as if her whole body was glowing, not to mention how grateful she was.
She almost fell to her knees and kowtowed three times to the queen.
"Really, thank you so much, Queen, thank you so much!"
"This palace can't make a final conclusion on this matter now, so you don't have to thank me in such a hurry, wait until this matter can be successfully successful!"
The queen opened her mouth lightly, and after finishing speaking, she looked at Hua Qingyan from top to bottom, she was still worried about where Hua Qingyan should rest last night.
But now that she had changed her clothes and had been freshened, she knew that he must have rested somewhere last night.
Merely...... Where did she rest?
"Look you've changed your clothes, where did you rest last night?"