Chapter 1 Waiting for you to marry me
In the next few days, I handed over the metaphysical school to Huzi and Yu Mei, and I neither went to class nor went to the city of vain to practice, I chose to be with Bao'er every day.
Bao'er told me that the world is so big, separated by the distance of several provinces, as long as the heart is together, then the people are together.
The two of us came to the Lethe Water Bar, and Bao'er always had a smile on her face, and I knew that she had hidden all her reluctance in her heart.
While drinking a drink, Bao'er suddenly asked me, "Do you remember what I said to you here on the day you first came to Shenyang?" โ
How can you forget? She told me at the time that if the two people who drank the Lethe water would not forget each other, then it was true love.
I smiled and nodded, but didn't answer.
Seeing that I was not in a good state, Bao'er smiled and said to me, "Wait, I'll go back to the dormitory and get something." โ
After saying that, she ran away, and I drank a drink called "Love Like Honey" by myself, but my mouth was full of bitterness.
I remember just half a year ago, when I first arrived in Shenyang, Bao'er brought me here, which had just opened at that time, and there were still our names on one wall.
I got up and walked over to the wall, which was already plastered with signatures from couples and sticky notes with vows written on them. I searched hard for a long time, but I couldn't find the names we had left behind.
Maybe it's covered by a sticky note.,I'm not willing to look for it.,If I'm not mistaken.,It should be right above the booth.ใ
I lifted the notes one by one, and finally, I saw the familiar handwriting. Because there are not many ugly characters and faces like me signing everywhere, looking at it, I suddenly want to cry.
Just half a year ago, Bao'er took me to this water bar, and at that time this water bar was still half under renovation. Bao'er asked the boss if she could sign on the wall, and the boss said yes, so Bao'er handed me the pen and said let me write first.
I thought about it at the time, and I couldn't think of anything too romantic for a while, and I thought it was too silly to write that I love you, so I wrote "I'm never more than 17 kilometers away from Boa." โ
This 17 km is the distance from our school and the Boa Er School. After listening to my explanation, Boa giggled, then circled the passage with a heart, and wrote two words underneath, "Quasi-play", and then we both wrote our names.
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At this time, there is a caret drawn on 17 and kilometers, and there are two more zeros. Bao'er must have filled it in, is it the distance from Shenyang to Shanghai?
was stunned, Bao'er trotted back, with an extra pink Polaroid in her hand, which is the kind of camera that takes photos immediately after taking pictures.
"Today you belong to me all the way, go, go shopping with me." Boa was smiling happily, I hadn't seen her so happy from the bottom of her heart in a long time.
Bao'er walked down the street holding my hand, and I was a little intoxicated by the soft touch on my arm and the faint fragrance wafting into my nose.
I remember asking Bao'er before, why do women have fragrances on their bodies? Bao'er smiled and told me that it was a cosmetic pickle. I smiled wickedly and asked her, "Then why are you so fragrant?" Her little neck was raised, saying that she was called body fragrance.
I don't know if it's body odor, but it smells really good, and I want to keep smelling like this.
The two of us took the tram to Nanhu Park, and along the way, Bao'er was like an aunt who was traveling in a group, and asked me to stop when I encountered a beautiful place, and she wanted to take pictures of me.
I'm naturally afraid of cameras, and I don't know where to put my hands with an awkward expression. She insisted that I pose POOS, so dozens of photos came down, and I was all in a posture with one hand on my waist and the other on my hand.
I think I'm pretty stupid X when I watch it.,Who knew that Bao'er was happy.,Said to make me a complete collection of Alzheimer's.ใ
Boa pulled me to buy tickets for the playground and said that she would accompany me to get excited today. With that, she led me in the direction of the roller coaster and the pirate ship.
She used to watch me play, and I asked her why she didn't play, and she said that it was nothing fun, and her hair was flying and yelling, which damaged her ladylike image. At that time, I laughed at her, saying that you don't care about image, you are just afraid.
Actually, I'm also afraid of heights and excitement, I just like the feeling of weak legs and buzzing head after playing, I think it's similar to the feeling of people who like to drink.
On the roller coaster, Boa screamed uncontrollably, and so did I, this was the first time I screamed.
I didn't look at her, but I knew she was crying because something salty hit the corner of my mouth.
We played with the jumping machine, we played with the pirate ship, we played all the excitement, and finally, I threw up. Although Bao'er's face was also very pale, she patted me on the back and laughed at me: "Gao Xiansen will dare to talk to me in the future?" โ
I was not convinced either verbally or psychologically, vomiting was a physiological reaction, but Lao Tzu was not afraid at all.
It was dark and the lights were on.
The playground is more lively at night than during the day, and the colorful neon lights are dazzling. It's like life, the darker the corner, the more singing and dancing. The more difficult it is, the more colorful it is.
Bao'er used up the several packets of photo paper she brought, and only the last three were left, and she was a little reluctant to use them.
We got on the Ferris wheel, and during the busiest time of the playground, our pod rose to the highest point. To be honest, I wasn't scared of the excitement in front of me, but I was really scared on the slow and rickety Ferris wheel.
I was afraid that Bao'er would laugh at me, so I put my hands behind my back and grabbed the seat tightly, showing a very indifferent face.
Suddenly, Boa stood up and walked to the hatch. When she moved like this, her center of gravity suddenly fell a little, which scared my little heart to flutter.
Bao'er handed me the camera and said, "I'm just shooting you today, and you can take the remaining three photos with me." โ
My heart was beating to my throat at this time, and I said to her, "There's no scenery up there, sit down, don't shake it, let's go down and shoot again." โ
Boa was standing at the door of the cabin, and I was so afraid that she would fall, so I reached out to pull her. Unexpectedly, she dodged my hand, leaned against the door again, and insisted on handing me the camera.
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I could see that her face was a little pale and obviously scared, but her face was full of persistence.
Bao'er brushed her hair with red eyes and said to me, "I know you're scared now, and I know you have a lot to face. I want you to remember today, do you know how uncomfortable it makes me not to be able to share it with you? All I can do is to be sensible, sensible, and sensible! โ
Boa's sudden emotional breakdown scared me, and I was speechless.
After a long time, Bao'er wiped her tears and said, "You see I'm scared now, but I'm standing, take a picture of me, leave it to you, and watch it when you think of me." โ
Bao'er's face was full of smiles again, which made me feel very distressed. Without hesitation, I took the camera and pressed the shutter.
After the photo paper popped out, the outline of Bao'er slowly appeared, and then, the picture froze her beautiful smiling face.
On the way out, neither of us spoke, and it was hard to keep the day happy, but at this time it was a little depressed.
The moment she walked out of the playground gate, Boa smiled and asked me to take another picture of her, saying that the background was all colorful lights, which made it look good.
In order to ease the atmosphere, I complained without words: "If I knew that you would bring such a little bit of photo paper, I would have taken a few more photos of you, and you took so many pictures of me, and only three were left for me." โ
Bao'er suddenly stopped, looked at me carefully for a long time, and said, "I'm afraid I won't be able to see you enough when I miss you." โ
After she finished speaking, she continued to walk forward, and for a moment the soreness welled up in my mind, and I covered my eyes fiercely, and the hot liquid did not know whether it was tears or the sweat of nervousness just now. She's been giggling all the time, and if it weren't for the past few days, I would have ignored that she was for me, thinking that she was so happy every day.
Neither of us spoke again, I didn't go back to the metaphysical hall, and Bao'er didn't go back to the dormitory. She took me to a hotel, and when we got inside, we didn't say anything, and slept in our clothes.
I have stayed with Bao'er more than once, and at that time I was expecting that something would happen, especially the inn next to the big hospital in my hometown, the owner knew me, and I always felt that the hotel was against me.
But my mind is really clean now, and I don't think about anything. Rather than being about to part, I wish that moment would come sooner rather than later, so that I wouldn't have to be so uncomfortable.
It's like for a condemned prisoner, the waiting process is more painful than the execution process.
I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep, because tomorrow was Monday, and I would wake up on the train to Ji Province. Since we are going to separate, if we are separated early, we will meet again soon. I must cultivate well, and when we are together again, we will never be separated again.
I was trying to suppress my sadness in my heart, and there was a sound behind me, and then the bedside lamp was turned off.
I was a little nervous at this moment, my palms began to sweat, and I felt the atmosphere that I had been waiting for for a long time, but I didn't dare to think about it.
Suddenly, Boa hugged me from behind, and the heat and softness of my back made my heart flutter and my mind went blank. Immediately after that, I felt a little wet and a little hot at the back of my neck.
Bao'er cried, and the moment this thought came to mind, I immediately turned to her and asked, "What's wrong with youยทยทยทยทยทยทยท"
Before I could finish asking, our mouths were gagged with moist sweetness, and we both responded awkwardly to each other until we couldn't catch our breath and didn't want to separate.
The moment she truly became my woman, she bit her lip and didn't make a sound, but her sideburns were wet with tears.
Not only did she cry at that moment, but my tears had also burst. I've imagined countless times when I've been separated from my child's body, but I never thought it would be the night before we parted.
When I woke up in the morning, I opened my eyes and found that Bao'er was looking at me with a red face, and I don't know how long I had been watching.
She didn't do anything, I was already shy and nervous, I was used to sweet talk, and I became mute, and we just looked at each other face to face.
After a long time, I was defeated and asked her to wait a while. I ran out and asked my boss for scissors and whiteboard markers, and then ran back.
Bao'er didn't understand what I was going to do, so I smiled wickedly and drew the red dots on the sheets.
A plum tree appeared on the sheets, and the branches were dotted with plum blossoms. I cut out this picture of Hanmei and handed it to Bao'er, and found that there were tears in her eyes again.
Before leaving, I threw two hundred dollars on the mattress where I had cut a big hole, then turned it over again, and finally covered it with the quilt, and went out with Bao'er.
Neither of us spoke on the way to the station, and Boa rested her head on my shoulder, her little hand touching my rough palm.
She bought a platform ticket and then entered the platform with me.
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I deliberately put myself last, and I was reluctant to go inside, and suddenly Boa asked me, "Do you know why?" โ
I understood what she was asking, I had hinted countless times before, she had said that she had to get married, but I didn't expect that she would let her guard off herself last night.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Bao'er replied, "Because I have already determined that I must marry you." This is another promise of ours, I have given everything to you, so no matter how long, I will be waiting for you. โ
Tears welled up, and the loudspeaker on the platform had already begun to urge: "The train is about to depart, please passengers who have not yet boarded the train, hurry up and check in on the train." โ
At the urging of the conductor at the gate, I got on the train, and the moment I turned around, the train was closing.
Bao'er suddenly shouted, "I'm waiting for you to marry me!" โ