Maybe it's because the mood is really like a roller coaster lately, always up and down, so now I'm very tired at this time, after entering the bedroom and seeing the big bed, I didn't think much about it and lay down directly, the next second, a wave of sleepiness hit me, finally, I couldn't help but close my eyes anymore.

"Huh?" I snorted softly and opened my eyes suddenly, not knowing what was going on, but there was some urgency to urinate.

I got out of bed in a daze and went to the bathroom, because it was a small two-bedroom, there was only one bathroom in the whole house, so I had to go through the whole house and go to the toilet near the entrance.

Because of the lethargy just now, I don't remember what happened before, and I didn't put my pajamas in order properly, so I went out directly.

"Huh?" I rubbed my eyes in a daze, and suddenly saw a figure sitting in the bay window, and I was startled, and a scream rang out directly.

The drowsiness disappeared completely at this moment, and in its place, there was a chill that went to the bottom.

"It's over," my brain spun at this moment, thinking about what to do, and finally remembered a confused voice over there, "What's going on?" ”

I subconsciously looked over, and it turned out to be Lu Yan.

"Why are you here?"

It didn't go through my brain at all, and I shouted out loud, almost subconsciously.

But soon, I realized that something was wrong, and the events of last night were still fresh in my mind.

"What's wrong? Ruolin. Lu Yan's voice rang out very quickly. What happened to you? It's okay, don't be afraid, I'm right here. ”

Hearing that, he said it almost instinctively, and the next second he rushed in front of me.

There were so many things in my mind, and I fixed my eyes and saw that it was really him.

"Why haven't you left yet? Didn't I say that last night? ”

"Hurry up what you said last night. Let me have a good rest. Lu Yan rolled his eyes directly. Anyway? Anyway, you end up giving me the choice. ”

When I was about to open my mouth to say something again, the man rushed over and hugged me tightly.

I tried desperately to struggle, but found that the embrace was too strong, or too warm.

"Don't be afraid, I've always been." He hadn't fully reacted yet. But the lips have been touched, on my forehead.

I struggled desperately in the air, but I couldn't resist the warm embrace.

"What are you doing here? Hurry up and let me go. By this time, my sleepiness had fully awakened, and I stared at him with all my might.

"Don't move, let me hold for a while." When I calmed down and listened carefully, I realized that there was a hint of hoarseness in his voice, and I gave him a roll of the eyes.

Then there are some inappropriate content for children, I desperately want to struggle, but there is no emotion left for me there, "Don't move." ”

Even though his body is still very weak, I don't know why, he is very strong when he holds me now, so I have no room to resist at all.

His hand touched it indiscriminately, first on his back, even after such a long time, even if there were so many things now, but my body gave a very good response at the first time, directly like evoking the most vulnerable point in the body, or the most sensitive place.

"Ah, don't," I said coquettishly, my voice immediately squeamish.

Who knew that Lu Yan seemed to get some reaction, and directly wrapped his hand around his chest.

I was so excited that I slapped his hand away.

Because at that moment, there was one person in my mind, and that was my Xuanxuan.

"You tell me," I suddenly became very calm and looked straight at him.

Lu Yan also came to his senses, he didn't seem to expect me to react like this, and his eyes became very dark and bright, shining in the night light.

"You say, no matter what, as long as I can talk to you." He looked straight at me, but I had a feeling in my heart that I didn't know what it was.

Sure enough, as long as you can talk to me, that means that there are many things that you can't tell me before, so you haven't said it.

It's easy for women to get on the tip of the bull at this time, and I'm no exception.

He looked at my reaction as if he had guessed something, "I didn't mean that, as long as I knew it, if I didn't know it I wouldn't be able to say anything." ”

I nodded, "Our Xuanxuan, I'll ask you one last time where he is now." "It's come to this point, and there's no point in talking about anything else, so I thought about it and just asked.

Who knows if Lu Yan still cares about the left and right, "Ruolin, don't you want to be like this, okay, I know that I was sorry for you for what happened before, but I really didn't know what to do at that time, now, give me another chance, I promise that the two of us will always be fine." ”

"No matter what you want in the future, as long as it's not illegal, I will definitely follow you." He took a deep breath and looked me straight in the eye.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally nodded.

"Forget it," I said to myself, shaking my head slightly, "whether he really doesn't know or what, so be it." ”

Naturally, there is no back in the back, Lu Yan shook his head slightly after getting my last plausible answer, and slowly put back the hand he had just raised.

The flame of gas just now was completely extinguished at this time.

I shook my head slightly, finally sighing and not letting myself think about it so much.

Turning around and going back to the house, Lu Yan still called out to me at the moment when I wanted to close the door, "Ruolin." ”

"Did something happen to you?"

I shook my head slightly, "Forget it, it's not early, let's go to bed early." ”

"Ruolin, if someone says anything to you, don't believe it, let's have another one like this, believe me, there will be another child, and after your body is well, we will have a football team, and Xuan Xuan will not be good when he sees it."

"Forget it, no one said anything to me, by the way, I will definitely do what I promised you before, but you also have to be good, we both work together to get better, isn't it?"

Lu Yan nodded heavily, and finally didn't say anything.

In the darkness of the night, I glanced back slightly, and finally sighed and returned to my room.

But I couldn't calm down.

Glancing at my phone, it was three o'clock in the morning, which was supposed to be the most sleepy time for a person, but I couldn't sleep because of peeing.

opened the phone and opened the address book, staring at the name Su Wanyan with dead eyes.

I thought about it, and finally resisted the urge to message her now.

Open the chicken soup in the WeChat of the mobile phone, I like to watch some things when I can't sleep before, although the more I look at these, the more I can't sleep, but it can give me a trace of units at night.

I've been busy with private matters in the hospital before, and although I've been assured by various doctors and comforted by friends, I'm always worried that I don't know what to do.

Now that it's okay, Jiahe has been transferred to an ordinary ward and is temporarily out of the danger period, and although Lu Yan here is still a little weak, he is also a lot better.

I took a deep breath and tried to make myself feel relaxed in my mind.

I've tried all sorts of things, but I always feel the urge to not want to sleep.

"It's so beautiful at night, why do you use it to sleep?" I always feel sorry for myself in my heart, and then I put off sleeping time again and again.

So that time in the hospital for me, it can be said that there was no pressure, originally I was a night owl, especially like to stay up late, plus with the argument of caring for patients, everything seems so reasonable.

I also had a few days off the other day, so now I seem a little overwhelmed when I stay up late.

Although the mental state is still good, my eyelids can't help fighting, as if I am going to fall asleep in the next second, but when I really put down my phone and want to sleep, I always feel that there is a force urging me not to fall asleep so quickly.

Finally tortured for a long time, I took a deep breath, turned on the light and sat on the bedside table, it was five o'clock in the morning when I took my phone to look at it.

The sky outside was starting to brighten up a bit, so I took a deep breath and opened the curtains.

A cold wind came in my face, and I subconsciously shivered.

yes, it's still winter. If you open the window so suddenly, you will naturally feel a chill.

It was still dark outside, but there were already a lot of clanging sounds, and I knew it was a place selling breakfast in the distance.

After thinking about it, I finally changed my clothes and cleaned up a little as soon as possible, brought a peaked cap and a pair of masks, which are almost the standard in winter, and I went downstairs with the air conditioner.

I am familiar with the uncle of the breakfast stall, and my breakfast was solved here for a long time before, don't think that I am already such a big boss, and I still eat at the stall, in fact, I miss the time here very much.

It's like holding hands with Lin Yuan like I did in high school, although my father repeatedly told me not to eat outside food at that time, but I always couldn't control myself in the face of that delicious temptation.

I bought millet porridge in front of a stall I was familiar with, and bought steamed buns at another stall, which is my favorite food, and then went downstairs again, and then slowly went upstairs.

I thought Lu Yan was still asleep, but who knew that when I got home, he had already helped me clean up the living room, and the robot was buzzing when I entered the door.