A week later.

A week later, Gao Xiang and I were transferred to a hospital in Tokyo for treatment through the company's arrangement. My injuries are not serious, I will be discharged from the hospital in a week, and Gao Xiang may have to stay for a few more days. But Gao Xiang should still be very happy at this time, Jiang Xia took leave from the company and made a special trip to take care of him, for Gao Xiang's injury, Jiang Xia cried a mess, and the two of them seemed to have returned to their sweet time as brothers and sisters.

However, this time, my meeting with Jiang Xia was very awkward. We were buried in the ground together for four nights and three days, and everyone in the company knew about it, and everyone had passed on many versions, and the content was even more exciting to wonderful, and Jiang Xia's eyes obviously had some precautions against me.

Because it was in the two wards next door, I had to move around as little as possible, Nan Tian came to see me, and during this time he took the place of the cold face god, and it can be seen that he is very hard.

"Sister, transferred to a hospital in Kyoto." Nantian brought me the news, "Fan Hehang also followed, and for a while, he may not come back." ”

I nodded, indicating that I understood.

"Do you have any requirements?" Nan Tian looked a little tired, "Anyone who says it, as long as it is any request you make, let me agree to it." ”

This time, I shook my head, "Nantian senior, after returning to China this time, please allow me to resign!" I thought about this decision for a long time before I decided, "I want to go to further my studies, and now I can't work, I want to go on a study tour to enrich myself, is it okay?" ”

Nantian didn't expect my request to be so simple, a little uncertain.

"That's the only way, is that okay?" I asked again.

Nantian couldn't give me such an answer, but soon after, Leng's mother gave me a reply, she said: "Xia's request is very reasonable, and the company has no reason not to agree." ”

During this time, the company reissued my documents and passport, and together with the air ticket, they were delivered to me the day before I was discharged from the hospital.

I was about to leave, but my mood was quite calm, and the last thing was to say goodbye to Gao Xiang. I didn't go to his hospital room, but talked to him through the phone in the room, at this time, Jiang Xia happened to be absent, and I didn't want to have a conflict with her.

"I'm going to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow!" Holding the phone in his left hand, he was a little unaccustomed.

Gao Xiang seemed to be calm, "Ah! What do you think? The arm is fine! ”

"It's okay." I replied, "Thank you for saving my hand." ”

Gao Xiang was silent for a while, "Aren't we friends, how can you say such a thing." ”

yes, we're just friends. I sighed softly, so low that I was the only one who could hear me, and I wanted to say that I was leaving tomorrow, but I couldn't. So he held the microphone and didn't say anything for a long time.

"Xiaoyu, no matter what happens in the future, you must be happy!" Gao Xiang also spoke softly on the other side of the phone, but more than that, it was the comfort of one friend to another.

Does it have to be happy?!

When I was discharged from the hospital the next day, someone from the company came to help me with the procedures, I was alone, and there was almost nothing, and the rest were good memories of this time.

Pushing open the door, Jiang Xia stood at the door, "Sister Xiaoxia, are you going to be discharged from the hospital?" Her expression was so indifferent that I couldn't guess what I was thinking.

I nodded, glanced at the ward next door, the door was tightly closed, "I won't say goodbye to Gao Xiang, talk to him for me." ”

"My brother is still sleeping." Jiang Xia laughed, "I heard that I was pregnant yesterday, and I didn't sleep all night when I was excited, and at this time, I didn't sleep for a while." ”

I looked at Jiang Xia's abdomen, I couldn't see anything, but I didn't want to, there was a small life underneath. I smiled, "Congratulations!" ”

"It's been almost three months." Jiang Xia seemed to be talking to herself, "I just heard that my brother encountered an earthquake, I was really scared, if he really has something, I don't want to live." ”

"If Gao Xiang is such a good person, there will always be a good reward." I put on a smile that I thought was genuine, and left.

On the way to the airport, when the scenery of Tokyo flew in front of me, I couldn't help but cry louder, and the more I cried, the louder it became, and the seniors who sent me couldn't stand it.

"This is the chocolate that will be launched this Valentine's Day, and I will give you a box to try." The senior handed me a box of chocolates, a very beautiful one, which can make people's hearts feel much warmer.

But when I saw the chocolate, I thought about so many things from last year, and I cried even more sadly. The senior shook his head, handed me another box of tissue paper, and then turned around, no longer bothering me with my crying time.

In this way, I left Japan and returned to Shanghai, and I also left the years when I had a cold face god.

Shanghai, very deserted.

People I know aren't here anymore. The nest is cold, and boiling a pot of black tea warms my body, but it can't soften my heart.

The knock on the door made me tremble, and I rushed to the door, only to see that it was Zhou Wangnian.

"What? Looks a little disappointed. The cold air brought in by Zhou Wangnian made me hug my shoulders.

I shook my head and let him in, "Pour your own tea!" My hands are inconvenient. ”

Zhou Wangnian was not polite, sat down and poured tea by himself, when I went back to resign, I heard that he is now the general person in charge of Shanghai, it seems that Leng Mianshen has no way to manage the affairs of the companies on both sides.

"How? Pretty good! Zhou Wangnian pointed to my hand.

"It can't be scrapped, it's just very inconvenient." I raised my arm and looked at it, and the bone crack in my shoulder was not very serious, and the skin on the back of my hand was fine as long as it grew. ”

"Everything?" Zhou Wangnian looked at my hut, and there were a few cardboard boxes piled up in the corner.

I nodded, "I don't have a lot of things, and my dad will come to Shanghai to pick me up." ”

Zhou Wangnian was silent for a while, "Someone asked me to ask you, do you hate him?" ”

I smiled, nodded, and shook my head again, "You can tell him: it doesn't matter about love, it doesn't matter about hate." Now that he has chosen responsibility, ask him to do it wholeheartedly. As for me, it can only be regarded as an experience, but it is not the whole of life. ”

"You're so mature that you're scary." Zhou Wangnian gave me a conclusion.

I bowed my head and said nothing, just took a sip of tea from my teacup.

"I heard you want to go to further education? Did you pick a good place? Zhou Wangnian asked me.

I shook my head, "Just have an idea, and it's not on the agenda yet." ”

Zhou Wangnian took out a document from his arms, "This is a school opened by my friend in the UK, if you are interested, you can try it." ”

I took it and it was an application for a training school for a chef in Western cuisine. I put the document down and gave Zhou Wangnian a smile, "The suggestion is good, you can consider it." ”

When Zhou Wangnian was leaving, he said again: "Actually, time is the best medicine for wounds." You can wait a little longer, maybe ......"

I interrupted him, "It's better not to say something like this." Please don't underestimate a woman's love for a man, and don't underestimate a man's commitment to a woman, that is a very unkind thing. "I know what he wants to say, but I don't give myself that hope anymore, it's already a painful thing to compete with the living, and it's too hard to compete with a non-existent opponent who can't see or touch, but who surrounds you every day and is stationed in that person's heart.

After Zhou Wangnian left, I sat alone on the windowsill, the weather outside was gloomy and gloomy, and it seemed that there was another unpredictable rain, just like my heart. What you can't get is the best, and I know that. Instead of being by a man's side and watching that man suffer for someone else's woman, it would be better for me to leave like this, at least in his heart, there will always be an apology for me, and there will always be a person like me in his heart.

On the day I left Shanghai, it was raining lightly, and no one came to see me off, and no one knew about my departure. Just like when I came here, I also had a smile on my face when I left.

The plane flew up to the clouds, and compared to the noise in the cabin, my heart was still very calm, and when I looked down, I couldn't see anything but the clouds. I didn't expect to leave Shanghai with such a mood, is it that the more persistent the pursuit of things, the more you can't pursue them? I don't have an answer to this question yet.

Flipping through the documents Zhou Wangnian gave me, my mind was a little loose, that was where they had been, and there was everything they were familiar with, but I, do I want to pursue it?

The plane circled over Shanghai before slowly leaving, and I closed my eyes and gently shed tears to the bottom of my heart.

Goodbye, Shanghai! Goodbye, the heart I left behind!