Li Xin still didn't react, she looked at Si Chuyan in a daze, looking very stupid.

Si Chuyan took a deep breath, clasped Li Xin's hand, and said with a serious expression: "Since I was a child, my mother has been very strict with me, what should be done and what should not be done is up to her, I am like a puppet without a soul, living according to the formula, I can't have my own feelings, let alone real friends." ”

This is the first time Si Chuyan has said such things to strangers other than his relatives, and it is also the first time he has opened his heart to outsiders.

She didn't know why she wanted to talk about it, but she felt that there were too many things that she had held in her heart over the years, and she wanted to find someone who could resonate with her and tell her about the past.

Her words made Li Xin's eyes red.

Li Xin held Si Chuyan's hand, took a deep breath, and said: "Sometimes I even wonder if I am different from others, why others can have many friends, but I don't even have one, as if the word friend does not exist in my life." ”

At least, she really didn't have any friends when she grew up so big.

Si Chuyan looked at Li Xin with tears in his eyes, and the sadness finally came out of the mouths of others.

At this point, there is only one thought.

I want to cry.

"Chuyan, although I didn't know you before, I learned about your extraordinary identity from other classmates, and it was my honor to be friends with you. However, there may be many differences between us, I was born into a very ordinary family, my parents are busy every day for a living, and rarely care about us, my younger brother dropped out of school early to work, without any skills, often can't even support himself, and can't take care of the family. Li Xin felt a kind of humility in her heart, she was a passer-by in front of Si Chuyan, and she didn't even have the qualifications to be friends: "Like me, do you still want to be friends with me?" ”

"I don't have any merits in myself except for the glory and wealth given by my family, do you want to be friends with me?"

Si Chuyan is also very inferior and unconfident in his heart.

The two stared at each other, the corners of their mouths raised in the same arc, and smiled tacitly.

Li Xin showed a bright smile and said happily: "It's really good, I also have my own friends, and my friends are so good." ”

Si Chuyan nodded happily: "I'm also very happy, and you are also very good." ”

The two drank milk tea and chatted about the past, and the afternoon passed like this.

Before leaving.

Si Chuyan boldly proposed: "Li Xin, if you don't mind, do you want to go to my house to eat, I have always wanted to cook, but cooking for yourself is a little less fun, would you like to be my diner, although there is no guarantee that the cooking is delicious." ”

Li Xin pursed her lips and laughed, nodded and said, "Okay, I don't mind at all, and I can cook home-cooked meals, maybe I can help." ”

After the two made up their minds, they went to the nearest supermarket to buy ingredients.

This is the first time Si Chuyan has shopped in the supermarket with her friends, and she pushed the shopping cart and looked at Li Xin carefully selecting ingredients, like a beam of light shining into her heart, happy and warm.

Eighteen years, a full eighteen years have passed.

Not only did she meet someone she really loved, but she also met a true friend.

It's a really blissful and wonderful feeling.

I hope none of this is a dream, and even if it's a dream, I hope it's a dream that won't wake up.