Chapter 129: Heart Knot
Pei Lingxi slowly talked about his admission to the Conservatory of Music, and his mother was diagnosed with terminal breast cancer, which was a major turning point in his life, and he would never forget that day, he blamed Pei Youwei for ignoring their mother and son, and when it was too late, no matter how much he could recover it, he couldn't do it again.
At this time, Pei Lingxi was holding back tears, his body twitched slightly, Su Yunnan knew that he was forbearing, so he held him in his arms, told him that it was okay, let him cry, she was there!
Pei Lingxi adjusted his emotions and continued to tell the story of his debut stage, he went to participate in the "Future Topstar" because he wanted his mother to see him realize his dream of being a singer as soon as possible, and his mother's expectations were his motivation.
But after her debut, her mother's condition deteriorated, and in extreme pain, she endured it for more than two years and finally left him.
And most of the resources that he obtained for the group, because of the open and secret battles and mutual suspicion between the members of the group, Pei Lingxi was forced to leave the group, but one of the most important reasons for leaving the stage was that he lost his mother's support! He didn't know who he was singing for!
After saying this, there were already a few tears on Pei Lingxi's face, and Su Yunnan took out a tissue and wiped it gently for him.
She held his face and said distressedly: "Lingxi, is it in your heart, do you also think that your mother's death is ...... Is it actually related to you? ”
"I ......"
Pei Lingxi was speechless for a while, and after a while, his eyes overflowed with tears again, and the next second fell.
He nodded and said in a choked voice, "Well, if you had ...... I didn't fall in love with music, I didn't insist on learning music, I continued to study, and my mom wouldn't ...... For my ......"
Pei Lingxi didn't continue, because it was too late to say this, everything was already a foregone conclusion!
Su Yunnan nervously wiped away his tears and comforted him: "Lingxi, it's okay, it's okay, it's because you blame yourself for your mother's death, so you will never be able to get out!" ”
Su Yunnan realized that the reason why he drank alcohol every year on his mother's death day was because he thought that his mother was to blame him, and if it weren't for his impulsiveness, his mother would not have run away from home with him, so that he had no money for treatment.
He thought his mother would come back to him and ask him why she had to endure so much pain in the first place! He was afraid! So lock yourself in your home and get yourself drunk, like this...... I don't feel fear anymore.
Su Yunnan hugged him again, patted him on the back and comforted him, and her tone was very soft and gentle.
"Lingxi, didn't you say that your mother's last wish before her death was to let you return to your father? More than anyone else, she is looking forward to your reconciliation, which shows that your mother has forgiven your father and forgiven you! But the reason why you can't let go is because you haven't fulfilled your mother's last wish! That's why she's always by your side, reluctant to leave! ”
Su Yunnan ran his hair and rubbed it gently.
"So, this year's New Year, you go home! Sit down with your dad and have a good talk! Maybe after unraveling the misunderstanding, your heart knot will disappear, if your mother sees this scene...... You'll definitely have fun! Isn't it? Otherwise, I really can't bear to leave you here alone. But my family ...... today I'd love to see me, too! ”
"What about you...... Can't you take me home with you? ”
Su Yunnan suddenly choked, she ...... She wasn't ready to take him home to his parents! Even though they have been together for two years, the days when the two have really cultivated their relationship together have only been less than half a year!
"Hmm...... Lingxi, good, you go back to see your father first this year, I promise you, when you come back, I will take you to see my parents, okay? ”
Pei Lingxi sobbed quietly in her arms, he nodded, and said aggrievedly: "Hmm...... Then I'll only go for one night, but ...... The next day, you have to ...... At home, wait for me! ”
"Good, good, sure! I'm waiting for you at home. ”
Pei Lingxi hugged her tightly, he was afraid that all this was his dream, afraid that after he returned to his previous home, his mother would also appear there, cooking for the family as usual, and when he came back, Su Yunnan would disappear!
He can't lose Su Yunnan!
In the afternoon, Pei Lingxi sent Su Yunnan back to her parents' house, and the car stopped at the door of her community.
Su Yunnan unbuckled her seat belt and was about to get out of the car, but Pei Lingxi held her wrist.
Su Yunnan turned around and saw his nervous expression, stretched out his hand and put it on his hand, and said comfortingly: "It's okay Lingxi!" Just one day, it will pass soon, how can there be an overnight feud between family members? ”
Pei Lingxi frowned, and confirmed to her again: "Xiao Nan, tomorrow night, I will be back, I must see you immediately, at my house!" ”
"Good!"
Pei Lingxi let go of her hand and let her get out of the car and leave.
He sat there and watched her wave goodbye to him in three steps and one step at a time, full of reluctance until she disappeared around the corner.
He took a deep breath before starting the car and driving back to his hometown.
I don't know how long I drove on the highway, Pei Lingxi drove into a high-end apartment complex, and finally stopped in front of a three-story European-style building apartment.
He turned off the lights, got out of the car, leaned against the door, and lit a cigarette!
As soon as he took a sip, he coughed violently.
"Hiss......"
It's strange that whenever he feels irritable, his first instinct is to go drinking, but he always gets drunk quickly and doesn't rise at all.
He heard that smoking can make people calm down quickly, so he bought a pack of cigarettes at the rest stop of the highway, today is his first time smoking, it turns out that the taste is so bitter, and it is so choking!
The point is, he's also an anti-smoking ambassador!
Ay...... Never mind.
Pei Lingxi frowned, threw the cigarette on the ground, stretched out his foot to extinguish it, and muttered in his mouth: "It's not good to drink yet!" ”
After speaking, he took a deep breath, straightened his clothes, walked into the courtyard of the door, and stopped at the door.
"Ding-ding-ding-"
Within a moment, Uncle Li opened the door, and the moment he saw Pei Lingxi, there was a surprise in his eyes.
"Young Master Lingxi! You're back? ”
Pei Lingxi let out a faint "um" and walked in when Uncle Li turned sideways.
Familiar smell of the house, familiar furniture, familiar Uncle Li, unfamiliar ...... Pei Youwei.
Pei Youwei turned his back to Pei Lingxi, sat at the table full of food, and ate dinner silently!
Pei Lingxi snorted coldly.
It seems that you are not too surprised that I am back!
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