However, Lu Xiaoman knows Tan Ziming too well, she can conquer the world when she becomes beautiful after plastic surgery, but she can't conquer Tan Ziming.

On the second day, Lin Fangze called in the afternoon and asked, "Are you ready?" ”

Lu Xiaoman thought about it, sooner or later he would have to face it, and he couldn't escape forever, so he replied: "Ready." ”

When she got off work at night, Lu Xiaoman saw Tan Ziming standing downstairs waiting for her as soon as she got out of the company building, but obviously Tan Ziming didn't see her, yes, she is now unrecognizable. Lu Xiaoman walked towards Tan Ziming step by step, behind him Lu Tao looked at her actions with a suspicious face, and following the direction she was going, he saw another tall and handsome man, and he was guessing whether he was Lu Xiaoman's husband.

Lu Xiaoman walked towards Tan Ziming with tears in his eyes, Tan Ziming saw Lu Xiaoman when he was ten steps away from him, and it was completely unbelievable to see her tear-stained appearance, his Xiaoman actually became like this, beautiful is beautiful, but he completely lost the nature and confidence that Lu Xiaoman should have.

Lu Xiaoman came to his side and hugged Tan Ziming with open arms, but Tan Ziming was completely shocked and had no time to respond. Lu Tao saw Lu Xiaoman's actions and knew that he had guessed correctly, so he didn't linger and left directly.

Lu Xiaoman took Tan Ziming to his apartment, and Tan Ziming sat on the sofa and looked at this simple room. Lu Xiaoman boiled water for him and said, "I don't have tea here, so you can just drink some boiled water." ”

Tan Ziming said "um", and the two of them immediately fell into boundless silence.

Lu Xiaoman put the water on the coffee table, and the person was also sitting on the sofa next to Tan Ziming, she tried to shake Tan Ziming's hand, but Tan Ziming went to get the water cup, Lu Xiaoman's hand hung in the air and didn't know where to go.

Lu Xiaoman endured it for a while and then said, "Ziming, are you okay now?" An opening sentence that didn't know how to open successfully attracted Tan Ziming's attention, he looked back at Lu Xiaoman and said, "Do you think I'll be okay?" Do you feel like I'm going to be okay from the moment you disappeared? The louder he spoke, the more he succeeded, he successfully suppressed Lu Xiaoman.

Lu Xiaoman said a little overwhelmed: "I'm sorry, Ziming, I, I just don't want you to see me at that time." ”

"What does it look like? I haven't seen you like you. Tan Ziming said and stood up angrily.

Lu Xiaoman was already at a loss, and when she saw him get up, she hugged Tan Ziming's thigh and said, "Ziming, what do you want me to do, and then go back to the way it was?" ”

Tan Ziming looked at her condescendingly, and said with anger in his eyes: "I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place." You are no longer the Lu Xiaoman I know, at least Lu Xiaoman will not beg me in such a low voice, she is so confident and sunny, but what about you, a parasite with a beautiful skin? ”

Tan Ziming's words slashed at Lu Xiaoman's heart inch by inch like a knife, she had no strength to struggle anymore, her hands let go of Tan Ziming's thighs, and she sat on the sofa, she couldn't hear anything, she couldn't see anything, she didn't know when Tan Ziming left.

After a long time, Lu Xiaoman gradually regained her senses, and then broke out with a tragic roar, everything she was afraid of still happened, no matter how she escaped, no matter how she foreshadowed, she knew Tan Ziming too well. Her momentary thought caused the two of them to be strangers in this life, she got up and walked to the boiling table, picked up the knife to cut the fruit and walked into the toilet.

In front of the mirror, she held a knife to her face. At this time, two selves appeared in the mirror, and one was as beautiful as a fairy and said: "Don't, for the sake of men, will you destroy all the pain you have endured this year?" The other was the original ugly self and said: "Go down, as long as you are not beautiful, Tan Ziming will accept you and return to you." ”

Beautiful self: Only beauty can be recognized by more people and have more friends.

The Ugly Self: Are Those Friends Who Are Friends Who Are They Really Friends? Hua Jiaojiao and Tan Ziming, as well as Gu Lina, Li Muzi, Du Xue and other real friends, who care if you are not beautiful. Even if it's so ugly, isn't there still Lin Fangze and Tan Zi Mingai, you can't extricate yourself?

Beautiful self: Without beauty, you will lose your job and the basis for making money, will you be a parasite for Tan Ziming and even the Tan family for the rest of your life?

Ugly self: What if you don't have a high-paying job, what if you have a good position, you can still eat enough to support yourself, you can work in a musical instrument shop.

Beautiful self: You are a graduate student from ** university, do you want to be mediocre all your life, you can't even find a serious job, work everywhere, and discredit your alma mater?

Ugly self: Do you want to owe Tan Ziming for the rest of your life? Do you want to see him embraced another woman and held the child he had with another woman?

"Ah......" Lu Xiaoman still brutally cut the knife, and the wound penetrated the entire right side of his face from top to bottom. She looked at the blood on her face in the mirror and laughed weirdly, and said, "Now you should be satisfied." ”

She picked up her mobile phone and called Lin Fangze, and the other party quickly picked it up and said, "Xiaoman, how is it, how are you two talking." ”

Lu Xiaoman was already incoherently said: "Now you should be satisfied, I have become an ugly monster again, you should be satisfied." ”

"Xiaoman, what's wrong with you, don't do stupid things, where are you?"

"You should be satisfied this time!" With that, she hung up.

Lin Fangze felt that something was wrong when he heard the beep on the phone, so he hurriedly called Tan Ziming: "Ziming, where are you?" ”

"I just came out of Lu Xiaoman's and was about to take a taxi back."

"What did you say to her, she called me just now, she didn't feel very normal, she kept saying, 'You should be satisfied now', if you haven't left, go back and see, don't do anything stupid."

Tan Ziming was also anxious at this time, ran back in three steps and two steps, and when he arrived at the door of 1718, he knocked desperately, and the door opened after a while.

Seeing Lu Xiaoman who opened the door, Tan Ziming suddenly gasped, only to see that the right side of her face was covered with blood, and a hideous knife cut tore her entire right face from top to bottom, and the blood kept dripping down, Lu Xiaoman looked at him with blank eyes, and suddenly smiled weirdly: "She is right, you are really back." ”

Tan Ziming rushed into the house, took a few facial tissues and quickly pressed her wound, and dragged her to the hospital. On the way, he called Lin Fangze and said, "She self-harmed at home, and a big cut was drawn on the right side of her face, how did she become like this." ”

"How, ask yourself. What did you say to her, where are you now? Lin Fangze said anxiously.

"On the way to the hospital, you rush to the hospital!"

"After serving the two of you, I can really toss."

In the hospital, the doctor helped her bandage the wound, told them some taboos, and then said: "The wound is not deep, if you take good care, there will be no scar, and I see that her mental state is not very good, you can take her to see a psychiatrist." ”

Lu Xiaoman has been holding Tan Ziming's arm since he saw him come back, his face was full of fear and dependence, and Lin Fangze's eyes were full of blue light.

Tan Ziming and Lin Fangze took her to see a psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist said that her problem should not be serious, mainly due to being stimulated and unable to think about it for a while, and it is not like depression according to the evaluation, so it should not be a big problem to do psychological counseling.

Lin Fangze looked at Tan Ziming and said, "You can accompany her well, don't stimulate her anymore, it looks like she can't work for the time being, I'll go ask her for a leave." ”

Tan Ziming and Lin Fangze sent Lu Xiaoman back to the apartment, Lu Xiaoman didn't say anything or do anything except hold Tan Ziming or be demented, or she would do whatever Tan Ziming wanted her to do.

In order to test whether she only listened to Tan Ziming, Lin Fangze said to Lu Xiaoman: "Xiaoman, Tan Ziming's hand is cramping, let go quickly." Lu Xiaoman looked up at him, didn't say anything, didn't do anything. Lin Fangze gave up, patted Tan Ziming's shoulder and said, "Ask for more blessings, I'll go." With that, the people walked out, leaving Tan Ziming and Lu Xiaoman.

Tan Ziming looked back at Lu Xiaoman, and wanted to shout Lin Fangze, but it was too late, that guy had already slipped away. Tan Ziming was deflated and sat on the bed with Lu Xiaoman. Tan Ziming was able to stay, Lu Xiaoman was very satisfied, she almost became Tan Ziming's follower, she went wherever Tan Ziming went, including going to the toilet and taking a bath.

Tan Ziming helplessly pressed Lu Xiaoman on the bed and said, "Can you just sit here when I go to the toilet and take a bath?" ”

"But."

"Xiaoman, everyone needs private space, I need it. You need it too, you know? ”

Lu Xiaoman shook his head, Tan Ziming is going crazy, why can't he make sense with her now.

After Tan Ziming and Lu Xiaoman spent a few days doing nothing, they found that Lu Xiaoman had not improved at all and was still very dependent on him, so Tan Ziming decided to sit down and have a good talk with her.

After breakfast that day, Tan Ziming cleaned up, let Lu Xiaoman sit on the sofa, and squatted in front of her, just like when he made her angry, Tan Ziming said seriously: "Xiaoman, you sober up, from the moment you disappeared, or from the moment you decided to have plastic surgery, we can't go back to the past." ”

Lu Xiaoman silently shed tears when he listened, "Why?" ”

"You are no longer the Lu Xiaoman we know, although she is not good-looking, she is confident enough, she is happy enough, she can illuminate the hearts of each of us. But now Lu Xiaoman only lives in the illusion brought to you by beauty, and strives to be an outsider who is not himself. ”

Tan Ziming paused and said: "Lu Xiaoman never asks others to give her love, she is so confident, she naturally has everyone's love for her, she will unconsciously attract admiring eyes, instead of attracting envious eyes, Xiaoman, whether you are beautiful or not, I love Lu Xiaoman, who doesn't care about other people's eyes, is confident and elegant, can you do it?" ”

Lu Xiaoman listened to his words, and knew that she had long been lost, from the beginning of the car accident, from the time she saw her destroyed face, from the beginning of her conversation with Li Juan, she had been completely lost.

Tan Ziming left, left Shanghai, and completely left Lu Xiaoman's life.

Lu Xiaoman was admitted to the hospital due to illness and had to resign from her current job, and when she was discharged from the hospital, she disappeared from everyone's sight again.

Lin Fangze's company in Shanghai is doing well, and he has decided to stay in Shanghai.