CHAPTER XIV
Just such a sentence made Yan Qingwan's eyes red, it was not that she was hypocritical, nor that she was not strong enough, but that they had been in a cold war for so long, she thought that he would never be so gentle with herself again. But once she has an accident and encounters a problem, he will always appear in front of him without hesitation.
How is this going to make her quit living with him? Every time he finally made up his mind, he easily cracked it.
Seeing her trembling slightly, Shen Zeye found that his heart was a little painful, and he regretted it a little when he thought that he would almost never see the beauty in front of him again.
"It's okay!" With that, he took her into his arms and gently patted her on the back, trying to soothe her emotions.
Seeing such a scene, Steward Shen was also a little untenable, since the main protagonist appeared, he could leave, but he was destined to have no way to continue to rest tonight, and this matter couldn't be left as it was.
Yan Qingwan knew that Shen Zeye at this moment must have thought that she was scared and frightened, but only she understood that her urge to cry was not because she had experienced such a calculation, nor because she almost died, but because she felt his tenderness again.
Is there something wrong with her? This feeling made her feel a little surprised and repulsed, but she couldn't control it. She could feel her heart beating out of rhythm in his arms.
"Son, I really have something to do tonight and can't get back in time. I was busy until the middle of the night and finally solved the problem of the accommodation of those soldiers, but I received news from the Hou Mansion, fortunately you are fine, otherwise I will definitely not forgive myself! ”
It was the first time for Shen Zeye to say such sensational words, no matter what, Yan Qingwan knew that she was moved, although she knew that he was only different from her because he had saved her, but at this moment, her heart was still involuntarily touched.
"I'm fine, let's go see where it happened!" Yan Qingwan smiled slightly, hiding the ripples in her heart.
Shen Zeye was silent all the way, to be precise, the two of them seemed to have reached some kind of tacit understanding, and no one spoke. The only difference is that Shen Zeye held Yan Qingwan's hand and never let go of it along the way, as if he was making a subconscious move, as if he was afraid that he would lose her, so cautious.
Regarding Yan Qingwan's familiarity with medicinal materials, Shen Zeye felt more than others, and it was because she had such a skill that she saved his life.
Although he had secretly sent someone to investigate everything about Yan Qingwan, and there was no news to prove the knowledge of the medical skills of the woman in front of him, he was still willing to believe that she was knowledgeable, and these were seen from books.
When she arrived at this familiar room, Yan Qingwan's heart was clear, and Shen Zeye actually had a feeling of being in a different world. It turns out that they have been in a cold war for so long, if it weren't for this accident, would they still want to stand together like this at this moment, respectfully?
"Stand here and wait for me for a while!" Shen Zeye finally opened his mouth, Yan Qingwan looked at him with some puzzlement, and did not speak. Watching him quickly shuttle around, carefully checking something, and then returning to her side, she suddenly understood his intentions, this man was always so meticulous that it was impossible not to care about him.
"Okay, you go and see if there are any traces, you know, I'm a layman for herbs or something, I can't help much." Shen Zeye's deep voice sounded in her ears, and Yan Qingwan realized that she had lost her mind just now, which was not a good sign, and she had to stop.
"I don't know much, I can only do my best." Yan Qingwan said lightly, she didn't know all about the varieties of this place, although in the study of King Chen's Mansion, she had deliberately studied some medicinal materials, but after all, she had not completely understood it. Especially poisons, she knew even less, and it seemed necessary to make up for this knowledge.
When Shen Zeye heard her say this, he didn't ask more, but nodded, indicating that he understood. He will specially ask people to set up an investigation team to solve this problem, when will it start, even his Hou Mansion has potential safety hazards?
It seems that during this period of time, not only these subordinates have slacked off, but even he, the master, is also a little suspected of not doing his job, and even his own territory has lurked in unknown forces.
is different from Yan Qingwan's simple thoughts, he thinks more about the objects that Yan Qingwan thinks about, but those scheming characters buried in the depths. Especially the person who is far away in a foreign country, has he also begun to intervene in his affairs?
"Husband, I didn't find any evidence that helped." Yan Qingwan said a little dejectedly, with a shallow loss in her heart, such a day is really not what a normal person should live, if she has a choice, she would rather be the carefree "old woman" who only knows how to stay in the research institute and live against countless herbs.
"It's okay, it's just that it looks like you can't stay here any longer tonight, come with me!" Shen Zeye looked at her and looked like she couldn't keep her spirits, and knew that she was a little frustrated, so he changed the topic.
Yan Qingwan followed behind him, and her appearance made her feel a little embarrassed, in fact, they have always been like this, and they have never been equal. Since they met, there has been a significant gap between them, especially after she has experienced so many changes, she is even less worthy of him.
If she had done it before, she would have laughed at those people and said that she was right. However, now her heart is desolate, and the view of the portal is indeed a threshold, and she has never been able to keep up with his footsteps, just like this moment, she can only follow behind him, look at his back, follow his steps, but she cannot be with him.
As if sensing the change in her mood, Shen Zeye slowed down without moving, and they finally reached the same level. Looking at Shen Zeye like this, Yan Qingwan found that her heart was warm and she couldn't take her eyes off it anymore. Such a man and such an excellent husband made her a little greedy.
knows that none of this belongs to her, but she wants to be greedy and want to have his tenderness for her. I don't know if everyone will have a sense of distress, the more beautiful the time, the more afraid of losing, and then it will become a loss.
"It's here!" Shen Zeye's words pulled back her somewhat drifting thoughts, and Yan Qingwan looked in the direction he was looking at, and couldn't help but be stunned.
It's such a beautiful place, I have never found it, it turns out that there is such a wonderful place in this not too big Hou Mansion. Flower beds that shimmer in the night, cobblestone paths, and small courtyards that wind into the depths.
"Are those the pearls of the night?" Yan Qingwan said in disbelief, the beads that glow in the night should be the legendary night pearl!
"It's the Night Pearl, right, will you think I'm a waste?" When Shen Zeye said this, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, which was obviously different from his cold appearance in the past.
However, at this time, Yan Qingwan didn't pay attention to his expression, but looked at the night pearls embedded in the cobblestone path with some shock. It's nothing else, she really has some liver pain, this is a loser!
If she hadn't seen this beauty at night, she would have thought that these priceless beads were just ordinary stones with smooth spots. Hey, Marquis Shen, what kind of trouble are you doing? She has been in the Hou Mansion for so long, and she doesn't feel that the Hou Mansion is rich to this extent! Isn't this money money?
Shen Zeye looked at Yan Qingwan's changing face and laughed, how could he not know what she was thinking. It's just that many things can't be understood according to common sense. Some people, some things, are not available for money.
Hearing his laughter, Yan Qingwan's face turned red, obviously she should have come to count his corruption. However, a laugh made her feel very embarrassed, what is this!
Yan Qingwan tried hard to calm down, and said viciously: "Marquis Shen is really emotional, such a big stroke, which beauty is this for?" ”
As soon as these words came out, Shen Zeye's smile suddenly disappeared, and Yan Qingwan also realized his emotional changes. I secretly complained in my heart, could it be that she really kicked the iron plate?
However, she really never thought that this Hou Ye, who looked serious and cold, and was not close to women, would have a heart. Moreover, he spent a lot of money for a beauty, and played the night pearl as a worthless stone.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say this, if you don't want to answer my question, you can assume that I didn't say that sentence just now!" Yan Qingwan said with some annoyance, in fact, she was already a little uncomfortable in her heart, and she tried very hard to ignore that strange feeling, but there was no way to be indifferent.
I don't know if I remembered some bad memories, Shen Zeye's face became a little ugly, but he was still the man who was personable and gentle to her.
Hearing her say this, the other party was a little upset, Shen Zeye put away his exposed emotions and said softly: "Before, there was indeed such a person. Not anymore, though! ”
Just a few words, but it made Yan Qingwan feel a little sad in her heart, should you be so concise! Although she knew that he hoped that she would not continue to ask, she really wanted to know the inside story, and she was not usually a gossip, but she really wanted to hear his story.
It's a pity that the other party is a little reluctant and has no intention of continuing. Yan Qingwan had no choice but to put away the suspicions in her heart, and prepared to harass Steward Shen while he was away.
"Scatter all the money, if you can really make a Pomeranian smile, it will be worth it!" After thinking about it for a long time, Yan Qingwan finally said such a sentence. She also knew that this sentence was a bit unpleasant, if that person really understood his hard work as she said, she would not be the one who was by his side now and enjoyed the beautiful scenery with him.
"Who said that the Pomeranian can't laugh, doesn't the beautiful woman in front of him like it very much? It's hard to buy a favorite, satisfied with what you see? If she hadn't heard these words with her own ears, Yan Qingwan would have almost thought that she was hallucinating, this was really what came out of the mouth of Lord Shen.
Was he poking at her? If it's really not a joke, then it proves that he really let go of that relationship, but can he really think so? I don't know why, in her opinion, a man like Shen Zeye either doesn't know how to love people, if he is in love, then it will be a lifetime thing.
Many years later, when Yan Qingwan thought of this scene tonight again, she would feel how correct her thoughts were at that time. Their future experiences have verified everything she is thinking at the moment.
"Then do you think I'm beautiful, or she's beautiful?" Yan Qingwan asked seriously, as soon as this sentence came out, she knew that she was embarrassing herself.
But if she didn't say it, she would feel uncomfortable in her heart, always like something was lying there, and there was a faint pain. Moreover, this can be regarded as a test of him! If he really let go, he wouldn't care about the topic, and he could answer it fluently.
However, Yan Qingwan was wrong, their strength was not on the same level at all. Therefore, when Shen Zeye said calmly: "Of course you are more beautiful!" She found that she couldn't help but beat faster, and she didn't notice the sadness that flashed in the other party's eyes.
"Let's go! In a little while, it will be dawn, and I will take you here to rest. Shen Zeye took her hand and led her to the end of the flower garden, where there was a small courtyard with a quiet environment.
Yan Qingwan knew that now was not the best time to continue the topic, so she also quieted down and stopped talking. After tossing all night, in fact, she was also a little tired, thinking of what Shen Zeye said, looking at him with deep dark circles under his eyes, he must have been very tired!
She is not a qualified lady, let alone a virtuous housewife who knows how to take care of her husband. Perhaps, she should learn how to be a qualified wife for him.
"Rest!" Yan Qingwan said softly, she knew that he wanted to rest, and she couldn't trouble him anymore.
Shen Zeye didn't speak, but blew out the candle and lay on her side, Yan Qingwan could feel his approach, but she still didn't speak.
They hadn't been so close to each other for a while, and she was a little unaccustomed to his embrace, and the habit she had finally quit was once again disintegrated by his warm embrace. Yan Qingwan sighed slightly in her heart, and finally gave up, letting the man's strong and powerful arm take her into her arms.
In a hazy consciousness, he seemed to hear the man's firm voice, and said lightly: "Sleep!" With me, there will be no danger. ”
Shen Zeye looked at Yan Qingwan's sleeping appearance, his mood was a little complicated, when she asked him that question just now, he found that he would be a little shaken. In fact, that person has never been a beauty, especially the woman in his arms has a face that is envied by the world.