It's another weekend, it's been a while since the last time I went to the Cold Face God Apartment, Yuko and Hang have also returned to Japan, and my life has calmed down. During this time, I didn't see the cold face god, and he called a few times, but I used being too busy as an excuse to put it off.

He was in Japan during this time, which gave me enough time to think about what kind of relationship I wanted, and it wasn't until the day before he came back that I made a final decision.

"Come back to me, I've bought something delicious." I called him and made the cold face a little bit over.

"I'm going to come right here!" I added a sentence at the end.

It happened to be the weekend on the day Leng Mianshen came back, but it was raining in Shanghai, it was surprisingly cold, and his plane was still late, and by the time he arrived, it was almost twelve o'clock.

"Haven't slept yet?" The door was opened for him, and the warm breath inside was clearly in stark contrast to the outside.

"I'm waiting for you." pounced on him and gave him a warm kiss, making him shake off the clammy breath brought by his body.

The cold-faced god was a little confused by me, and he didn't know what to say for a while, "I thought you wouldn't be able to come back, I heard the radio say that there will be a typhoon passing through tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and I'm afraid that the plane won't be able to fly." ”

"It's fine." The cold face god was pulled by me to the living room, and I boiled a pot of flower tea, also because of it, there was no feeling of wet and cold in the hut, on the contrary, it was warm.

Help the cold face god take off his coat, let him sit on the sofa, and pour him a cup of tea, "First drink a cup of tea to warm up, I prepared a hot pot, I don't know if you still have an appetite to eat?" ”

Leng Mian nodded, I took out the rice cooker from the kitchen, we all used this as a hot pot, gave it electricity, watched the water in it slowly bloom, I bought some vegetables, and a little seafood, which pushed the atmosphere of the cottage to heat up again. I sat on a low stool and looked at the hot pot at my feet with a smile and a smile at the cold face god.

He must have been very tired, stretched his legs, held the teacup, and looked at me too.

"See what?" I threw my hair behind me, put the seafood in, and in a few minutes, it was ready to eat.

The cold face god shook his head, "This feeling is very good, returning from a long trip, there is a beloved woman at home, and hot and delicious meals, this is the so-called life!" ”

"You're not asking too much." I stood up, unplugged the power, and that's it, and that's it. "Spicy? Or is it not spicy? I asked him with two glasses of sauce.

"It's not spicy." The cold noodle god also stood up and took the cup of spice sauce that was not spicy in my right hand.

I held the cup of hot sauce and looked at it carefully, "If you don't eat spicy, it's a lot less fun!" ”

The cold-faced god opened his tie, pulled the collar a little wider, rolled up his sleeves, sat down on a low stool like me, and began to eat heavily.

"Why don't you eat it?" After a long time, he looked up and saw that I was still looking at him, so he stopped and asked me, "Are you not hungry?" ”

"I've eaten at night, and I'm not hungry yet." I sat down and poured myself a cup of tea.

The cold-faced god smiled self-deprecatingly, "I thought you had been waiting for me to eat together." ”

"I'm waiting, but when I can't, I let myself stop waiting." I took a sip of my tea, "Isn't that good?" Accompany you and watch you eat. ”

The cold face god stopped talking, just lowered his head and ate the hot pot, but he didn't have the emotion just now. He was thinking about something, and I could feel it. The cold noodle god ate a lot, and most of it was wiped out, it seems that he didn't eat the plane meal on the plane, do you want to wait for me to have a meal together? That's what I thought in my heart.

After eating, the cold-faced god stood on the terrace and lit a cigarette, he never smoked in my room, and now it is the same, it is cold outside, but he is only wearing a single coat, standing on the terrace, his back is lonely. Maybe it's because of tomorrow's typhoon, the Huangpu River is surprisingly quiet, and there is no sound except lights. I walked up behind him, hugged his waist from behind, put the whole body on his back, closed my eyes, and enjoyed the silence.

The cold-faced god let me hold him like this, and it wasn't until I started to tremble that he turned around, took me in his arms, and led me back to the house. The body washed by the hot water has been warmed up, put on the sportswear as pajamas, put down the hair, jump on the bed, the quilt is already very warm, and the feeling of nesting in it is happiness.

I was listening to the Walkman when I came in, my hair loose over my shoulders, my eyes closed, enjoying the calming feeling of the music. He lay down next to me, and I shared one of his headphones with him. The music is quiet, and by the time the music is over, I'm now asleep with a cold face. I gently took off his headphones and got into his arms, looking for a comfortable position, and he, as if he had sensed it, put his arms around me and took me into his arms.

The feeling of peace of mind came back to me again, and I couldn't bear to sleep, I just wanted to enjoy it a little longer, and enjoy this peace of mind for a little longer. In this way, I stayed in his arms until the sky was light, and then I fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up again, it was raining outside, the weather was very gloomy, and the cold-faced god was answering the phone in the living room, and I could hear that it was Yuko calling, asking him about the typhoon in Shanghai. The cold face explained little by little in a good-natured manner, and his tone was gentle, which made people feel very warm, such a man, no one should want to leave!

I didn't want to get up, so I rolled over and went back to sleep. After a while, I felt a cold-faced god walk in, get into the quilt, and hug me from behind, this kind of him is the most heart-wrenching thing for me!

It was raining very hard outside, making it impossible to sleep anymore, and the cold-faced god also guessed that I had woken up, but I didn't move, and he didn't make a sound, just like that, the two of them lay on the bed and listened to the rain outside, and the sound of the rain hitting the glass was crisp and loud, all at once, like hitting the heart, fiercely.

"Xia," it took a long time for the cold-faced god to speak, "Xia." He called out my name.

I slowly rolled over and looked at him, taking his hand with one hand, placing it on my face and rubbing it gently. The grimacing god had a shallow smile on his face and slid his fingers lightly over my face. I like this feeling, as long as I don't think about other things, it's very happy to be with him like this, but can I really not think about anything? I can't give myself this answer.

As I was led to the beach by the cold-faced god and felt the waves crashing again, he whispered in my ear, "Call my name!" ”

I replaced it with a tooth and left a mark on his arm, a mark that belonged to me.

For two days, we stayed in our hut, like many people in Shanghai who were sheltering from a typhoon. Just stay at home and enjoy the warmth of two people.

"When did you notice me?" Tea was boiled, and there was a bunch of snacks on the coffee table, and I sat on the floor with the cold-faced god, and I poured on top of him, took his hand, and chatted with him.

The cold face god supported my shoulder with his chin, which was his favorite position, he thought for a while, and then smiled first, "Remember the night before you came to the company for an interview?" You sit alone on the hotel couch, looking out the window with your knees crossed, looking lonely. To be honest, the people at that time were particularly attractive. ”

"I remember," I pulled his hand a little tighter, "you were there when Nanda accosted me that night and was scolded by me?" ”

"Ahh The cold-faced god nodded, "I was in the coffee shop next to me, Nantian lost the bet, so Inoue asked him to find a woman to talk to, and he found you." ”

"What would happen to you if I left with Nantian then?" I looked up and asked him.

"If that's the case, maybe I won't remember you. The reason why I was attracted to it was because you said very vicious things to Nanda and scolded him so much that he couldn't hold his head up as a Japanese. The cold face god bowed his head and kissed me on the face, "I'm very happy to see you again at the interview venue the next day, and at that time I said to myself, even if you are bad, I will recruit you in." ”

I burst out laughing, "Am I bad?" Was my performance in the interview really bad? ”

"No, that's why I'm happier. Prove that you are not, how to say, embroidered pillows? The cold-faced god poured a cup of tea and handed it to me.

"So, you're trying to get close to me, aren't you?" A little sleepy, I closed my eyes.

"You know what? I've wanted to kiss you for a long time, but I've been putting up with it until that Valentine's Day, when you're by my side and smiling like that. Do you know? I'm scared myself, I'm afraid you'll give me a slap in the face. The cold-faced god let me adjust to a very comfortable position in his arms.

"It's a happy feeling." I took his hand and put it in my heart, "The feeling of two people is very happy." ”

The cold-faced god didn't answer me, just hugged me tighter.

The typhoon has passed, and the weather has returned to clearness, just like my relationship with the cold-faced god, when it is time to clear. In the evening, we ate at a French restaurant, and at the end of the meal, I finally spoke.

"Let's break up!" Actually, it's not difficult to say such things, but when I face him, I feel a little cruel, "I really can't get used to your kind of life, for me who likes a simple life, you are too complicated." ”

The cold-faced god looked at me and didn't say a word, just frowned.

"I thought I could accept everything from you, but I don't have the strength to compete with others, it's too hard and tiring, especially when your opponent can't compete at all, it's the saddest." I fiddled with the last bit of wine.

"So, when you can't see your feelings clearly and deal with your emotions, please break up with me." I said in a tone that was close to a request, "If you can't give me the simple life I want, please let go of my hand." If we go on like this, we will both feel exhausted and those good feelings in our hearts will become burdens, which we don't want to see, so before this happens, let go of my hand. ”

The cold-faced god just looked at me, with his indifferent eyes, looking at me.

"Are you sure you don't want to work with me, but choose to let go?" The cold-faced god asked me.

"Feelings don't depend on me working with you, slowly you will see that I have tried very hard and tried hard, but I can't see a response." I'm actually sad, but in front of him, I still have to maintain my demeanor, "I've typed my resignation letter, and when I go to work, I'll submit it." ”

The cold-faced god sighed, and after a long sigh, he raised his head and looked at me, "I let go of your hand, but please don't resign, because the liquidated damages in the contract are high." ”

What is he, talking to me about liquidated damages? Still- don't want to let me go.

Standing at the door of the restaurant with him, the two of them seemed to have nothing to say at once, a taxi came out, I stopped, turned around and gave the cold face a smile, "Goodbye!" ”

"Is that goodbye?" The grim-faced face seemed to be back to the way I had when I first knew him.

I let go of the open car door, slowly walked back to him, took his arm, and imprinted one last kiss on his lips, my lips were cold, his lips were hot.

Turning around, tears fell all at once, there was no turning back, no turning back, everything was calculated. I chose the warmest separation, everyone left the best memories, even if I think about it in the future, there will be no hateful memories.

There were songs from unknown countries playing in the taxi, and a faint sad song was wafting, and I sat alone in the back seat and cried bitterly. The driver looked at me in the rearview mirror several times and shook his head helplessly.

The car stopped downstairs at my house, I haven't recovered from my grief, one hand pulled the car door, it was Gao Xiang who came to my house to find me, he wanted to spit out bitterness to me, but he saw me so embarrassed.

"Can you lend me a shoulder to lean on?" I cried and threw myself into his arms, crying loudly, Gao Xiang was still carrying stir-fried vegetables in one hand, and his two hands were in the air like this, not knowing what to do.

In fact, whether you love or not, only you can experience it!