Su Baiyu, I will hurt too.

You say, you want to realize your dreams, you want to succeed, I set you free. You can't be so selfish and come and mess up my world when I'm about to make up my mind to start a new life, you can't do that. What do you tell me to do, what do I do.

The girl's words were like sharp needle piercing his heart.

"Xiao Jiu'er." He whispered Ji Jiu's nickname. "Why can't you trust me, give me some time. E-sports and you and I can have both, do you believe in me? "She believed in him, she always believed in him, like every time. No matter what Su Baiyu said, she stood by his side unconditionally. Even if he says he wants to fulfill his dreams and go to the races. She wronged herself and let him go.

Even today, so much time has passed.

She can still remember that day, the sky was clear. The girl who left the classroom with her school bag on her back walked through the corner hallway. I was hugged by a tall and handsome boy, and the words in my ear. It was something she would never forget for the rest of her life, it was the first time she saw Su Baiyu happy like that. He said: "Xiao Jiu'er, if a club is willing to sign me, I will be able to play soon and I will become a professional e-sports player." ”

She couldn't remember how dazzling the sun was that day.

The only thing she remembered was the boy holding her dreams over and over again.

"That's great, congratulations to you Su Baiyu."

She knew how much he liked it and how hard he worked.

But back to reality, back to the present.

Ji Jiu's slightly trembling eyelashes leaked the discomfort in her heart at this time, and she tried to suppress her emotions. "Su Baiyu, you left Ji Jiu, and there is e-sports. But Ji Jiu left you, and there was not much left. Can you let me go, you have your dreams, and I have my life. All I want is someone to accompany me when I'm sick, someone to coax me when I'm sad, even if it's to whisper to me on the phone. Instead of going away for months, without any news, every time I find you, I'm either in the game or in preparation for the game...... This kind of feeling is so tiring. You just think I'm hypocritical, let's get together and disperse. ”

In fact, it has not been a time for most of the past six months that he has not been looking for him.

She was sick and injured during rehearsals. Countless nights without him have been her own gritted teeth and persevered.

But there will also be times when I can't help but have an emotional breakdown, at that time, I didn't care about snatching Xia Bangmeng's mobile phone, grabbing my heart, and even Xu Fang's she snatched it. Unplugged the familiar number, and every time a familiar voice came, she didn't dare to speak. I'm afraid that if I say it, any insistence will collapse with a bang.

"You look for me, you can look for me. You can lose your temper with me, scold me and hit me. If only I knew...... I will definitely be back as soon as possible. His bloodshot eyes were wrapped in tears, and he looked at the girl in front of him intently. Ji Jiu. The scorching breath exclusive to a man sprayed on her neck socket, and Ji Jiu's consciousness was a little chaotic, and she couldn't tell whether this was illusory or reality for a while. You know, as long as you open your mouth, I can put anything on hold. ”

Yes, Ji Jiu knows.

If she did speak, he would be back. Desperate to come back, she never doubted Su Baiyu's liking.

"But ......" Ji Jiu hadn't looked at him carefully for a long time, and the little face he was holding was soaked in tears. Silently raised his hand to brush his eyebrows, the tip of his nose, and finally fell to his lips. "I love you, how can I be willing to force you."

So, I pushed myself.