Gu Qiqi didn't dodge, and he didn't say anything. Just let him rub his hair. When I got home, I didn't say much.

Twisted the bedside lamp a little. Xi Jinyan looked at Gu Qiqi, who had his back to him, and said in a deep voice: "Tomorrow, let's go to the playground together, shall we?" ”

After a long time, Gu Qiqi replied in a sullen voice: "Okay." ”

The voice is a little choked, as if crying?

Resisting the urge to hold her in his arms to see what was going on, Xi Jinyan still looked at the book in his hand. Perhaps, she is just in a bad mood, and after accompanying her to the playground tomorrow, maybe it will make her mood clear.

The next day. Playground.

Xi Jinyan bought the ticket and held Gu Qiqi's hand. There are balloon dolls at the door, which are being given to every visitor who comes to the playground.

Since it's not a weekend, there aren't a lot of people, and you don't have to queue up for any of the attractions you can play.

Gu Qiqi took the balloon with a smile, although she smiled at the puppet, but the careful Xi Jinyan still found that her smile was a little bitter.

"Didn't Dad say, you like merry-go-rounds? It just so happens that there is no one in that Trojan, we can charter it! With that, Xi Jinyan took Gu Qiqi's hand and galloped in the direction of the merry-go-round.

"Aren't you going up?" Gu Qiqi asked rhetorically.

Xi Jinyan refused: "This kind of thing that children only play with is still suitable for you." ”

Child.

These three words hurt Gu Qiqi's heart, making her face white again, but she didn't say anything more and got on the merry-go-round.

The sound of music sounded, and as soon as the merry-go-round went up and down, the balloon in Gu Qiqi's hand also floated up and down. In addition, Gu Qiqi's original appearance is also very sweet, which makes her even more cute and moving.

Xi Jinyan took out the camera that had been prepared a long time ago, and after focusing on it, he took a photo of Gu Qiqi when he was just turning around.

But there was no smile.

"Gu Qiqi!" Xi Jinyan shouted Gu Qiqi's name loudly.

Listening to this voice, Gu Qiqi looked back and saw that Xi Jinyan had already set up a posture to take pictures, and she couldn't bear to say that she didn't want to take pictures.

I can only cooperate with him.

Smiling bitterly at the camera, Gu Qiqi felt that he had already filmed, and hurriedly turned his head again. It's just that the moment she turned around, her eyes were red.

Xi Jinyan, who looked down at the photos, didn't see Gu Qiqi's reaction, but in these photos, Gu Qiqi's smile was not very bright.

After that, they played many more projects, until Gu Qiqi said that he was tired, and then he walked out of the playground.

On the car back, Xi Jinyan looked at Gu Qiqi, who was sitting in the co-pilot, with his head leaning against the window, and asked, "You seem to be a little unhappy today?" ”

The car was driving on the winding road, and due to the special location of the Xi family villa, there were not many vehicles coming and going.

After a long time, Gu Qiqi said, "It's nothing, I'm fine." ”

"Nonsense." Xi Jinyan stretched out her hand and knocked Gu Qiqi with a burst of chestnuts, she covered her head in pain, but she still didn't say anything.

Only then did he realize that something was wrong. At this time, the car had already arrived at the door of the Xi family's villa. Xenon lamps in front of the car illuminate the doors of the villa. Gu Qiqi looked at the door and said leisurely: "Actually, I don't like merry-go-rounds. ”

"What did you say?" Xi Jinyan was stunned for a moment and asked rhetorically.

Didn't Dad Gu say that she likes merry-go-round very much? What's ......

Gu Qiqi smiled bitterly: "I know what you want to ask." You're asking about my dad, not me. Xi Jinyan. He's not me, how will he know what I like? ”

"But ......" Xi Jinyan just wanted to refute, but Gu Qiqi preempted him: "I know, he is my father." But Xi Jinyan. ”

Saying that, Gu Qiqi turned his head and looked at him with teary eyes: "I don't like merry-go-rounds for a long time." That's just something I loved when I was a kid. Now that I've grown up, after so many years, people will change. What's more, I'm not an immature little girl in the first place. ”

In the blink of his eyes, Gu Qiqi's tears fell, and his eyes were also gloomy: "His memory of me is still stuck when I was a child." You know, when I was a kid, I loved going to the playground with him and holding his big hand. ”

"But the older I get, the busier he becomes. Busy simply don't have time to take care of my feelings. Later, with Gu Ba, he spent less time with me. After all these years, he never really cared about me, what exactly I wanted. Gu Qiqi said, raised his head, snorted, and said with a wry smile: "What am I talking to you about?" ”

Xi Jinyan shook his head: "No, I want to know what you think." ”

"My thoughts?" Gu Qiqi wiped his tears: "If he really pays attention to me, even if it is only for a moment, or just asks me a little bit from Gu Qianqi, he will know that I am no longer that little girl at all." ”

"Xi Jinyan, do you know, marrying you really wasn't my intention." Gu Qianqi said, his voice choked uncontrollably.

"I know." Xi Jinyan bowed his head and replied.

When they decided to get married, it was nothing more than a business alliance. And she can only be a victim of the family. In order not to want to marry him, she rejected him extremely. However, under her own coercion and coercion, and under the heavy pressure in the family, she could only swallow her voice.

How could he not know this, and he was not a fool. Even this situation was single-handedly facilitated by him.

"You don't know." Gu Qiqi smiled, there were too many complicated emotions in it, so that Xi Jinyan couldn't see what kind of forbearance it was.

"As the daughter of the Gu family, it is inevitable to get married. That's why I ...... I choose to be a good girl, and I try to do my best in my studies and relationships. I just want them to see that I'm not useless except for marriage, and I'm also useful, but I still haven't escaped this fate. ”

Gu Qiqi sighed: "So until now, I am doubting myself, whether the path I chose as a good girl was wrong." Or should I have insisted on being a rebellious girl in the first place? In this way, you can not only be yourself, but also escape the tragedy of marriage. ”

As she spoke, she looked at Xi Jinyan, who was sitting in the driver's seat and had never spoken: "Because, a famous family like you, a family that can marry our Gu family, will not marry a bad girl who only knows how to eat, drink and have fun all day long, and is useless and incompetent, to be their daughter-in-law." ”

Xi Jinyan was speechless, and he didn't know how to comfort Gu Qiqi.

"They never cared about me, how my life was at school, if I was unhappy, if someone was bullying me. What I like and what I don't like. They all ignored me. I even wonder if they gave birth to one daughter after another for marriage or something else. ”

Speaking of this, Gu Qiqi was already crying silently.

"They can ignore me, they can ignore me. But you can't hurt me like this in the name of love......" Gu Qiqi covered his face, finally couldn't control it, and cried loudly.

The grievances and forbearance over the years all poured out at this moment.

She has been holding back for so many years, and today she finally has a chance to say all the things in her heart. Gu Qiqi also knew that the person in front of him might not be the best person to confide in, and he would even sarcastically mock his pain.

But she really didn't know who to say it to.

Gu Qianqi? She is also the daughter of the Gu family, how can she say it?

Friends? The only one who could talk to Jane Weilan had already torn her face.

Only the husband in front of him who is not worthy of the name can still listen to her. It's already that bad anyway, and it can't get worse than that.

What about cynicism? Did she suffer less?

Unexpectedly, Xi Jinyan hugged her into his arms and patted her back again and again: "If you want to cry, just cry." Before, I didn't care enough about you. ”

Buried in his arms, Gu Qiqi shook his head. It's not his fault, they haven't been married for long, how can she expect a president who is busy all day long to care about her life? Are you happy to pay attention to her?