When the New Year's bell rings, it is me who ends the New Year's vigil with Hang. Leng's mother was used to going to bed early and getting up early, but the cold face drank too much, and together with the workers, talked about the past many years ago, but he drank himself down in an unbearable memory. In the end, only me and Nan Tianhang were left, in the quiet ancestral house, guarding the end of the year.

"Sister, it seems that Dad still cares about you." Hangduan came with side dishes and sake, and with me, it was rare that he was now an adult, and he was eighteen years old.

"I thought you'd be glad we parted so that your parents could be together." I poured him a glass of wine and another for myself.

With a smile on his face, Hang took a sip of wine and said with an exaggerated expression, "It's delicious!" After a pause, he spoke again, "Sister, maybe if it were someone else, I would do it." But because it's my sister, I can't do it. ”

"Why?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Because my sister is stupid." Hang poured himself a glass of wine, "My sister doesn't like money and doesn't like handsome guys, and she went to take care of my stupid mother very seriously, and told me to break up you and my father, the direction I want to work towards, do you say you are stupid?" I don't think a woman would do this, sister, are you a woman or not? ”

I smiled, held my wine glass, shook my head slightly, and said to Hang: "Hang, you still don't understand that loving someone is not about whether he can be with him, but whether he is happy." True love, as I understand it, is not about giving in return, but about giving. It's enough to see what you like happy. ”

"Do you still love knowing that there is no love in return?" Hang asked me.

"Maybe, maybe not, it depends on what kind of person the other person is." I clinked glasses with Hang, "I also had a crush, and when I see him again, my heart will still beat faster, but if I hadn't known him for a long time, maybe I would have continued to have a crush on him and put him in my heart." However, because I know each other too well and are often together, I found that the person I have a crush on is just an ordinary man, who will do some stupid things, be a fool, and will also feel heartache for other women and pay true feelings for other women. Because I know too well, the mood of the crush slowly fades, and in the end, all that is left is helplessness. ”

"And if he's single now, would you still like him?" The voyage stopped and asked me very seriously.

I shook my head, "If it had been a year ago, I would." But now, no. ”

"Why?" Hang was puzzled, "Is it because of Dad?" ”

"Not really. Sometimes, after thinking clearly, I let it go. With our current character, when we are not yet qualified, when we are lovers, we will break up sooner or later, but when we are friends, we may be friends for life. Maybe in doing so, I will stay by his side for a long time, and sometimes I can see each other, which is a sense of happiness. I thought of Gao Xiang, and a smile appeared on my face, "But I don't know, can men and women be friends for life?" ”

"Absolutely not." Hang shook his head vigorously, "Really, don't believe us, bet we don't have such pure friendship in the world." It's only because I can be friends, at least one party is unwilling to break it in my heart. That's what I think. ”

"Then let time tell, I don't know the answer, this kind of thing, textbooks don't write about it." I drank the wine from my glass and stood up, "It's not early, I'm going to bed." ”

"Sister," Hang called out to me, "I still feel that you and my dad are not suitable." You are so good, my dad definitely can't let go of my mother, and the last person to be injured is definitely your sister. So ......"

"Hang," I smiled back at him, "I'm a strong woman, I know what I want, please, believe me." I said word by word to the air.

Early the next morning, Hang went to Nantian's house, and on this day every year, he must go to accompany his mother. The cold face god and cold mother also changed into kimonos and prepared to go to the temple.

"On the first day of the New Year, how can there be any reason not to wear a kimono?" Leng's mother and I started a new year's argument again.

"Don't." I put on my coat and boots, "I'm Chinese, I won't wear your kimono." Thank you for your kindness. ”

Leng Ma followed me closely, "Everyone wears kimonos, do you want to look different?" ”

"If you mind other people's eyes, then I'll stay at home, you can go old, I won't send it far." I took off my boots and coat.

"Stop making a fuss." The cold-faced god walked over, wearing a black kimono, which was really ugly, "Mom, forget it." That's it! ”

"You're Chinese!" I switched to Chinese and said, "Why do you wear a kimono?" ”

The cold-faced god shook his head, "I am a Chinese for three hundred and sixty days a year, and only this one day is Japanese, is it okay?" ”

"And what about four or five days? What are you going to be? "I'm kidding him.

"Whatever, anything." The cold-faced god put his coat on my body again, "I'll be a tree." ”

The cold face god spoke, and Leng Ma didn't say anything, just looked at me and found a shawl strap by herself. The three of us went out together to a monastery not far away.

There were a lot of people traveling outside, and there were many people who greeted Leng Ma and Leng Mian God along the way, and they would also look at me at this time, wearing a white long tweed coat, which looked very prominent. In the monastery, Leng's mother begged for the royal guard for her family, but she didn't forget my share, although she had just finished arguing with me.

"This is for you, and I hope you have a safe and sound year." When Leng's mother handed it to me, she actually smiled a little, "This is Xiaofan's." Leng's mother gave the cold face god another one, "There is still a voyage, go back to him." She hugged the last one to her chest.

"I wonder if this Japanese god can bless me, a Chinese?" I took it and looked at it, it was beautiful, and I didn't know if it would work.

When I was offering incense to the father of the cold-faced god, I saw Yuko again, she arrived before us, and she was standing in front with Hang, with her head down, and she didn't see us coming in.

"Dad, please bless Fan, bless Sail, bless Mom, and have a safe and healthy new year. And that girl, she is a very good girl, she is a person who will give happiness to everyone, please bless her. Yuko clapped her hands, put the incense on it, and motioned for Hang to do the same.

Looking at Yuko, I couldn't even say anything. A woman like this shouldn't be my competitor, she, in addition to not being self-reliant, is also a very good woman.

I didn't speak, just stood next to me, and the cold-faced god walked up, saw Yuko smiling at him, and then brought him incense and asked him to worship. The cold-faced god bowed his head and was speechless, Hang stood behind him, those words to my father, I will never know, but I know that there must be me inside.

I still can't get used to the cold face god and Yuko standing together, as soon as this picture appears, I will strongly feel that my existence is a mistake, such a harmonious atmosphere is not formed in a moment. If you are with the cold-faced god, you must accept the accessory of Yuko, can you accept it?

I asked myself over and over again.