Mr. Bartender led me all the way to a nearby café, walked in, and sat down in a hidden corner by the window.

The light wasn't bright, but it was enough for me to see his face.

The silky black hair was attached to the side of his face, his hair was not short but not too long, and his dark eyes shone with a gentle but bewitching luster, which made people indulge.

Just sitting there quietly like that, it gives people the feeling of being quiet and gentle.

I don't know what's going on, but I can't look back at him, I don't want to look away.

"Miss, what do you want to drink?" He took off his gloves and folded them aside, picked up the menu on the table and flipped through it carefully, his slender fingers running across the paper, for some reason, people were happy to see his movements, and that was how it flowed.

"Miss?"

He spoke softly again, and I came back to my senses: "Thank you, no. ”

"Mademoiselle looks like she's going there for the first time, and she's frightened." Mr. Bartender's finger went to one place, "How about milk tea?" ”

"Fine, thank you." I nodded.

He ordered milk tea and coffee to the waiter next to him, and added a plate of rainbow cakes, and this was the end.

After a while, the drink and cake were served, and Mr. Bartender brought the cake and milk tea to me with a smile in his voice: "Miss has been absent-minded since the beginning." ”

"Ah...... Really...... I'm sorry. I looked up at him and smiled weakly, "Because I feel like things are a little messy today, I've been thinking about it." ”

Actually, I didn't think about it, my mind was just emptying myself.

Inexplicably, a sad feeling spread through my chest.

I don't know why I'm sad, and at the same time, I'm scared.

Is it the fear of the unknown? Or is it an undirected stay for Lu Beinuo in the future? I do not know.

Yes, I was afraid that he would leave me.

For so long, I have been accustomed to the existence of Lu Beinuo in my life, and I have become familiar with the first thing I do every morning is to touch out my bedside mobile phone to read the good morning text messages sent by Lu Beinuo, and I am used to going to and from school with him, and I am used to chasing and playing with him.

Accustomed to sharing happiness with him, accustomed to being coaxed by him when angry, and accustomed to having him accompany when sad.

The three words "Lu Beinuo" seem to have been firmly imprinted into my life.

Time can't take it away, and the years can't be washed away.

Lin Yansi once said that this kind of feeling is called "liking". Do I like him? I...... I don't know.

It's just that I miss him when he's away, I want to share beautiful things with him when I see them, and I can't help but want to find him when I'm lonely.

Such...... Do you like it?

There seemed to be a thin, transparent layer of something between me and me, and we couldn't really touch each other. I don't know what it is.

Ji Yu's appearance was like a knife, splitting between me and him, so that I had to distance myself from him, forming a river that flowed day and night.

We looked across the river, but we both saw a fire raging behind each other.

Watching the fire from the other side, that's how I want to save you.

“…… Miss? ”

Mr. Bartender's call was soft and soft, and I looked at him suddenly, but he suddenly stood up, leaned forward, and lightly covered my cheek with his fingers: "Such a lovely young lady, I will feel sorry for me if I shed tears." ”

That's when I realized that I didn't know when I was crying.