"But killing them will only make me see something more terrifying." My voice was still shaking.

"Isn't it terrifying if you don't kill what you see?" Ah Qing smiled, "It's not feasible to escape all the time, this is a simulated battlefield, no matter what monster you see, you have to stay calm, you should also find out, when you calm down, A will help you attack, and when you panic, it won't listen to orders." ”

"No......," I hesitated, "and when I'm scared, A is gone." ”

"You're just getting started, it's normal for your mood to fluctuate, it's your partner, you have to believe in it, do you know why you're the only one in the simulation? Because the instructions you give to A in the simulation will also be communicated to him, at that time A is very aggressive, but it does not see the threat, so it will not react, and if there is someone in the house at this time, it will attack. ”

I was startled, and I looked down at A, and he could actually feel my command, so was it true that I felt the heartache when I let A's walk away?

"Did I have any abnormalities in the simulation?" I asked cautiously.

"It left you for a while, didn't go back until you finally fell, and you gave it the order to leave, right?"

My heart tightened, so that feeling of heartache was conveyed to me? I wanted to abandon it for a moment, it was a creature with feelings, I wanted to abandon it, did it feel sad?

I didn't dare to say it, so I could only respond a few times indiscriminately, and touched it as if I was soothing, thinking that I was the owner of the coward, and its luck was bad enough.

Ah Qing saw that I was in a bad mood, so he didn't say any more, but changed his relaxed tone: "You also know that I have been on the island alone since I was a child, there is nothing to play, this holographic simulation system is what I am most interested in, but unfortunately its rules have long been figured out by me, no matter how you change the scene, it is not interesting, I have studied it for a while, maybe I will be able to upgrade it soon." ”

"How?" I turned to look at him.

"Didn't I just say it.,Now all the people and things in it are monsters.,I'm going to add real NPCs to it.,The people and things you come into contact with in the future will be good and bad.,It's up to you to judge when to attack.,Isn't that more interesting?"

I can't help but smile bitterly, I kill them now, and I can comfort myself that it's a monster, if I make a mistake in judgment in the future, it will become a real killing, although it's just a simulation, but this sense of reality is too strong, and in my current state of mind, I can't get out of it at all.

We soon arrived outside the medical room, Ah Qing didn't knock on the door, and pushed it open: "Ah Chen, come and take a look at this little sick number." ”

"How many times have I said knock on the door first."

As soon as the door opened, I smelled a faint smell of blood, and when I went in, I saw Ah Chen wearing a pair of rubber gloves, and a knife and scissors fiddling with a bloody thing.

I stared intently at the bloody hula, as if I saw Ah Chuan's face again, and couldn't help but gag, Ah Chen glanced at me, and his voice was faint: "Are you afraid of blood?" ”

I didn't answer, I didn't look at it anymore, Ah Qing smiled beside him: "Where is he afraid of blood, obviously he is afraid of you." ”

Ah Chen ignored him and leaned over to look at me slightly: "What's wrong?" ”

"Hit my right foot." I replied.

Ah Chen's brows furrowed for a moment, and then quickly relaxed, and he gave me a brief check: "It's okay, next time I will ask them to fix it for you before training." ”

Ah Qing pushed me back to the room, the basin of seawater was still on the table, Ah Qing glanced at it and smiled: "Your training time needs to be adjusted, reaction exercises and simulated battles are replaced in the morning, and breath holding is carried out by yourself in the afternoon, what do you think?" ”

My heart sank: "Why? Can't you come and see me in the afternoon? Or do you need to do something else, like yesterday afternoon? ”

"Yes, we need to do something else, it's for the next mission," Ah Qing admitted very cheerfully, "but this exercise is difficult, your ability is not enough to participate, it is enough for you to use the armor skillfully, and we will protect you at that time." ”

I didn't know what to say, but I couldn't ask in the face of such honesty, so I could only nod: "Okay." ”

"Well," Ah Qing smiled, "Also, Nineteen let me tell you, your upper body strength is not good, and when you are free, you can shake your wheelchair to climb the mountain, which is also a kind of exercise." ”

I was stunned for a moment and nodded, "Okay." ”

"Then I'll go, you practiced well, you have a lot of self-control, and Nineteen praised you yesterday." Ah Qing smiled and went out.

I sat in my wheelchair for a long time, I didn't see him for a day, I actually missed Nineteen a little, this mentality scared me, he was like my relatives or friends, I unconsciously wanted to rely on him, he was like a magic power, I don't know if others felt the same way.

I went into the bathroom and washed my face, as soon as I closed my eyes, I could see countless Ah Chuan dangling in front of my eyes, the last scene had too much impact on me, there is a cause and an effect, if I didn't choose to kill Ah Chuan at that time, what would have happened?

The gentle and harmless little rabbit will become a skinless blood baby, and Ah Chuan will presumably become an even more terrifying monster, I should really wait and wait until he becomes a monster before attacking, although at that time he may not be able to use the armor due to fear, but even if he is bitten to death by a monster, it is better than this ending.

I know that this is my psychological weakness, I can't see the death of others, if I change to Lao Huang, he will definitely kill him, no matter how miserable Ah Chuan's death is, it will not become a nightmare in his heart.

I wanted to practice holding my breath, but as soon as I closed my eyes, it was Achuan, and the sun was just right outside, so I went out in a wheelchair and practiced the strength of my arms.

I went down the mountain and up the mountain, and after only two back and forth, my hands were so sore that I couldn't lift them, and my muscles were still aching, and I didn't feel it when I was relaxed, and I didn't feel it when I exerted force.

The side effects of the medication are still there, only very mild, and I have become accustomed to not paying attention, and now I can only throw my arms desperately, hoping that the soreness will be relieved.

The island is so quiet that I can't see a single figure except me, they must all be underground, I don't know what they are practicing, since they don't let me participate, then I don't bother to think about it.

I went down again, I wanted to go up again but I didn't have the strength, I beat my arms and legs, and once I stopped exercising, my body would go down at a very fast pace, I hadn't walked for so long that I couldn't even forget what it was like to walk.

My speed became slower and slower, and after two more swings, the sun gradually tilted, and I didn't dare to go down again, my arms were too sore, and I probably wouldn't be able to get up next time.

I went back to my room, rested for a while and began to hold my breath, no one was watching over me, I was able to practice in a proper manner, which was unimaginable before, I knew how inert I was, maybe that terrible ghost island really scared me.

The sun is gradually tilting, when you do one thing seriously, time will pass extremely fast, and soon Ah Chen will come, we are speechless, and silently go to the underground hospital.

"I'm going to double your dose today, get ready." He said as he fiddled with the instrument.

I let out a "hmm", and I had already expected that although the dose was doubled, the pain this time was still a little lighter than the first time, and it was only a little.

The pain and tiredness seemed to melt all the bones in my body, I tilted my head and collapsed in the wheelchair, I couldn't do anything except gasp for air, Ah Chen didn't say much, sent me all the way back to the room, I really couldn't hold on, I originally wanted to practice holding my breath again, but now I can only climb into bed and lie down.

"Osawa." The door suddenly opened, and it was Lao Huang who entered.

"Done?" I asked, lifting up slightly, Lao Huang hurriedly came over and put the pillow behind my back.

Lao Huang's face was not quite right, it stands to reason that he should be very excited, it seems that the effect is not good.

"Damn/yes, I'm tired of Lao Tzu, just like when I first joined the army, half of my arms are numb now." Lao Huang sat on the stool and leaned on the cabinet, looking like a hanger.

I laughed: "Then you're so happy." ”

"Nonsense, the gun that used to be only available in books is right in front of you, who is not happy? But to be honest, it only took half a day to make me want to vomit, by the way, the Mo family may have a brain disease. ”

"What?" I was confused.

Lao Huang changed his serious face, leaned over me slightly, and lowered his voice: "You don't know, the heart of all their humanoid targets is on the right. ”

I didn't react for a moment: "What's wrong on the right?" ”

"Your sister/, you also have a brain disease?" Lao Huang leaned over, raised his hand and skimmed my head, "Let me ask you, is your heart on the left or right?" ”

I blurted out that I wanted to say right, but another agitator reacted: "Left." ”

"Isn't that all there is to it?" Lao Huang changed his comfortable posture again, "I said that their target was reversed, and that idiot still said that it was not reversed, saying that what I want to practice is to hit the right side, whose heart do you say is on the right side?" ”

I looked at Lao Huang and frowned, it is impossible for the Mo family to make such a low-level mistake, all their actions are reasonable, they let Lao Huang practice hitting the right side, which means that Lao Huang may participate in the mission in the future to use his sniper ability, and the target he wants to kill has a heart on the right side.

I feel that my back is full of coolness, it seems to be a very simple thing, the more I think about it, the more I can find the problem, what do they want Lao Huang to kill, it is worth spending so much effort to cultivate, you must know that habits are difficult to change, they want to instill the idea of shooting the right side to Lao Huang, to ensure that the targets he makes subconsciously are on the right side.

I can't understand the Mo family more and more, their pertinence is too strong, I know that there are indeed people in the world whose hearts grow on the right side, but the probability is outrageously low, just to kill a person, is it worth it?