43. Can't stop

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Bai Hengzhi was 'kissing' her, and his every action and expression was 'revealed' seriousness.

Xinhu's arm was always across the 'chest' of the two, because of his squeezing, her 'chest' was uncomfortable, and it was difficult to breathe, the noise just now was like a farce, but the mood at this time was very messy.

This time, it was not the familiar fight between the two, and invisibly, everything was changing.

He 'kissed' her, 'lips' close to 'lips', and when he noticed her silence, he opened his mouth to speak, his voice a little hoarse.

"Can't...... Try to like me? His voice, like a hand, caressed her ears with a scorching temperature.

"I ......" she said "desire", but let the "kiss" turn into sensational friction, and her eyes were full of all kinds of struggles.

He sighed silently, the force pressing on her 'lips' grew heavier.

"It's okay...... I can wait for you to think about it slowly, I've been waiting for so long. ”

He closed his eyes and 'kissed' her, as if with an incomprehensible melancholy, which made a deep wrinkle appear between his brows.

Suddenly, Heartlake turned away from her face, causing his 'lips' to fall on the corners of her 'lips'.

"I'm sorry." With a ruthless heart, she said sullenly.

Although it is only a centimeter away, it seems to have an invisible barrier, which makes each other panic.

"You...... Don't wait for me. ”

Her voice was like a rusty knife, so blunt that it struck the ears of the two of them.

Xinhu closed his eyes, not daring to look into his eyes.

There have been countless times when he was so angry that he vomited blood, and he wanted to hack him to death with a 'messy' knife, but it couldn't compare to this moment, and his heart was like a knife.

It turns out that it is so uncomfortable to refuse a person, and it is the person who has always been taken for granted by her playmate since she was a child.

He was silent.

A kind of desolation and loneliness pervades the empty room.

"I'm sorry, it's really hard to ......," Xinhu said astringently, continuing.

It was really hard to accept, she already felt overwhelmed by the heavy shackles, and if she added one more, she couldn't imagine how complicated the situation would be.

Kindness is also a kind of cruelty. Therefore, she would rather not drag him into this whirlpool in the first place, and be wrenched with her, she would rather push him far away, rejecting any possibility.

Suddenly, he smiled deeply, his voice echoing through the room, and his eyes opened.

His side face, with his back to light, sculpted lines shrouded in blurred shadows that make it impossible to see.

"I always, there's nothing I can do with you."

This low and hoarse voice penetrated her eardrums, making her internal organs twist together, and the pain was tight.

"Senior brother......" she opened her lips, wanting to say something.

His lips were covered with his fingers, warm, dry, calloused roughness.

"Don't say it, you'll be sad......"

"I'm going to be sad too......"

The latter sentence disappeared between the two of them again, and the doomsday sadness spread through the entanglement of the lips and tongues, intense, and slowly began to be 'intense', like a struggle, and soon a warm and salty smell spread.

The heart lake was stunned, his eyes were always open, he felt the pain on his 'lips', and then ...... The gaze inadvertently fell outside the 'door'.

The white moonlight, like a hazy white veil, was evenly draped over the man standing outside the 'door'.

In an instant, it seems that all the faces and colors have disappeared, all the brilliance has disappeared, and even the wind has become extremely gentle.

Then, he lowered his eyes, turned away, and quietly walked away.

Heartlake was stunned.

She pushed Bai Hengzhi away hard, sat up, and thought...... Pursue......

However, she couldn't ignore the obsidian eyes that were staring at her, a breeding emotion, the weight, which weighed on her 'chest'.

Xinhu closed his eyes slightly, burying his face in his broad chest.

"I'm so tired."

"Sleep, sleep."

He picked her up and placed her on the 'bed'.

Then, his 'lips' fell on her eyes, and he rubbed them gently and reluctantly.

"Tomorrow, I'll explain it to him."

He got up and stood by the 'bed' and looked at her.

"In the future, I won't mention it again." After saying this, it seemed that it had taken a lot of effort, and he turned away a little tiredly, ready to leave.

Looking at Bai Hengzhi's slender 'straight' back, a panic suddenly came to his heart, as if he would just leave and not come back.

This rival who grew up together since childhood, overnight, how did they become like this?

"Big brother!" Xinhu shouted, his voice a little sharp, and the silence was instantly broken.

She lifted the covers, sat up with a grunt, and hugged his waist.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but can I...... Don't leave me behind! ”

"I don't like anyone anymore, I will always be Master's apprentice, be your junior sister, and we will go back to the 'door' together, just like before, just as if nothing happened, okay?"

Even though she knew how ridiculous and impossible it was, she ...... She just wants to keep something, and when she doesn't get anything, she won't lose it.

Hearing this, Bai Hengzhi's figure froze.

After a while, his palm covered her hand around his waist, warm, slightly rough to the touch, but inexplicably reassuring.

"Silly girl, senior brother won't leave."

"Really not leaving?" Xinhu hugged his waist tightly, his gaze stubborn and persistent.

"Hmm."

Hearing his answer, Xinhu felt a little more settled.

"Don't say stupid things, if you like it, you like it, I believe that Master will be good to you."

Hearing his words, Xinhu only felt even more guilty.

Bai Hengzhi pulled down her hand.

"I'm leaving."

Xinhu watched his departing back, and the 'door' closed softly.

In the blink of an eye, she was the only one left in the room, and she could hear her own breathing.

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Xinhu lay on the 'bed' and looked at the 'bed' mantle and counted the intricate 'flowers' on it, unable to sleep, tossing and turning and unable to sleep.

Their faces, their words, are repeatedly woven together...... It's like the brain is going to explode.

Xinhu sat up, put on his clothes, and 'touched' outward.

She lowered her head to 'touch' and 'touch' her belly, patronizing and being upset and 'messy', and had a few hasty bites of dinner, barely eating anything, no wonder she couldn't sleep.

In the middle of the night, after she 'touched' out, sure enough, she 'lost' the way.

Walking around, the huge courtyard was like a 'labyrinth', and she didn't dare to easily alarm others, so she had to 'mess' around like a headless fly.

Suddenly, her eyes lit up, and she caught a glimpse of the corner of the dark gray 'colored' robe hidden in the corner, and hurriedly chased after it.

It's the third junior brother, can't he sleep too?

Don't think about it, Heartlake chased after it.

But seeing that he was in a hurry and walked quickly, fortunately she did a good job and did not chase after him.

When she looked up, she found that Qin Wuyan's Zhuangzi had already come out, and she only felt more suspicious in her heart, where is the third junior brother going?

Vaguely, hearing the sound of people talking, Xinhu hurriedly hid his figure at the corner of the street.

Originally, the location they were in was also very remote, and Xinhu quietly poked his head out and saw several people standing in front of Lu Gushu.

Talking to him was the young 'girl' standing at the front, with a graceful figure, but because of the distance, Xinhu couldn't see the appearance of the 'girl' child clearly, and there were several tall people standing behind her, a bit like bodyguards, their costumes were very peculiar, wearing gorgeous Qi shirts, wearing fox furs, and they seemed to be of different races.

Xinhu hid the doubts in his heart, and held his breath to hear what they were saying.

However, because the distance was too far away, she only vaguely felt that the young 'girl' attitude was very earnest, and she also reached out to pull the arm of the third junior brother, and her movements were intimate.

Lu Gushu's look is still calm and calm, but he does not refuse the approach of the young 'woman'.

After a long time, it seemed that the conversation was over, and the young 'girl' was reluctant to leave.

Then, the third junior brother also turned around and returned the way he came.

Xinhu followed again, but this time she caught up with Lu Gushu and jumped in front of him to stop her.

"Senior sister?"

Seeing Tang Xinhu who suddenly appeared, a trace of surprise and unnaturalness crossed Lu Gushu's face.

"Senior brother, who are they?"

Because they have lived together for so many years, Xinhu has no suspicions around the bush, and blurted out directly.

As soon as these words came out, Lu Gushu's fan-like eyelashes trembled almost imperceptibly.

"You've seen it all." He asked softly, his voice drifting.

"Hmm."

Such a third junior brother is so strange, Xinhu bit his 'lip' and nodded.

"Okay...... I was going to tell you...... It's just that I didn't expect it to be so fast. ”

Lu Gu's written 'color' is still as calm as water, and there is no panic 'chaos' at all.

Vaguely, Xinhu seemed to have returned to the past, remembering the scene of the first time he met the quiet young man who roasted rabbit 'meat' in the alley.

"Senior sister, I'm leaving."

Walk?! Xinhu was shocked, and only felt that his 'chest' was grabbed.

"Let's go...... Where to go? Her voice trembled.

"Go home."

She heard him say this, and her tone was light, not ebbing.

"Home? Senior brother, the second 'door' is your home, where are you going?!! ”

Xinhu's eyes showed panic, and he grabbed Lu Gushu's arm anxiously, as if he was afraid that he would run away.

"Senior sister, I originally had a family...... After being away for so long, it's time to go back. ”

Compared with Tang Xinhu's 'agitation', Lu Gushu was still quiet, he took Xinhu into his arms lightly, and patted her back like comfort.

In fact, from the moment he said that he was leaving, Tang Xinhu already knew that he had made a decision. After so many years of getting along, although the third junior brother doesn't talk much, as long as he speaks, he must be rigorous and serious.

But it was so sudden......

"When are you leaving?" Heartlake buried his face deep in the hem of his robe, his voice choked.

"The day after tomorrow." Lu Gushu's tone was still calm, but he hugged her arm tightly.

"Will you leave the day after tomorrow?" Heartlake's tears slid down and soaked his clothes.

"Hmm."

"That'...... Will you ever come back? By this time, her voice was weak enough to approach a mosquito.

"Possibly or not."

"By all means...... Want to go? ”

"Senior sister...... I'm sorry......" he sighed.

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