Chapter 192: Retract into your own shell
Jiang Li said very decisively, she didn't want to waste time on Qianfan's body, because the more entangled, the more she couldn't let go of her heart, even now, she was pretending to be strong.
After so many years of relationship, she can't just let it go, she is just forcing herself not to pay attention to those sad things.
Because even if he is sad, it has become a fact, and none of them can change it, maybe he can ignore Li Qianfan's accusations against him, but he has no way, he doesn't care about the other women around Li Qianfan.
After speaking, Jiang Li wanted to turn around and leave, she didn't want to face Li Qianfan at all.
"Wait a minute." Li Qianfan directly stretched out his hand and grabbed Jiang Li's shoulder. He knew that Jiang Li was still angry at this time, so he tried his best to keep calm and face Jiang Li.
"You let go of me!" Jiang Li struggled very hard, she didn't want Li Qianfan to touch other women's hands and touch herself again, which would make Jiang Li feel extremely disgusting.
"Take away your dirty hands." Jiang Li had tears in his eyes, but he was very stubborn and didn't let the tears fall.
She just held Li Qianfan's wrist very hard, wanting to take Li Qianfan's hand away. "I'm asking you to let me go, okay? Don't touch me. Jiang Li shouted loudly, her voice attracting many passers-by.
Li Qianfan didn't expect Jiang Li to be so excited, he subconsciously let go of Jiang Li's hand, and Jiang Li took two steps back.
Jiang Li squatted down, his arms tightly hugging his legs and curled up into a ball, as if only in this way could he protect himself.
Like a snail, she curls up into her shell when she encounters any danger, as if this is the only way to be safe.
Seeing that Jiang Li was resisting himself, Li Qianfan stood in place, feeling helpless for the first time, he looked at his hands, and already felt Jiang Li's disgust for himself.
"Jiang Li, we have been together for so long and have known each other for so long, don't you know what kind of person I am? Others can misunderstand me, how can you misunderstand me? ”
"You have been gone for four years, I have waited for you for four years, during this period, even if Chen Cheng is by my side, I have never been moved, let alone done anything sorry for you."
"I finally waited for you to come back, we were together again, and after so much, isn't it enough to prove my sincerity? Do you have to take my heart out for you to believe? ”
Li Qianfan hopes to gain Jiang Li's trust, he knows that all this is a misunderstanding, even if he can't explain it clearly, but he needs time to investigate, he wants to get Jiang Li's affirmation, so that he can have time to find out the truth.
If Jiang Li didn't believe him, then all the efforts he had put in would be meaningless, and he didn't know why he was working hard.
Hearing Li Qianfan's words, Jiang Li suddenly felt very ridiculous, she raised her head and looked at Li Qianfan, her serious face, at this moment, she only felt hypocrisy.
"Trust? Li Qianfan, did I hear me right? You're talking to me about trust right now, have you ever given me a little bit of trust throughout? You ran abroad alone without a sound, and then came back without a sound. ”
"When I am most sad and need you the most, you are accusing me, you are suspecting that I am not clear with others, you hope that I can give you trust, but have you given me a little trust?"
Jiang Li sneered, stood up, raised the back of his hand and wiped away the tears that overflowed from the corners of his eyes.
"We are here now to say these things, there is no meaning, our relationship has ended since last night, Li Qianfan, you have your choice, I respect your choice."
"I can give you freedom if you want it, you think someone else is more suitable for you than me, and I will fulfill you, don't worry, I will pack up my things as soon as possible and move out of the house, and I will definitely not cause you any trouble."
Snorted, Jiang Li didn't want to be at the last moment, and let Li Qianfan see her vulnerability, all the sadness and sadness were her own, after all, it was Li Qianfan who made this decision first.
From the time Li Qianfan got involved with that woman, their relationship had come to an end.
Looking at Jiang Li's excited appearance, Li Qianfan was stunned, he knew that what Jiang Li said was not wrong, he really didn't give Jiang Li trust, because he had no way to accept Jiang Li's appearance of waiting by other men's side.
"Xiaoli, I believe in you, I believe that there is nothing between you and Cheng Ruoxuan, but can you leave Cheng Ruoxuan's side, I can ask the best nurse to take care of him."
"But is it okay for you not to be around him again? As long as you can agree, I believe you, and we can still live a simple life and live a happy life as before. ”
Li Qianfan took a step forward and held Jiang Li's hands, he compromised, he did not hesitate to compromise in front of Jiang Li, because he never thought that he would lose Jiang Li.
His life and Jiang Li's life have been linked, if they are separated at this time, Li Qianfan really doesn't know how he will spend the rest of his life.
Stretching out his hand, Li Qianfan wanted to hold Jiang Li in his arms.
But Jiang Li did not hesitate to stretch out his hand against Li Qianfan's chest and pushed Li Qianfan away.
"Stay away from me, Li Qianfan, I don't want to see you at all, there is no going back to the past between us, Cheng Ruoxuan was injured because of me, if I ignore him at this moment and leave him in the hospital, do you think I can still be regarded as a person?"
Jiang Li said righteously, she felt Li Qianfan's cold-blooded ruthlessness for the first time, which made her feel that Li Qianfan in front of her was so strange, far from the man she had lived with before.
"Also, Li Qianfan, please make it clear that the relationship between us ended because you chose another woman, I hope you don't tell me, just because you did the wrong thing when you were drunk and didn't sober up."
"Because I can't accept this explanation, I can't forget the scene that was so clear last night, it was you who taught me a profound lesson, I will never believe in love again."
She tried her best to suppress the sadness and pain in her heart, and told Li Qianfan her true feelings very clearly.
That image has always echoed in her mind, and it never left.
Jiang Li didn't know how long this nightmare would stay with her, but she knew that in a short period of time, she would not be able to let go.