After listening to Ah Zi talk about this, she also hated herself. Hate yourself for not finding him sooner, hate yourself for not being there for him to take care of him when he was most in pain. Xiao Junluo, if you feel that you owe me, you have already paid it off. After going through these things, we will definitely be together in the future, and we will never be separated again, so you must wake up quickly, and wait for me to go back, our wedding is not over yet?

"Master, don't think too much. You've been through so many ups and downs, and you've survived all the disasters, and you'll be fine this time. You can rest assured that the prince will not leave you. ”

Hearing Ah Zi's comfort, he smiled, yes, they will definitely be together.

"Ah Zi, a lot of things did happen between me and him, but I never gave up, I believe that he, like me, will never give up."

Ah Zi nodded and gave an approving look.

"Ah Zi, what about you? Have you ever given up? "After going around for so long, I finally got back to the point.

"What?" Ah Zi showed a puzzled look.

"Don't you have someone you like? Have you ever given up? Have you ever thought about fighting for it and leaving everything behind to be with him? ”

Ah Zi's face suddenly became a little gloomy, and a touch of pain crossed her eyes. Xia Xiaoxuan now knows that this girl who seems to be strong and doesn't care about anything is actually very bitter in her heart, right?

smiled bitterly, "Master, it's impossible for me and him." Not to mention that the identities of the two of us are not suitable, I don't know if he has me in his heart? I don't want to waste time in an impossible relationship. I said that Ah Zi's life was saved by the prince, and Ah Zi will follow the prince and you in the future and serve you for the rest of your life. ”

Touched her cheek with pity, this stupid girl. "Ah Zi, whether it is me or the prince, I have never treated you as a subordinate. And I pay attention to human rights, and I will not enslave others for a lifetime. So you don't have any mental burdens at all.

Happiness is to be grasped by oneself, and to miss one person is to miss a lifetime. Now you always refuse to fight for various reasons, and you always feel that you don't know and don't fight for it. But after a few years, you will regret it, regret that you didn't try your best to fight for it, that you wasted a lot of good time, and all that remains is regret.

Don't always think about us, Ah Zi, the prince and I will have our own lives in the future, we will have our own children, and live happily together.

What about you? Watching us get married, watching us have children, and then accompanying our children to grow up slowly, you yourself slowly grow old. But when you are old and still have nothing, are you willing? ”

Since this girl can't think of it, give her some fierce medicine, and she must completely untie the knot in her heart. If you want to untie the knot in her heart, you have to correct her wrong thoughts.

Sure enough, Ah Zi's eyes flashed with entanglement, but the girl was also embarrassed enough, and her tone remained unchanged after the entanglement.

"Ah Zi has made up his mind, and the master doesn't need to say it anymore. For Ah Zi, as long as you are happy, Ah Zi will be happy. ”

Is this stupid girl lacking in brains, what does their happiness have to do with her?

"Ah Zi, people's youth is limited, if you don't do what you want to do while you're young, you will definitely regret it in the future. Besides, how do you know he doesn't like you? Maybe he's thinking about the other person just like you, and he's struggling to find you? If so, are you willing to miss it like this? ”

After a long silence, Ah Zi didn't answer, Xia Xiaoxuan knew that she was struggling. It is unlikely that she will change her mind all at once, and she needs an opportunity. It's just that this opportunity is created by people.

Maybe I was too tired and fell asleep unconsciously, and soon there was the sound of even breathing.

But Ah Zi didn't sleep all night, thinking of the bits and pieces with that person, everything was so clear, as if it was yesterday.

She had never forgotten him, and the more she tried to hide it, the clearer the memories that belonged to him became.

That day was stormy, and she was arranged by the prince to go to Guyue to investigate. accidentally encountered Chu Yuanhao, who was ambushed and hunted down. She could have left it alone, but just as he died, the prince would have one less enemy.

But I don't know why, I can't stand it when I see them bullying more and less. What's more, those princes who want to assassinate him are not a good thing. She'd heard rumors about him too. He had no intention of taking the throne, but he was used by the queen and forcibly put himself in that position. But the queen had a child of her own, so she tried by all means to get rid of him. At this time, he has no choice, even if he wants to quit, others will not let him go. So carefully calculated, step by step.

Moved by compassion for a moment, she came to the rescue of him. Braving the storm, she fled to the mountains with his wounded man. Fortunately, the heavy rain washed away the wooden bridge up the mountain, and they couldn't get up.

They spent three days together on the mountain, but they didn't talk much, and many times they were silent with each other, sitting quietly. She doesn't ask who he is, and he doesn't ask about her. The two lived peacefully like this, and he helped her boil medicine and heal her injuries. The two eat together and look at the stars together at night when they have nothing to do. The scenery on the mountain is very good, and she occasionally gives him some game to replenish his body.

On the last day, he finally asked the question in his mind to see what she looked like.

She just smiled and said that she was too ugly to be embarrassed to meet people.

But he said, I don't care, I haven't seen any kind of beautiful women, but none of their looks can impress him.

She learns about his past, and despite living a life of fine clothes and food, he is walking on thin ice, careful at every step. The people around him have to be on guard everywhere, maybe one of them is an undercover agent sent by someone else. So there are few people who are sincere to him.

He said she was the only person he had ever seen who had no intention of him and really wanted to save him.

He was right, she had no intentions for him, she only saved him with a soft heart. But when she returned from picking fruit in the mountains the next day, the hut was empty. She hurried out, for she was afraid that the bad guys were going to kill him. When she chased him to the foot of the mountain, she was relieved to see that it was his own people who had come to pick him up. She did not show up, but hid behind a large tree. She knew that if she parted this time, she might never see each other again.

When he looked back, her heart beat wildly inexplicably. What is he looking at? Is it nostalgia for her?

At that moment she wanted to rush out, she knew that he would be willing to take her with him, and it would be easier for her to do things.

But she didn't, she restrained. She didn't want to take advantage of him, she didn't want to be hated by him.

She thought it was just an ordinary encounter and would soon forget. But she didn't expect this person to be deeply engraved in her heart. I can't help but think of him in my mind, think of his laughter, think of his anger, think of his worries, and think of his pain.

This crazy longing made her unable to

controlled, and on a few occasions she sneaked to see him, and was almost taken for an assassin.

Later, she infiltrated his military camp so that she could see him often. Here she sees the other side of him, strict in governing the army and with iron hands. She was carefully dressed, but naturally she was not recognized by him. But his every move fell in his eyes.

She knew that none of this was possible, so she didn't dare to expect extravagantly. From the moment she left Gu Yue, she thought that she would never see each other again in this life. Even if they meet, they are on the battlefield.

But she didn't expect them to meet so soon, and she didn't expect him to come to Tiansheng to propose. When she heard the news, she pretended not to care, but in fact, her heart felt like she had been pinched hard, and it hurt.

When she saw her again, she pretended not to know her and hid her thoughts well. Until that time, when he sent the princess back, he almost recognized her. She denied it in her mouth, but in fact she was excited in her heart. He didn't know how she restrained herself, so she couldn't help but not recognize him.

These days, her heart has not been calm, she wants to know his news, and she is afraid to know his news, so she is so uneasy.

Knowing that his marriage contract with his master was fake, she was still very uncomfortable in her heart. Especially when she saw the way he looked at his master, he must have been tempted by his master. It's no wonder that there are a few men who don't like such an excellent woman. Even if she is a woman, she can't help but like her.

She listened to what the master said just now, and it was false not to be moved. She is also a woman, a girl over flowers, and she also hopes to have someone who really loves her.

But is it possible for her and that man? Their status is destined to be impossible to be together. Even if she could barely be his concubine and be with him, this was not what she wanted. There is a sentence from the master that she agrees with, feelings are mutual respect, either don't want it, or it's all. She didn't want to force herself to share a husband with someone else.

What's more, how many people in this world can be as infatuated as the prince? She didn't want to make a mistake in her life, and in the end she didn't even have dignity.

"Master, the emperor invites you to come over for a banquet."

After Xia Xiaoxuan got up, Qingmei told her the news.

"What feast are you going to? Hongmen feast? "She's not interested, it's just another show, how tired she is.

"Master, we know that you don't want to go, but you have to make a show, after all, you are about to leave the palace, and it is normal for the emperor to want to get close to you." Qingmei hurried over to help her get dressed.

"And the emperor also invited Prince Guyue and Fengjun to accompany him, so you don't go to the wrong place."

"Chu Yuanhao is here too?"

"yes."

This can be considered, glancing at Ah Zi who was cleaning up things next to her, and obviously felt that she stiffened. He also said that he didn't care, and when he got up in the morning, he had two panda eyes, and obvious insomnia symptoms. Let's take this opportunity to test it out.

"Aunt Mei, you don't have to go, let Ah Zi accompany me."

Ah Zi was stunned for a moment, as if he had just come to a trance, "Me? ”

"yes, is there a problem?"

"Nope."

Ah Zi hurriedly shook her head, but the complexity that flashed in her eyes was still captured by her.

Xia Xiaoxuan took Ah Zi out of the Linghua Palace, and when she was about to arrive at the Imperial Garden, she happened to meet Chu Yuanhao. The brocade robe and jade belt, with a graceful demeanor, is truly the dragon and phoenix among people, and is luxurious.

(End of chapter)