Chapter 248 Self-forgetfulness

Mu Fei and I came together, and there was originally a response, but now I was left alone, more and more alone, and there was no one who wanted to fight tooth sacrifices at night and wanted to have fun.

At this point, I watched them disappear from my sight.

I was still a little uncomfortable, sat on a rock, thought about the past few days, and was relieved at first, but then it was difficult to change my temperament.

Originally, I couldn't do bitter meditation or practice in the mountains, but I just practiced qigong.

This time I came back like this, my stomach was churning and I wanted to be hungry, and my mind began to miss the outside world, which was really boring here.

I originally wanted to empty myself and let go of the outside for a while, but I have experienced too much during this time, and I am overwhelmed by one thing after another.

At this time, it has been put for about ten days, but it is also a lot more comfortable.

Rare leisure.

But at this time, when I thought about the outside world like this, my brain splashed again, so I couldn't hide, and my mood began to be a little bored and depressed.

Don't talk about the dream that completely blinded me, just talk about my life, and don't dare*.

So I can't stay here forever.

There's also the matter of the dungeon.,Flower fox saucer they're all waiting.,At this time, I've been turning off the phone for a while.,Must be crazy.,Smiled bitterly.,Take out your phone.,I want to open it.,But I don't dare to face it.。

"Why is life so eventful, so many worries?"

I don't know why I really feel a little escapist in my heart, and I don't think about anything anymore, I don't do anything, I just do this every day, I am in a good mood, and I have no worries.

It's so comfortable and it's pretty good.

What royal power and wealth, what you fight for me, I feel that it is all a passing cloud, not interesting, more and more bored, I don't want to touch it.

Anyway, I like it very much, I don't have to think about anything, I don't have to do anything, this is the life I want.

I still remember watching Heaven and Dragon Slayer, and in the end, Zhang Wuji actually took Zhao Min to an uninhabited island to live this life, which felt very boring.

What can two people do on the island, what can they mean, it's really self-inflicted.

Now that I think about it, this is the greatest wisdom in life.

What martial arts alliance leader, what establishes a dynasty, it is not as happy as this, stay away from people, stay away from right and wrong, and stay away from all this.

Isn't it the most wonderful thing in the world to live the life you want to live with the people you love?

Why do you fight for me, why hate each other so much, in the end, it's not all pink skeletons and white bones?!

Anyway, I have this feeling now, finding a mountain, just like now, throwing away all my troubles, throwing away everything outside, throwing away all the branches and leaves, and just living like this for the rest of my life, is what I am most happy about.

Although I also know that there will inevitably be a lot of hardships and troubles, I am extremely yearning and want to leave everything here, so that's all.

I also know that I think this way now because I have too many worries, self-avoidance under depression, deep down I want to avoid, and I want to avoid myself, so that's why I'm like this.

"When is it a head?"

I originally wanted to go back when school started, but now, I don't want to do anything, I just want to spend my life in the mountains, day by day, day by day.

I sat there depressed in my heart, and even felt that there was nothing wrong with dying at this moment, because I could also see myself and see my own steps in the rest of my life.

Change your life, get married and have children, discover some secrets, and then spread the branches for the Liang family, and after that, although I know that I can't die, I just enjoy it all and enjoy the feeling of getting rid of everything.

“•••••••”

I hugged my head, I didn't dare to think about it, I was thinking, I was afraid that I would really kill myself here, sink forever, "Pressure, pressure can really destroy a person." ”

"Whew!" let go of himself, sat cross-legged, and began to practice qigong with bated breath, hoping to adjust his spirit and spirit, and not be so decadent.

As soon as I breathed in, I also let go of myself, not so entangled, open my mind, embrace the world, and let myself enter a state of selflessness again and cultivate.

Little by little, it seems that the whole world has become different.

I breathed in and out, and the flowers and plants around me also exhaled, and I exhaled and breathed, as if the surrounding mountains and rivers were also breathing, I was still me, but I didn't seem to be me anymore.

Anyway, it was an unbelievable feeling that made me feel comfortable.

My blood vessels seem to be connected with the mountains, grass, trees, flowers and plants, my skin seems to be a part of them, and my body seems to be blood vessels, mountains and rivers, grass, trees, flowers and plants, anyway, it is comfortable.

I seem to have magnified myself dozens of times, no, more than ten times, no, at this moment, I am more than ten times, that is, dozens of times bigger.

I am the mountains and rivers, the mountains and rivers are me, my body is the mountains and rivers, and my body is also my hair and skin.

I slowly realized what was going on, that is, I seemed to have improved my realm, and everything I saw in the world had also changed.

I'm still me, but I'm not me anymore.

I was too depressed, too uncomfortable, and too depressed some time ago, and at this moment, I naturally cultivated and let go of myself, just like a flood that opened the floodgates, out of control.

The masters have said that ordinary people's cultivation is divided into three levels, which are the three levels of ordinary people, the so-called three levels of ordinary people, after these three levels, they are no longer ordinary people, the first level is called self-forgetfulness, you can abandon yourself, and heaven and earth are suddenly one, you can mobilize more natural forces, that is, the imperial qi, I can control the qi, but very few, after this level, you can reach the realm of fist into the bone marrow, and more importantly, the mood will also change, at this moment I seem to have reached the realm of selflessness.

It stands to reason that it is difficult for me to reach this realm at this age, my master is in his seventies, and he has not been reborn, and he is still practicing the third level of penance and becoming a delirium.

Ordinary people are three passes, forget themselves, keep memorials, and be distracted.

The three masters are all in the realm of remembrance, and their minds are very powerful, but they don't know when they will be until they are in the trance, that is, the last level of the three levels of ordinary people.

At this rate, it would be nice if I could reach selflessness before the age of thirty, but I didn't expect that at this moment, I would suddenly reach the realm of selflessness.

Every breath and breath, every breath and acceptance, the heaven and the earth are changing, they are changing, it is because I am connected, it is because I am compatible, and it is because I am on a blind date.

It's comfortable anyway.

I close my eyes, but I can see that everything in the world is thriving, but I can see that everything is exuding vitality, anyway, it is very comfortable, indescribably comfortable.

A moment ago, I was still disillusioned, and I still had the idea of looking for death, but at this moment, I changed again, became vibrant, became extremely comfortable, and became trendy.

I became so full of anticipation for everything in the world in the future.

The corners of his mouth involuntarily smiled.

The slow breeze blew, and my body seemed to be transparent, and it was blown all over again, through my body, through my heart and lungs, and through everything about me.

It makes me feel better and better.

"Forget yourself, forget yourself, this is the realm of selflessness."

Laugh.

I reached, reached.

At this time, I suddenly opened my eyes and looked at everything in front of me, I smiled, and saw a new self appear in the world, and I was resurrected.

This new self is a me who has crossed the first level of the three levels of ordinary people, and I can already touch the second level of the three levels of ordinary people and ordinary people, and take a souvenir.

I looked at myself in amazement, I felt different when I saw myself, very surprised, very incredible, "This is the realm of self-forgetfulness, it's so cool, it's so cool." ”

Laugh.

Rolling like wind and thunder, like a dragon's roar, like a tiger's roar, the indulgence and shouting made me more happy, "Cool, cool, cool." "Laughing non-stop and feeling good.

I got up and looked at everything around me, I could see a small grass clearly, a big tree was a hundred meters away, but it seemed to be right in front of my eyes.

The clouds rolled up between the waves, and the thunder burst between the hands, and I couldn't help but show a smile, the new me, about to set off.