Chapter 42: Unspeakable Suffering

Xu Hang told me that all the courses he took from elementary school to high school were taught to him by Wang Huanting. 5∞85∞85∞ read 5 ∞ books, ← oβ‰ˆ In this process, Wang Huanting did fulfill her promise. From the day Xu Hang's father agreed to Xu Hang's school, Wang Huanting lived in his house and really took on farm work.

Even in order to let Xu Hang concentrate on studying, she took on most of the work alone. At that time, Xu Hang regarded him as his sister, and subconsciously regarded her as his mother.

Xu Hang felt sorry for Wang Huanting, once it rained heavily, Wang Huanting was still looking at the ground in a shed built of plastic sheeting. At that time, Xu Hang went to bring her food, and said that he would work with her in the future, and he couldn't let her be so tired anymore.

He still remembered that after Wang Huanting couldn't beat him several times, he finally collapsed, and after giving Xu Hang a slap in the face, he roared hoarsely.

Wang Huanting told him: "I couldn't do anything well before, I just wanted to show my dead father that I finally had the ability to do one thing well from beginning to end." You are the most promising person among my students and the whole village, do I want you to work? Why would I do all this work without you? If you really care about me, then give me the test next year, or you will be sorry for me! ”

When Xu Hang said this, he finally cried, and there were many depressions in his cry that blocked my heart, as if he said an unsolvable problem in his heart.

After crying for a long time, Xu Hang looked at the roof with empty eyes, and looked at it, as if there were some bright colors, and that color might belong to some good memories.

Xu Hang wiped away his tears and said to me, "Do you know? It was on that day that I really knew the story of Wan Ting. Wan Ting turned out to be a single parent, and she was also brought up by her father, probably seeing her childhood shadow from me, which is why she paid so much attention to me. She cared for me with affection, as if she was caressing her helpless self when she was young. ”

Xu Hang said that it was on that rainy night that Wang Huanting sat on a bed made of wooden planks and told herself a story. Wang Huanting's mother is a choir teacher at the Municipal Children's Palace, but her father is an ordinary disabled worker who works in a match factory, pasting thousands of cartons every day, and can only receive a meager salary of more than 1,000 a month.

In an event organized by the Disabled Persons' Federation, her father and mother met, her mother was very beautiful, and there were many guys chasing her in the Children's Palace. But no one expected that in this way, her mother was moved by her father's persistence and skillful hands, his father was born with polio, and his legs were similar to that of a child. During the months of rehearsals for the chorus, the two slowly developed a relationship.

Her grandparents were very knowledgeable and worked in the Education Bureau. [← Eight [← Eight [← Reading [← Book, 2β†˜3o When he learned that his daughter had taken a fancy to a disabled person, it was not as simple as disagreeing. The two first threatened to sever their relationship, but they couldn't resist her mother.

So the old couple found the unit where her father worked, and asked her father what his intentions were in front of all the employees of the factory. Did you fall in love with his family's house, why should you be with their daughter, and don't pee to take care of yourself.

After a fuss, Wang Huanting's father actually understood that if Wang Huanting's mother really married her, it would be tantamount to cheating others for a lifetime. If you like someone, you can't just be good for yourself, that would be too selfish. So from then on, her dad began to avoid her mom.

I think it's just the impulse of an ignorant girl, and after calming down for a while, people are not stupid. If you want to have conditions, you have to look like you, how can you say that you can't choose a disabled person if you have no problems with your brain?

But he didn't know that in terms of persistence, he really underestimated Wang Huanting's mother. Wang Huanting said that she didn't know why her mother was so insistent, she couldn't figure it out, it was estimated that she was used to staying in a superior environment since she was a child, so the greater the pressure, the greater the resistance, maybe grandpa is not so tough, she will regret it when she thinks about it one day?

But in such stubbornness, her parents really got married. And grandpa also did what he said, and really cut off the relationship with his only daughter. Her father felt selfish, and after suffering for a while, her mother said to her father, "I fancy you as your strongest, don't let me look at the wrong person after I have nothing." If you really love me and you're a gentleman, let's work together and let them see it later. What happened to people with disabilities? Disabled people can also live well, and they can also compete with normal people for food. ”

Since that day, Wang Huanting's father has worked harder, in addition to working in the factory. His father took a lot of manual work home because of his skillful hands that he had been disabled since he was a child, and he also rented a small place of one square meter in the department store and got a box of tools to repair watches.

Since then, the small life of a family of three has indeed flourished. Although it is not rich, the living conditions are getting better and better.

The turning point of things was when Wang Huanting was four years old. On this day, his father's factory, after affecting everyone's hearts for more than a year, was finally decided to turn into a private individual. All veteran workers with more than five years of service are given equity certificates, and everyone has shares.

This is undoubtedly a twist of fate for the family. With shares, not only will there be dividends every year, but also a pension will be much more. Wang Huanting's mother made a table of dishes, and waited for her lover to come back to celebrate.

Xiao Huanting, who was more than four years old at the time, smelled the fragrance in the pressure cooker and went down to the ground to break the valve of the pressure cooker. After just two twists, her mother noticed and immediately pulled her aside, and then tried to lock the pressure cooker back on.

At this moment, there was a bang, and the aging pressure cooker rubber ring smacked the pole, and then it was slammed. A pot of old hens collapsed all over the house, and the whole pot of hot soup was splashed on Wang Huanting and her mother.

The father who was holding the equity certificate in his hand suddenly froze the smile on his face after opening the door and seeing the scene in the house. Wang Huanting's mother's skin on the outside was all gelatinized and distorted, and she was already unconscious. Although Wang Huanting was far away, she was also broken into a few pieces, and she was crying crazy on the ground.

After his father reacted, he shouted loudly, upstairs and downstairs. He is a disabled person, and it was with the help of everyone that he was able to get his wife and daughter to the hospital. Wang Huanting was slightly burned, and her mother's skin was 89% severely burned, and she couldn't see her appearance anymore.

At that time, there was no talk of changing skin, and the medical environment was not as good as it is today. Wang Huanting's mother was still not awake after three days of rescue in the intensive care unit, but the money that the family had saved from her mouth over the years had been spent.

The factory knew about it, and spontaneously donated money several times, but it didn't last long. In the end, Wang Huanting and her father were desperate, so they could only ask for their father-in-law and mother-in-law. The mother-in-law fainted from crying at that time, and the father-in-law beat him violently, but he really felt sorry for his daughter, and he didn't really cut off the relationship from his heart, just angry.

The old couple took out all their savings at that time, and then began to think about selling the house. After a week of resuscitation, Wang Huanting's mother woke up. Every time she changed gauze, everyone who could hear her screams collapsed. Because every time you change the gauze, you can bring a layer of skin, and the sin is gone.

Every time she couldn't control her howl, her mother always told her father that she had to be strong and she would be able to get through it. When she is ready, she will teach her daughter to learn vocal music, so that she can become as temperamental as herself and stand on the stage of the spotlight.

And every time after hearing this, Wang Huanting can always find her father tearing her heart in the corridor, but she doesn't dare to cry helplessly.

Although Wang Huanting's mother woke up, due to the large area of the burn, she began to have complications due to the infection of hair, and she began to fall into a coma again. Grandpa can't care about hating her father, and anxiously contacts the buyer, even if it is a cheap sale, he will sell the house, so that his daughter can be sent to the big city to save her life.

Although Wang Huanting's father does not have much salary, he still has to go to work, even if he can pay for a rescue. So at night, she was usually accompanied by her grandfather, and one night, her mother's phone call to sell the house was overheard.

It was on that night that Wang Huanting's mother took advantage of the old father's sleep, pulled out her oxygen tube, and used her last strength to cut the wound, stained with her own blood and wrote a line on the sheets: My daughter is not filial, don't blame him, take care of Tingting.

The next morning, my mother's body was already stiff, and my grandfather cried heartbreakingly. Grandpa raised a trembling slap, but the slap did not hit her father's face. Since then, the grandfather has disappeared, and there has been no news at all.

Maybe for the old couple, they can't bear to live in a city where they lost their daughter. As the saying goes, when parents love their children, they have far-reaching plans. They are all highly educated, and they do not look down on people with disabilities.

But that's his precious daughter, who wants to let his heart jump into the fire pit? They hoped to use their resolute attitude to make their daughter turn back, and even foresaw her difficult future, but they never thought that a white-haired person would send a black-haired person.

It was also from that day that my father, who used to love to talk and laugh, became silent, like a mute. Wang Huanting said that she knew that her father hated her because she killed her mother. But I am also full of hope for her, because that is my mother's last request.

His father began to work harder to make money, except for sleeping five hours a day, he basically worked various part-time jobs. Cultivating her to learn vocal music, that is the last dream of his lover, hoping that the child can stand on the stage like himself, and he spares no effort to fulfill his lover's wishes.

Until Wang Huanting was seventeen years old, her family no longer had any savings, and she also ushered in a professional-level vocal exam. But because the pressure was too great, she couldn't find the pitch at all, and even every time she opened her mouth, she could remember the scene of the pressure cooker bao zha.

She came home crying and fear, and found her father drunk and sitting in the middle of the room with red eyes. When her father saw her expression, he already knew the result.

"Do you know what her dad said?" Xu Hang asked with red eyes, and then he replied himself: "He said, it's not enough for you to kill your mother, you don't fulfill this wish for her, why didn't you die at that time?" ”

After saying this, Xu Hang's face turned pale, and I couldn't speak. The only reliance on saying such a thing must be a kind of helplessness. But I don't know why, as a man, I was able to understand her father.

What kind of self-blame has he lived in all these years? For more than ten years, thousands of days and nights of guilt, in order to realize his wife's dream, but in the end, he found that he had nothing.

"I think her dad is also angry when he is too stressedΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β·" I myself don't think my words have any strength, but I really don't think that Wang Huanting and her father really think that. 11

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