Maybe Wan Bingyu saw the worry in Heng Xinyuan's eyes, and didn't want him to add to his worries, so he forced a smile, took the soup bowl and drank it slowly.

Her stomach suddenly warmed up, and her physical strength slowly recovered a little, she held Heng Xinyuan's hand and asked softly, "You have been guarding my bedside for the past few days, don't you have to deal with official business?" ”

"I don't worry about you, I have already handed over the affairs of the government to Xu Liang to keep an eye on, there will be nothing wrong, don't worry."

"Xu Liang is not a prefect, I have nothing to do, you go back quickly, you can't affect official affairs because of private matters."

In fact, Wan Bingyu just felt that he was by his side, which would make it more difficult to release his sad emotions, and he would have to bear the pain of losing his child, if he added Heng Xinyuan, the two of them would only be sad together when they sat together, and they would remember the lost child together, and this kind of sadness would be doubled.

It's better to wait for a while and wait for both sides to recover.

"That'...... I'll go back first, you must eat well, and I will come to see you in the evening. Heng Xinyuan stretched out a pair of warm big hands, gently held her chin, and imprinted an affectionate kiss on her forehead.

After that, he turned around and went out, and when he walked to the door, he didn't forget to tell Mama Li that she must look at her, not let her go out and run around, and let her eat on time.

Listening to the footsteps of Heng Xinyuan getting farther and farther away in the courtyard, Wan Bingyu's heart, which had been in a tense state, could finally slow down a little, and in front of Heng Xinyuan, she was always unable to show her emotions properly.

From under the pillow, she found a belly pocket for a baby, bright red, with two little tigers embroidered on it, which she had specially learned from Ning Xin and worn by her future child.

She had imagined countless times what the life of a family of three would be like after she had a child, whether Heng Xinyuan would be a kind or strict father, and whether he would take the child to read in the study every morning.

I stood beside them, watching the quiet scene of the years.

In the past, all this was her vision, but now, it has become a dream.

Her children, before they even had a chance to see them in this world, left her......

As soon as she thought of this, her heart felt like a knife cut, she held the belly pocket in her hand tightly, and tears fell down until she soaked her belly pocket.

"Bingyu, what's wrong with you? Are you still sad? ”

Looking up in a haze, she was looking at herself calmly, "The child is gone, but you also have to cheer up, otherwise adults will not only have to worry about official business, but also worry about you." ”

"Condensation, why should I fly a kite......" she asked herself incoherently over and over again, "If I didn't fly a kite, none of this would have happened, it was me, killing my child......"

A trace of unknown gloom flashed in Ning Xin's eyes, she took Wan Bingyu's hand and comforted her, "It's not your fault, don't think about it so much, this may be, this child has a shallow fate with you, and in the future, you will have a child's ......"

"Fate is still shallow?" She stared at the sheet in front of her with a pair of helpless and empty eyes, and babbled, "No, it's not, it's my fault." The child is innocent, this time the damn person is me, it is my first child who did not protect me and Xinyuan......"

Ning Xin looked at him, a little weak and a little scared, and didn't even dare to look directly into her eyes, sat for a while, and then got up and left.

While walking in the courtyard, he was thinking in his heart, now that Heng Xinyuan and Wan Bingyu had a gap in their hearts, it was a good time for him to take advantage of the void, if this incident made Heng Xinyuan's feelings for Wan Bingyu fade, it would kill two birds with one stone.

Thinking like this, the corners of his mouth unconsciously raised a weird smile, turned to Huilan and said, "Huilan, you go and prepare a jar of good wine for me, and ...... The sweat medicine that I stole at Xue Ruijin's house last time also prepared a little for me. ”

"Miss, what do you want to sweat for?" Hui Lan was a little puzzled.

"I'll let you prepare, you just prepare it for me, what are you doing with so much nonsense."

She said impatiently.

That night, the moonlight was getting thicker, and the entire mansion was still immersed in an inexplicable atmosphere of depression and sadness because Wan Bingyu had just lost a child, except for a few patrolling guards, the maids and servants did not come out.

Heng Xinyuan had been busy in the palace until late, and only then did he drag his two tired legs back to the room, but he saw that the door was closed, there was no light in the hall, and only a guard yawned outside.

"Is Madame asleep?" He asked softly.

"My lord, Madame went to bed early."

Heng Xinyuan stood outside the door and glanced at it, there was silence inside, and he didn't want to go in again to disturb Wan Bingyu's rest, so he turned around and walked towards the study.

After a day of hard work, he had time to recall the events of the past few days, like mountains pressing on him, making him unable to breathe, especially Wan Bingyu's desperate eyes and crying, which seemed to be imprinted in his mind, and could not be dispersed.

He had never been so helpless as he was now, he couldn't think of a way to make Wan Bingyu happy again, and he didn't know how to get the two of them back to their old lives.

While pondering, I passed by the stone bridge and came to the rockery.

A clear voice suddenly came from his ear, "Master Heng......"

He turned his head to see that in the pavilion on the rockery, Ning Xin was sitting there, so he stopped and asked, "Miss Ning Xin, it's so late, why are you here alone?" ”

"I just went to see Bingyu, I was a little worried about her, I couldn't sleep, and I also grieve for her lost child, and I want to pay tribute to him here......" Ning Xin raised her sleeves to cover half of her face, lowered her head and shed two tears.

Heng Xinyuan suddenly remembered that this was the place where Wan Bingyu stumbled and fell off the rockery, and since the accident, he had hardly passed by here, so as not to touch the scene.

I don't know why I came here in a daze.

"Thank you Miss Ningxin for your kindness, but it's not too early, it's better to go back and rest early." Heng Xinyuan made a simple salute and was about to leave.

Ning Xin hurriedly called out to him from behind, "Master Heng, I have prepared a little wine here, do you want to come up and have a drink, I see that you are not in a good state these days......"

Heng Xinyuan had no intention of drinking, but remembering that today was the third day of the child's death, as a father, he still had to express a little grief, so he turned around and walked to the pavilion.

"Your Excellency, please." Ning Xin filled a glass of wine, brought it to him, watched him raise his neck, and drank it with a clatter, not a drop left, and his heart was already unconcealably excited.

"Adult, I really can't bear to look at you like this, there will always be children again, but if your body is broken, it's not good......" She poured another cup and served it to Heng Xinyuan.