The following Monday, I met with Zhao Feng and did everything about the property. I didn't tell him I was going to Shanghai, and he didn't know about me quitting my job. Once the two people who broke up met again, there was a lot more embarrassment. After completing many procedures, it was already more than half of noon, Zhao Feng walked to the side of the car, opened the car door, "Let's go have a meal together!" ”

I didn't know what was going on at the time, but I nodded. When Zhao Feng was driving, he kept frowning, this was his habitual action, he didn't know it himself, I sat in the co-pilot's seat, and just imprinted all these in my head. Even if we don't see each other again in the future, even if we don't have a relationship in the future, this man sitting next to me has promised to take care of me for the rest of my life. Although he has now completely reversed that promise.

"Where do you want to go?" Zhao Feng spoke, but his eyes only looked at the road ahead.

I thought for a moment, "Old place!" ”

"Old place" is actually the name of a snack bar, right next to our high school, their store is the best thing, is beef noodles, if you want to eat noodles back then, you have to send someone in advance to occupy the position, now the store is still the same, the people are still the same, but the mood is different.

It also takes time to forget a person. What's more, what I have to forget is this person who is indelible in my life, and perhaps I can only forget his goodness, and the promises he once made affectionately.

In October, when the autumn breeze blew, I left my hometown where I had lived for 22 years and came to Shanghai alone to start my new life. Failure in love is not terrible, what I am afraid of is that I can't face it bravely after failure. After all, love is just a part of life, and we still have to survive, although we don't meet, we are still in the same space.

That year, a lot of things changed.

The plane was delayed because of the rain, but when I arrived, Fang Zhongyu hadn't come yet. When I was in high school, Fang Zhongyu and I were the most familiar with Lao Bai. Lao Bai is my mortal opponent, while Fang Zhongyu is my ally and my tablemate. It was so good at that time, we were together every day, and we were so happy.

I really want to go back to the old days, not have so many worries, and live a simple, simple, and happy life, how good.

"What do you think?" A hand slapped me on the head and it hurt.

Looking back, Fang Zhongyu still looks like a hanger, pervertedly likes to wear white casual clothes, and the habit of black NIKE has not changed.

"It hurts! Where did you go? I can't see you for half a day. "I slapped his hand off, why did he grow so tall? so that my 170 size will always look up to him before him.

Fang Zhongyu took my purse, "Boss, I hurriedly ran over after class." What about airports? It's so far! ”

Seeing that he was still the same as he was at the beginning, I felt a little comforted. We haven't seen each other for about three years, he, like Lao Bai, was admitted to graduate school, but Lao Bai is not in Tsinghua University, he is in Fudan, and the people around me are all so good, I didn't see it at all.

"There's no way, I'm studying mathematics, and if I don't go to graduate school, I can only go back to school to become a teacher." Fang Zhongyu even talked and gestured on the bus, but he couldn't change his bad habits, "You also know me, I can't control myself, so I won't go to school to mislead people's children." ”

"However, I'm so happy to see you, it hasn't changed at all, it's still the same as before." Sitting next to him, even with me happy, it seems to have returned to the original time, if only Lao Bai and Su Mei were there.

Fang Zhongyu smiled and shook his head, "How can it not change?" If it's the same as it was at the beginning, it's ruined. ”

We chatted all the way, got off the bus and reversed the car, and then arrived at the nest rented by Fang Zhongyu. The nest Fang Zhongyu rented was in an old community not far from the Bund, not far from where they were going to class. Fang Zhongyu has always been very special, he can't live in the school dormitory with so many people, and he has been renting a house for several years.

"There's no one else in the house, right?" I teased him that if he had a girlfriend or something at home and kicked me out, I would have nowhere to go. In Shanghai, I only knew him.

Fang Zhongyu glared at me, "What do you mean?" ”

I shook my head hurriedly, "It's not interesting, I don't mean anything." ”

Maybe I'm thinking too much, except for the small single room rented by Fang Zhongyu, there is really no trace of anyone living with him. Fang Zhongyu threw the things on the sofa onto the bed, made some room, and asked me to sit down, "You and Zhao Feng, what's going on?" ”

I think it may have been Su Mei who told him, there was no one else but her. I had no choice but to tell Zhao Feng about it. Fang Zhongyu lit a cigarette and quietly listened to me finish the matter.

"I said at the beginning, that Zhao Feng was too egoistic, and he didn't let you be with him, and now I regret it! If you don't listen to good people, you will suffer! Fang Zhongyu threw away the cigarette butt, "Xiao Xia, forget it!" You're only in your early twenties, and it's too late to start over. ”

I smiled bitterly, "No, I'll start over with you, you have to take me in!" ”

"Don't worry, one day with me, I will never let you suffer." Fang Zhongyu patted me on the shoulder very manly and said with an oath.

I rolled my eyes and looked around at his kennel, who will take care of whom in the future, not necessarily?

I transferred to Fang Zhongyu's high school, and I still remember the first day I went, when I was studying at night, I turned a small note from the side, which said: "Do you think I'm handsome?" ”

I looked up and turned to the source of the note, and Fang Zhongyu poked out half his head and waved his hand at me. I gave him a serious look, and then gave him an answer behind the note: I don't see it.

The note reached his hand after passing it to N hands, and all the people who passed the note were laughing, only Fang Zhongyu gave me a vomiting blood after reading it, and fell on the table.

"No one has ever said I'm not handsome, you're the first." After school, we met at the station.

I smiled: "Just get used to it." ”

That's how we met. The two of us lived very close to each other, and we often met each other when we went to and from school, and then we often walked together. Later, when the seats were assigned, we were assigned together, he was the kind of guy who was mature on the outside but naïve on the inside, always doing strange things to attract people's attention. After spending a lot of time together, you will find that he is really a good friend, at least that's how I feel.

I spent the afternoon helping him tidy up the house and do the laundry, and I really admired him for living in a rented house for many years, and still being a guy who wasn't good at anything. At the end of the afternoon, I had back pain and was so tired that I couldn't do it. I really doubt he's a pig, no, he's not even a pig.

After the tatters were sold, they got almost a hundred yuan, and a few boxes of garbage were taken out, and after the room was cleaned up, Fang Zhongyu himself said that he couldn't recognize his nest. He's always the kind of guy who doesn't take care of himself, by his own admission.

In the evening, Fang Zhongyu took me to the Bund to watch the night view, looked at the Jinmao Building across the river, and walked from Nanjing Road to the end, found a small restaurant in the middle, and ate the 100 flowers sold in the afternoon to the stomach. Shanghai is really big and lively, but when I listen to the unfamiliar words all over the street, I suddenly feel very lonely in my heart.

At night, I occupied Fang Zhongyu's single bed, and he lay the floor next to me. We talked a lot, talking about people and things in high school, then talking about college, talking about work, and finally, when I was about to fall asleep, Fang Zhongyu suddenly thought of something and said to me: "Xiao Xia, Gao Xiang, also in Shanghai." ”