Text Section 113 Xiao Yan's life experience
When Chen Ge and Xiao Yan left the coffee house, it was already evening, the sun's rays converged, no longer so dazzling, and the sunset quietly stained the sky red.
"Sending you back to school?" Chen asked with a smile.
Xiao Yan thought for a few seconds and said, "No, go home directly this time, you drive me to the intersection, and I will walk back by myself." ”
Chen answered and said, "Okay, get in the car." ”
Xiao Yan got on the little electric donkey. Chen Ge twisted the accelerator, and the little electric donkey ran up slowly, and when he got on the road, Chen Ge slowly increased his speed.
Xiao Yan sat behind Chen Liang, quietly admiring the quiet and beautiful scenery of this evening, and her heart was much calmer.
After a while, Chen stopped the car: "Yan Yan, it's here." ”
Xiao Yan stretched out and said; "Grain, you are so slow to do anything, why does time always pass so quickly when I am with you?"
Chen smiled helplessly and said: "Don't bury me, make a draft in your heart, say calmly, don't be too emotional." ”
Xiao Yan nodded in response and said, "I know, drive slowly on the road and pay attention to safety." See you the day after tomorrow. ”
Chen bowed his head, said goodbye, and drove the little electric donkey in the direction of home.
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On Monday and Tuesday, Xiao Yan didn't show up for two consecutive days, and Chen didn't get through after calling N times, so he waited restlessly for two days.
On Wednesday morning, when Chen's phone suddenly vibrate, the chemistry teacher was talking about chemical equations on the podium.
Chen Liangliang saw that it was Xiao Yan's call, and immediately pressed the answer button, then stood up, bowed to the chemistry teacher to apologize, and ran out of the classroom with a smoke.
"Yanyan, where? Don't scare me, I haven't seen you for two days, and I can't sleep because I'm worried. ”
"Pieces, come to the coffee house, it's still that private room. I'll wait for you. ”
Chen Gewei listened to Xiao Yan's voice very calmly, and she should be relieved, but at this time, she was inexplicably a little nervous.
"Okay, you wait for me."
When Chen Ge saw Xiao Yan in the private room of the coffee house, the whole person was a little confused, Xiao Yan shaved her head, and she looked very funny, but Chen Ge couldn't laugh at all. She really wanted to tease, are you going to become a nun? But she couldn't say it. There was only a burst of discomfort. What has this girl been through, to treat herself like this.
"Why, I don't know you, don't stand stupidly, it's me, Xiao Yan." Xiao Yan had a faint smile on her face.
Chen had a sour nose and looked at her distressedly: "What happened, why did you treat yourself like this." ”
Xiao Yan touched her head and said with a smile: "Isn't this hairstyle handsome enough?" There is no feeling of brightness. ”
"Handsome, my Yanyan, no matter what hairstyle she is, she can control it." Chen said softly, wanting to give her a smile, but she couldn't smile.
Xiao Yan smiled softly, and said in a calm tone: "Grain, the next two things I want to tell you have hit me very hard, and I need a shoulder to lean on." ”
As soon as he heard this, Chen Liangbei decisively chose to sit next to Xiao Yan: "Say it, my shoulder will lend you to lean." ”
Xiao Yan leaned on Chen's shoulder and was silent for a long time before she spoke: "My parents divorced two years ago. ”
Chen Wei's heart was shocked, so did they maintain the appearance of a harmonious family so as not to affect Xiao Yan's study, or for some other reason?
Xiao Yan sighed and said, "The first thing you thought of was that they didn't say it because they were afraid of affecting my studies." ”
Chen frowned: "Isn't it?" ”
Xiao Yan shook her head and said, "Of course not, it's my father who threatens my mother with my uncle's job." ”
Chen was a little puzzled, the work of the teaching director was not given by Xiao Yan's father, could it be that there was any trick?
Xiao Yan took a deep breath and said, "There is one more thing, I am not my biological child of my parents. ”
Chen was shocked in his heart, reflexively hugged Xiao Yan, who was a little trembling, and comforted: "Yan Yan, I don't care whose child you are, you are my sworn friend This will not change, understand?" ”
Xiao Yan was grateful in her heart, she hugged Chen and continued: "I was born to my father's Bai Yueguang and another man. ”
Xiao Yan smiled a little self-deprecatingly, and then said: "At the beginning, my biological father and biological mother had me before they got married, and secretly gave birth to me. As a result, my biological father's family favored sons over daughters, so they were not allowed to marry. ”
"My biological mother asked my father for help in order to be with my biological father, and my father loved his white moonlight too much, so he secretly took me in behind my mother's back, and at that time my mother was about to give birth."
Hearing this, Chen's heart beat uneasily, and he stammered and asked, "Then, that auntie's child, now, now, now, okay?" ”
Xiao Yan exhaled: "I died, congenital heart disease, I was born two days after the rescue was ineffective and left, my father was so unaware that he used me to carry the bag." Ha, my dad cheated on my mom for seventeen years for his white moonlight. The scum is to the bottom line. ”
"Oh my God, how can this be. It's too much. Doesn't his conscience hurt when he does this? Isn't he afraid that her daughter will find him in the middle of the night to ask for his life? Although she was just an audience, it set off a storm in her heart at this time, and what a blow this caused to Xiao Yan's adoptive mother. The daughter who has been raised for so many years is just the child of Bai Yueguang and another man in her husband's heart. And her child, looking for her, left her that year.
Xiao Yan sighed and said: "I originally thought my mother was a scumbag, but she cheated in marriage, and I thought she was so cheap." But now? My heart is dripping blood for her, and my father, in order not to let her see the flaws, pretends to be considerate to her, but his heart is full of his white moonlight. ”
"If my dad let me top the bag in order not to make my mother sad, I might have felt better, but no, my dad has always been in contact with his Bai Yueguang, the kind secretly." Xiao Yan's voice was a little hoarse.
Chen took a deep breath, bit his lip and said, "For Auntie, he can die if he is a scumbag, but for you, he has given you a comfortable, warm and happy home." ”
"Such a happy home is built on lies and my mother's pain." Xiao Yan replied in a calm tone, she doesn't want this kind of happiness based on other people's pain. She would rather be sent to an orphanage in the first place and remain unknown for the rest of her life.
Xiao Yan also said: "The reason why my mother didn't say anything about their divorce was because my uncle bribed the relevant leaders in order to become a regular official, and my father was also there at that time, so he had evidence that my uncle lost his job." My mother endured it so that my eldest brother didn't lose his job. After a few seconds of silence, she continued: "And my father didn't let my mother say it, because he was worried that it would affect my grades, and because I was his white moonlight's daughter." ”
"For your biological mother, your father is infatuated enough, but for your adoptive mother, your father is ......" Chen was embarrassed to scold, because it was inappropriate.
Xiao Yan suddenly laughed: "Infatuation? It's stupid, I was originally thrown away by that woman, and he thought that if he adopted me, that woman would be grateful to him? ”
"On the other hand, my mother, on the surface, is for my uncle's work, but in fact she is still thinking about me, because she may secretly tell me that I really want to do it, which makes me slump, because she understands my temperament, and after knowing the truth, she will never blame her, on the contrary, she will sympathize with her loss of daughter."
Chen gently stroked Xiao Yan's back: "I have met my aunt very rarely, but her love for you is absolutely true." After knowing the truth of the matter, she must have been confused and hateful, but she must have endured it because she still loves you. When you find out that she is with another man, she must be unintentional. ”
Xiao Yan nodded and said: "Yes, so, if she really has someone she can rely on now, I will bless her, and whether she needs me to support her in the future, I will do my filial piety." ”
Chen was comforted and said, "Yan Yan, if you think so, it's a little gratifying for Auntie." Actually, it's better to know the truth now than not to know anything, and you can cry if you want. ”
"Don't cry, I've cried enough in the past two days." Xiao Yan smiled and refused.
Chen said with a slight complaint: "Yes, you have been missing for two days, which makes me worry about death." I'm going to take a trip to your house after school. ”
Xiao Yan's eyes were red, but no tears flowed out: "Thank you for being here." ”
Chen said very seriously: "Yan Yan, you must cheer up." I have one more important matter that I would like to ask for your help with. ”
Xiao Yan chuckled lightly and said with a slight teasing: "I look so decadent now, with an attitude of dying, can you rest assured that you will leave the matter to me?" ”
Chen said with a determined face: "Of course." ”
Xiao Yan left Chen Ge's shoulder, looked at Chen Ge very seriously and said, "Say, what do you want me to do." ”
"I'm going to find Xing Xianyi after the exam, so I want you to help me fill out the volunteer form." Chen Liangliang originally wanted to talk about it after the exam, but now she feels that it is necessary to explain it first.
"You won't be in such a hurry, fill in the volunteers, what an important thing. How can you be sloppy. Xiao Yan disagreed with her decision.
Chen Liangliang said very seriously: "Yan Yan, I have already decided to study in S University, so if the grades reach the line, you can help me fill in it directly." ”
"Everyone, you can trust me, I'm very happy, but can my uncle and aunt pass the test?" Xiao Yan looked at Chen very seriously.
Chen said with a determined face: "They will respect my ideas, so you can fill in for me with peace of mind." ”
After thinking for a few seconds, Xiao Yan nodded and said, "Okay then." But what if you have a high cut-off score? ”
"It's right, the matter is over, then what are your plans next?" Chen asked.
Xiao Yan replied: "I have already asked the head teacher for a few days off, and I plan to go to school again for the exam." ”
Chen said solemnly: "Respect your choice, but you have to keep in touch with me." ”
Xiao Yan smiled and nodded, with Chen Liang's sworn friend, any problem can be solved.
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Time flickered, and in a blink of an eye, it was the day of the national college entrance examination, and after three days of exams, Chen felt that she had played well, so she didn't plan to wait for the results to come out at home. Instead, I bought a ticket to the special forces of the S Military Region the next day.