Chapter 154 Life is not satisfactory

Gu Yanbai walked next to Rong Shaodong, patted Rong Shaodong on the shoulder and said.

"Don't be discouraged, judging from Nishang's expression just now, she can recall your beautiful past, which shows that she still loves you in her heart, don't give up, brother!" I can't say more, but I can't say much.

Rong Shaodong bowed his head, and then went in with Gu Yanbai.

The four of them found a table by the window and sat down.

Gu Yanbai and Su Yimo deliberately let Rong Shaodong do it next to Bai Ni Clothes.

Although Bai Nishang was unwilling, but just the four of them, Bai Nishang couldn't sit in the middle of Gu Yanbai and Su Yimo, so she had to sit down next to Rong Shaodong, but her body deliberately went to the inside, deliberately keeping a distance, which made Rong Shaodong feel helpless.

When ordering, Rong Shaodong ordered all the meals that Bai Nishang liked, and the four of them ordered almost twenty dishes.

Originally, Gu Yanbai wanted to order some of Su Yimo's favorite dishes for Su Yimo, but when he saw the dishes that he couldn't put down, he had to do it.

During the meal, Gu Yanbai and Su Yimo chatted with themselves, and hung Rong Shaodong and Bai Nishang aside to create an opportunity for the two of them.

But Rong Shaodong, a man who is not good at expressing himself, didn't know what to say, so he had to keep adding vegetables to Bai Nishang.

It was rare that Bai Nishang did not embarrass everyone by refusing, but she was also silent, just blindly bowing her head to eat.

The two of them were at an impasse, and neither of them would speak.

During this period, Rong Shaodong wanted to take the initiative to talk to Bai Nishang, but when he looked at Bai Nishang, he couldn't say anything.

However, at least she was still by his side and could watch her quietly.

Once, he had too many tired almost, but unfortunately he didn't know how to cherish it at that time, so he missed such a small clothes.

People are always like this, and they know how precious they are when they lose.

Rong Shaodong and Bai Nisheng's worrying way of getting along, Su Yimo only felt helpless, they themselves refused to open their hearts, even if she was around them twenty-four hours a day to help, it was useless.

Gu Yanbai asked the waiter to order some drinks, hoping that under the catalytic effect of alcohol, Rong Shaodong and Bai Nishang would let go more or less.

"Everyone, wait a minute, the drinks are here." The waiters were extremely friendly.

Rong Shaodong knew Gu Yanbai's thoughts, so he didn't say anything, just said that a few people hadn't eaten together for a long time, and they were happy, so they decided to drink.

But what people didn't expect was that Bai Nishang refused and drank with them.

This surprised a few people, who didn't know how to persuade Bai Nishang, but now it seems that they are too worried.

Su Yimo couldn't take up the wine, so several people didn't let her drink.

The atmosphere was slightly silent and awkward.

It wasn't until a few people drank a little that there was a lot of talk.

The red wine enters the stomach, the mellow aroma is intoxicating, and the alcohol slowly volatilizes.

Although Rong Shaodong still didn't know where to start with Bai Nishang, he took the initiative to say a few words to Bai Nishang with the strength of the wine.

It may have done nothing to ease the relationship between the two, but he was already happy.

They chatted while eating, among them, today's Gu Yanbai is like a proprietor, he has been persuading Rong Shaodong and Bai Nishang to drink, and he can make up a reason for toasting casually.

At first, Su Yimo stopped it twice, and she was worried that Bai Nishang would be uncomfortable if she drank too much.

But Gu Yanbai turned his head sideways, winked at him from an angle that Su Yimo could only see, and made a silent exchange, Su Yimo suddenly realized that he would no longer stop it.

It's nothing more than wanting Bai Nishang to let go of her vigilance through wine, temporarily put aside the mustard, and open each other's hearts.

It didn't take long for them to get a little drunk.

didn't dare to drink it again, otherwise in the end, I wouldn't know whether to help Bai Nishang or harm Bai Nishang.

So, they finished their dinner, went out of the hotel, and decided to go for a walk by the river, sober up and talk.

Su Yimo originally wanted to pull Gu Yanbai to leave first and create a space for Bai Nishang and Rong Shaodong to be alone, but she took into account Bai Nishang's character, if she and Gu Yanbai left, Bai Nishang would definitely not walk and chat with Rong Shaodong.

She had no choice but to stay, she had nothing to look for a topic, and by the way, let Gu Yanbai sober up.

The four of them walked by the river, and the slight evening breeze felt a chill on their bodies.

The willow branches by the river are like wisps of silk swaying in the wind, and there are fewer and fewer vehicles on the road, making this already quiet riverside seem more peaceful.

Gu Yanbai and Su Yimo deliberately slowed down their pace and kept following behind the two of them.

Just because they were worried that the two of them would not be able to speak their hearts because the two of them were on the side, they followed far behind.

Su Yimo looked at a man and a woman in the distance, her heart was full of contradictions and worries, she really hoped that Bai Nishang could get her happiness, and she preferred to do more things.

"Momo, is it cold?" A deep voice full of tenderness sounded.

Gu Yanbai took Su Yimo in his arms and wrapped his big hand around her slender waist.

"It's not cold." The corners of Su Yimo's eyes showed happiness, she shook her head, and said with a shallow smile on her face, while leaning her head on Gu Yanbai's shoulder.

"Yanbai, do you think the two of them can be together?" Su Yimo looked at the two people in the distance again and asked worriedly.

"I don't know, everybody has their own opportunities, and if they can take advantage of them, they will be able to come together." Gu Yanbai's eyes were deep.

"A relationship needs to pay too much for each other, I watched Bai Nishang pay so much for Rong Shaodong, even the price of his life, but at that time, Rong Shaodong was too self-righteous and didn't cherish Bai Nishang's contribution at all, he took Bai Nishang's kindness for granted, he didn't think about paying the same at all, and never really cared about Bai Nishang. But he didn't understand that nothing was taken for granted, and that Bai Nishang did nothing for him just because she loved him. ”

Su Yimo remembered that in the past, Bai Nishang paid so much to Rong Shaodong but didn't get anything, so she was very angry.

"It's emotional things that can't be paid by one person, people will always be tired, at that time, seeing Bai Nishang's disappointed expression, I knew that it would be difficult for the two of them to be together again," Gu Yanbai frowned without a trace.

"Rong Shaodongyuan, like me, always feels that others should be good to him, and there will be a sense of vigilance that others want to get something from themselves if they are good to themselves, so he rejects those who are good to him, and because of this, he has lost the person who really loves himself. By the time we figure it out, it's too late, because we've already hurt the hearts of those who truly love us! Gu Yanbai sighed.

There was a deep sorrow in his deep phoenix eyes, and the taste of loss was more terrifying than death.

"I remember at that time, I thought you were leaving me forever...... I asked myself if I would ever meet someone who loved me as much as you did in the long days to come. After thinking about it for a long time, the answer is no, so when I met you again, I knew that I would not let go again, I was much luckier than others, at least God gave me another chance to make amends. ”

Gu Yanbai looked at Su Yimo in his arms and said, subconsciously tightening his arms and hugging Su Yimo tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear.

"I really don't understand why you regret it only when you lose it, is this human nature?" Su Yimo was full of emotion when she heard Gu Yanbai's confession, but she couldn't help but feel sad when she thought of Bai Nishang and Rong Shaodong.

"Life is unsatisfactory eight or nine times out of ten, it is this that makes our lives full of differences, so that we can have a better understanding of life and know how to cherish the people in front of us!"

Gu Yanbai kissed Su Yimo's forehead as he spoke, and Su Yimo pressed her cheek against Gu Yanbai's broad chest, listening to his powerful heartbeat.

Bai Nishang and Rong Shaodong, who were walking in front, walked aimlessly and quietly all the way, they didn't know how to speak.

The cool evening breeze had already blown away the drunkenness of the two people, and their brains were much clearer.

"Xiaobai, can you forgive me? In the past, I didn't know how to cherish, I didn't know how to cherish you, I didn't know how to cherish your feelings for me, I knew I hurt you, but now I understand, I really want to love you well and compensate you! ”

RONG Shaodong. Suddenly stopped, and grabbed Bai Nishang's hand.

"You didn't feel sorry for me, I was kind to you because I was willing, and I never thought of anything in return, but now I feel tired and tired of love. I just want to be alone for a while and live a life for myself. Bai Nishang broke free from Rong Shaodong's hand, looked at the flowing river, and the silence in her eyes seemed to be this gurgling water.

At that moment, Rong Shaodong's heart twitched fiercely, as if something was getting farther and farther away from him.

His hands and feet were instantly cold, and the pain in his heart made it impossible for him to breathe.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It was I who failed you, I want to remedy my mistakes now, I want to make amends for your kindness to me in the past, I want to give you happiness! Rong Shaodong's heart is like a knife, everything is his own fault.

"I really feel tired, I have paid ......" Bai Nishang suddenly turned around and faced Rong Shaodong, "I don't regret it, there is no right or wrong to love one, I was good to you at the time, just because I love you, I believe you can give me happiness, I don't want to miss you, so even if I pay everything, I am willing and have no regrets!"

"But now I'm numb, tired, maybe I'm dead, I give everything for love, but love hurts me all over my body. Do I dare to believe in love? I just want to live my life in peace and not think about anything else. Bai Nishang smiled coldly at herself.

"Xiaobai, you can beat me and scold me, but really don't leave me, okay?" Rong Shaodong stepped forward and grabbed Bai Nishang's slender shoulder, "I can't do without you, I love you!" ”

"Bai Nishang, I love you!"

Bai Nisheng's body couldn't help but stiffen, and all the strength collapsed, why couldn't you speak earlier?

"I've said before that I can't do without you, every time I tell you that I love you and I miss you, you never cared, and when I was covered in sadness, I realized that I couldn't do without you just because I loved too much, and after being hurt by love, there was nothing that I couldn't leave without." Bai Nishang's heart was full of sourness.

"Everything is my fault, I was too self-righteous at the beginning, I always thought that all the people should revolve around me, everyone should be scolding me, I can't tell who is really for me and who is good for me. But I understand now, only you love me, Nishang, I love you, don't leave me, okay? I will love you for the rest of my life! Rong Shaodong was annoyed to death.