In the end, the two still didn't discuss the reason.

Gu Sisi was lying on the bed, his eyes closed, but his thoughts were still tumbling in his heart.

If she chooses to give up, then Lian'er will be brought back, and the only pressure they face will be Ronalsai, and Qi Jiang will still help manage the Qi family's manpower.

At that time, domestic affairs can be completely put down, and she can rest assured that she can do the surgery recommended by Dr. Ai.

If she hadn't given up, Qi Jiang would have resisted her with Ronalsey in turn, and Lian'er would most likely have been sent away, and then Qi Yanyan would face Qi Jiang and Ronalsey alone......

They are at a disadvantage.

"Qi Jiang's subordinates are all our people, even if he goes to the other side, we won't be too embarrassed." Qi Yanyan knew that Gu Sisi was not asleep, and he also comforted her in a low voice.

The revenge of killing his mother, Qi Yanyan knew that Gu Sisi would not give up.

"Their brother died because of us, and he is willing to let go, why can't I?" Gu Sisi muttered, as if he was convincing Qi Yanyan, more like convincing himself.

"No matter what you choose, I will be with you to the end." Qi Yanyan hugged Gu Sisi tightly and made his position clear.

Gu Sisi closed his eyes and suppressed all the emotions that were surging up.

Dr. Ai had done that to her, and for the sake of the overall situation, she could forgive, because whether it was Gu Guo or herself, she was willing to forgive.

But what qualifications do you have to forgive the dead for them?

Maybe the clown butler helped them a lot, maybe the clown butler himself had several brothers die because of himself, or maybe he thought of settling things because of his former friendship......

Gu Sisi's brows furrowed tightly, and she couldn't figure out what she should do.

The choice was so difficult that she couldn't find an answer.

Because he slept too late at night, Gu Sisi didn't even eat breakfast the next morning.

When she woke up, Qi Yanyan had already left.

Gu Sisi dressed and washed by herself, and when she went downstairs, she didn't even care about Qi's mother, so she drove out of the manor.

Her heart was so suppressed that she almost exploded, and inexplicable emotions surged in her chest.

Unconsciously, Gu Sisi came to the place where she ate yesterday again, she sat by the window and looked outside.

"The food is already cold, don't you eat it?" The clown butler's voice sounded in his ears, Gu Sisi was startled, and looked at the clown butler who came to him at some point.

He saw that Gu Sisi finally noticed him, so he sat down opposite Gu Sisi and beckoned the waiter to heat up the meal.

"Still haven't thought it through?" He asked.

Gu Sisi shook his head: "I don't think well. ”

She simply couldn't make that decision.

"When I was a child, I only had three playmates, because I was the youngest, they all took care of me, no matter what kind of people they were, in my eyes, they were my closest existence." The clown butler said to himself.

"Your mother is a clone, even if this was not brought up by the fire, you can't just go on so safely, but he did, so I don't care about the death of the fire."

"Shadow is here to kill you to reclaim the token, it's a symbol of our status, so even if you kill him, I don't care."

"What about the eyes, what did he do wrong? Those people asked him to ask about your mother's whereabouts, he didn't say anything, but he still ended up with a dismembered body, you may not have seen his body, after Lian'er saw it, the whole person went crazy and ran out to avenge him. ”

The softer the clown butler's voice, the heavier Gu Sisi's heart felt.

"Even if it is worth your life, we have already lost three of your lives, isn't it enough?"

The waiter brought the hot dishes up, and the hot air blurred Gu Sisi's vision, and also made her unable to see the clown butler's expression clearly.

But she thought, he must be sad now.

"Or let's assume that if you don't let Lian'er go, Qi Yanyan will support your choice, and Situ Jiang will also support my choice. The two of them are brothers, because of you, they turn against each other and fight to the death. ”

"Gu Guo is your person, right? She likes Situ Jiang now, and when the time comes, she will be embarrassed because of standing in line, but no matter which side she is on, she will feel sad. ”

Before the clown butler came over, he investigated Gu Sisi's details clearly.

He was still continuing: "Qi Jiang and Ronalsey join forces, plus the people of our organization, you can't win at all, the only possibility is to be killed by us, and then what?" Qi Xingyao is still in France, he will feel injustice and will avenge you. He is now fledgling, and looking for us is nothing more than a dead word. ”

"If you have hatred, you must kill them all, and then let one of the families, or a faction, all die? At the beginning, you and Qi Yanyan must have been involved in Qi Yansheng's matter, right? Has his father sought revenge on you? ”

The clown butler's words were not heavy, but they fell on Gu Sisi's heart like a heavy stone.

She bowed her head and was silent, not saying anything.

"You can still think that they are dead, so why should you make a decision for them? Do you know why I made a decision for them? Because I know very well that they want me to live well rather than revenge, and for this, they can even give up their hatred. I have to say that the clown butler grasped Gu Sisi's thoughts very accurately, and these things were all said by him on the surface, so that Gu Sisi couldn't say a word of rebuttal.

"If Qi Yanyan dies, you have a way to resurrect him, but it will hurt the interests of others, will you do it? If he was dragged to death, would you do it? If the person who dragged him down and caused him to die was the key material for his resurrection, would you do it? ”

Seeing that Gu Sisi had been silent, the clown butler also changed his statement.

"Lian'er to the eyes, just like you to Qi Yanyan, I can suppress her and prevent her from taking revenge, because the hope of the eyes is that she can live well, and he has already paid for your life, is it enough?"

The meaning of these words is too heavy, and Gu Si can't think through it, and even dare to think about it.

"Think about it again, I'll wait for you until her funeral is over." The clown butler stood up.

What he should say and what he wants to say has just been said, and he can go.

If Gu Sisi's thoughts still haven't changed after that, then he has already tried his best.

After settling the bill, Gu Sisi wandered on the street alone, just walking, I don't know why, I walked to the villa where Uncle Ma was.

She stood at the door, I don't know how long she stood there, the door was opened from the inside, Uncle Ma was also surprised for a moment when she saw Gu Sisi, and then pulled Gu Sisi in.

"Why don't you say a word when you come here? Let's get warm in the house first. "But I haven't seen him for a few days, and Uncle Ma's body has shrunk again, and he is visibly haggard.

Gu Sisi was dragged into the house, and a cup of hot water was stuffed into his hand.

She lowered her head and took a sip before asking, "Dad, what do you think Mom had of us before she died?" ”

"She? What else can she expect, it's nothing more than that you grow up well and don't be sad for her. Uncle Ma was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, Ying Zhaoxia's mind was very simple, and it was easy to guess.

"Doesn't she want me to avenge her?" Gu Sisi looked up at Uncle Ma, which was not the same as what he thought.

"She only wants you to be happy, the hatred is too heavy, she is not willing to let you take revenge." Uncle Ma had already guessed Gu Sisi's thoughts, touched her head, and spoke softly.

Gu Sisi pursed her lips and told Uncle Ma about the grievances between Lian'er and Ying Chaoxia, as well as what the clown butler told him.

"I don't know what I'm supposed to do." She whispered, looking like a lost child.

This is also the first time Uncle Ma has heard these grievances from Gu Sisi's mouth, obviously this is not a matter of one or two days, but a period of time.

"If someone kills Qi Yanyan, if you go to take revenge, you will die, will you still take revenge?" Uncle Ma asked rhetorically.

Gu Sisi nodded: "I'm not afraid of death." ”

"But the Lian'er you said is about to be stopped, she can't take revenge, and she won't die, this kind of punishment is more terrible for her than death." Uncle Ma said this after careful consideration, he wanted to let Gu Sisi let go, but this possibility was very small, so he could only make Gu Sisi change his mind by inducing.

Gu Sisi blinked, was silent for a while, and then asked, "Can I sleep here with you for a while?" ”

"Okay, your mom usually sleeps here." Although Uncle Ma was surprised by Gu Sisi's idea, he still took her to Ying Zhaoxia and his bedroom, and kindly pointed out to Gu Sisi where Ying Zhaoxia often slept.

Gu Sisi took the initiative to lie down, and Uncle Ma covered her with a quilt before leaving the room.

On the bedside table, there is also a photo of Ying Zhaoxia, Uncle Ma, and Gu Sisi, and the three of them are smiling brightly.

Gu Sisi's nose was sour, but he still tried to close his eyes.

She didn't dream of Ying Zhaoxia, but this day's sleep had already made Gu Sisi make a choice.

She looked out the window, and the sky was still cloudy.

Gu Sisi went downstairs lightly, and saw Qi Yanyan sleeping soundly on the sofa, and turned on a small table lamp to illuminate it, so that she could just see Qi Yanyan's face.

Qi Yanyan didn't sleep deeply, he woke up when Gu Sisi was close, he opened his eyes, and when his sharp gaze swept to Gu Sisi, he softened: "Awake?" ”

"Why are you here? Still sleeping on the couch? Gu Sisi walked to Qi Yanyan's side and was immediately hugged into his arms.

She didn't resist, just asked her doubts.

Gu Sisi still remembered that this was Uncle Ma's home, and he didn't tell Qi Yanyan that he was coming.

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