Gu Cheng looked at the sad daughter in front of him and gently stroked her hair, "Dumping, I didn't abandon you." ”

"Then why don't you go find me." Gu Tian clutched his father's clothes tightly, with sadness and stubbornness on his face, as if he had returned to his childhood in an instant.

She had forgotten......

But it's not what she wants to forget, Gu Tian thought of the blood all over the ground. Mom fell in a pool of blood with a finger that wrote No.

She lay on her stomach on a small, dark splint and watched them be killed.

That kind of mood, Gu Tian's mind kept coming up, and he felt very uncomfortable.

There was a very uncomfortable feeling in his stomach, Gu Tian suddenly bent down and coughed violently, tears falling down. She kept retching, as if she was going to vomit blood.

"Dump, don't think about that." Gu Cheng pressed her on the sofa, let her drink a little water, hugged her, and kept saying, "Dump, everything is over." Daddy is still here, you're fine. ”

"But Mom died." Gu tilted his face, his face full of tears, "She's dead, she left so much blood, and the blood seemed to drown me." Dad, I lay down next to you at that time, but you didn't take me away. ”

Some things, which have been suppressed for a long time, suddenly erupt, like a volcano, like a flood.

It's a disaster.

At that time, Xiao Gu thought she was dead, she lay quietly beside her parents, wanting to follow them.

She was taken away in her sleep, and then when she woke up, she forgot some of them and lived with Lu Mofeng.

It's been more than 10 years......

Forgotten memories came flooding over at that moment. More than a decade of horrific memories, all the sad sources of sadness, are here.

There is a bottom line for people's psychological endurance, and Gu Tian seems to have returned to the past at this moment.

She hid in that splint, and could only bite the back of her hand, unable to do anything.

That wicked man, robbed her of all her happiness.

Mom said that as long as she didn't speak.

But she was obedient and didn't make a sound, and her mother left.

"Dad, I can't take it anymore." Gu Tian pushed Gu Cheng away and curled up tightly, with an abnormal pale on his face, "Why didn't I die, why are you all gone, and I'm the only one." ”

Gu Tian is precocious and has been smart since he was a child. She remembered very early and understood very early.

That's why she knows how cruel death is.

"Dump." Gu Cheng knelt on one knee on the floor and frowned, "You have to be stronger, you are a big girl, you should be able to withstand it." ”

Rodrian's eyes were as cold as he looked. He knew that Gu Tian couldn't bear it.

If she could stand it, how could she be autistic and depressed and almost commit suicide back then.

It is said that children are the happiest because they are good at forgetting and can quickly forget sad things.

But if you can't forget how sad it would be to live in a pool of blood all your life.

Opening and closing my eyes is the scene of my parents dying, and I am thinking from beginning to end, why don't I die with it.

Gu Tian's headache almost exploded, his eyes were closed, and he kept crying, "Mom said, as long as I am obedient, we will go on an outing later." But she didn't keep her promise, and I've been waiting......"

She waited so long, but she didn't wait for anything.

Yinguang stepped forward to ring the doorbell, and Rhodes went over to open the door, chuckling and saying, "Mr. Lu's speed is really fast." ”

Gu Cheng had been hiding in Florence for so many years, but Lu Mofeng was still able to find it so quickly, which was enough to confirm this man's energy.

Lu Mofeng heard a faint cry and quickly walked past Rodrian's side.

He saw Gu Tian crying in pain, stepped forward, half-knelt on the floor, gently picked her up, kissed her tears, and whispered, "Baby, I'm here." ”

Gu Cheng glanced at him, with an inexplicable look in his eyes, and got up and stepped aside.

"Brother, I have a headache." As if he had seen a life-saving straw, Gu Tian put his arms around Lu Mofeng's neck and lay on his shoulder, "My head hurts so much." ”

"Get some sleep and you'll be fine." Lu Mofeng tilted his head and kissed her cheek, "Believe me, it's always okay to get some sleep." ”

Yinguang poured a glass of water, took out a bottle, and poured out a pill. Put the medicine in the water, and the brush melts in an instant.

He immediately leaned over and handed the cup to Lu Mofeng.

Lu Mofeng took the cup, gently stroked Gu Tian's back, and fed her water.

Gu Tian took a few sips, his excited emotions gradually stabilized, and he fell asleep in Lu Mofeng's arms.

Her little face was full of tears, and she looked pitiful.

Lu Mofeng held her in his arms and gently wiped the tears off her face little by little.

He looked at Gu Cheng and said, "Why do you bother. ”

"My daughter has been pampered like this by you, and she can't bear the wind and waves at all." Gu Cheng glanced at Gu Tian, who was asleep, and said coldly, "You are still qualified to say such things as me." ”

Lu Mofeng looked at him and said in a calm tone: "Back then, she thought you were dead, lying next to you and Su Yan, and then thought she was also dead." ”

"When Gu Tian was a child, she asked me why she didn't have a father and mother. After all these years, there was only one question I couldn't answer her. ”

Gu Cheng listened quietly, and then said with a smile: "My daughter, I will naturally feel distressed, is it better to let her forget all the hatred?" She had to bear what she had to bear, and I never taught her to run away. ”

"So, I love her more than you do." Lu Mofeng looked down at the person in his arms, "I just hope that she will have no worries for the rest of her life, and those things should be far away from her." ”

Lu Mofeng didn't say much to him, and went upstairs with Gu Tian in his arms. Because he knew that when Gu Tian woke up, he would prefer to stay here.

Yinguang went out to deal with some things, after all, they came all the way and used a lot of power.

"Rod, is he accusing me?" Gu Cheng was also wearing a plaid apron, his expression was very gentle, but it made people feel cold for no reason.

Rodrien was silent for a while and said, "Sir, Mr. Lu's heart for Gu Tian is only afraid that no one can beat him. ”

"The green-eyed thief Rhodes can say such a thing, it seems that he is also complaining about me." Gu Cheng glanced at him and walked towards the kitchen, "I hope that when she wakes up, the ribs have been stewed, and she was her favorite when she was a child." ”

……

Everything about this house is the same as it was when it was in the United States.

It can be seen from Gu Tian's room that she is a little girl who is pampered.

The floor is covered with a soft carpet, and the ceiling is covered with star lamps that emit a soft glow when you sleep at night.

On the small round table are cups, game consoles, and fairy tale books.

I can still see a whole box of pearls in the corner, and I don't know what it's for.

The layout of the room looks a little messy, but it is very careful, as if the angular places have been carefully embraced, and even the gardenias in the vase are fresh as if they have just grown.

Lu Mofeng gently put Gu Tian on the bed and covered her with the quilt.

He said that as long as he woke up, everything would be fine.

But Lu Mofeng knew in his heart that this was just a lie.

When Gu Tian's memories come back, it is impossible to forget them.

At first, she was stimulated and fell into an autistic situation. She forgot about those images, but closed her heart.

Now she remembered what he would do if he was dragged into the darkness by hatred, so that he could hold her tightly and let her see the light in this world.

……

Gu Tian is a girl who has no sense of security and belonging.

When she was young, all her sense of security and belonging came from her father, and all her tenderness and love came from her mother.

Their family is actually somewhat strange in a way.

My parents worked at the research institute and had a few friends to get along with, but they never invited them to the house.

Gu Tian hadn't gone to school for a day, and all the things she learned were all from Gu Cheng and Su Yan.

The reason why I asked for a tutor was because Gu Tian asked for it. She was an assertive child since she was a child, and she wanted to hear what some knowledge was saying from other people's mouths.

Gu Tian has no friends, he didn't have them in the United States before, but after living in Germany with Lu Mofeng, he got better, at least Yinguang, Morris, and Pu Jia.

She went to live on North Street at the age of sixteen, and her parents had long forgotten it, even Lu Mofeng didn't remember it.

At that time, all her sense of belonging and security was gone.

She felt like a duckweed, constantly adrift, rootless.

Gu Tian was guided by Lu Mofeng to look at the world and the people around him.

In fact, Yinguang had been by her side for several years at that time, but suddenly one day, Gu Tian looked at Yinguang and said, "Xie Yinguang, can I be friends with you?" ”

She was small at the time, but instead of tilting her head to talk to the silver light, she pushed a few steps away and just looked at the silver light like that.

Because usually when the maid talks to her, she needs to squat down halfway. Lu Mofeng didn't allow her to look up to anyone, no one.

Yinguang was stupid at the time, because Gu Tian hadn't spoken to him for so many years. Later, when he talked to Lu Mofeng about this matter by chance, his tone was a little sad, "Young Master, do you know? At that time, my mind was full of thoughts about how lonely this little girl was in her heart. ”

At that time, Lu Mofeng was standing by the bed, watching Gu Tian teasing the little dog, and his mind was full of thinking, where to send that fluffy thing, so that her little girl could not revolve around it all day long.

Lu Mofeng sat quietly on the edge of the bed, looking at the sleeping Gu Tian, thinking about what to do.

Baby, that's your father.

I am your love.

You stand in the middle, what will you choose.