CHAPTER XXXVI
To be honest, it may be because the journey was smooth, and everyone cared about me, and every day was not easy in the preparatory committee for most of the month. Zhou Wangnian made it clear that he didn't like me, no matter how good he was, he thought it was right, and if he didn't do a good job, he would doubt your ability. Even though he was like that to everybody, I could feel that he really didn't like me.
"How's it going over there?" Leng Mian Shen has been in Japan for most of the month, and he only called me once in the middle and asked me briefly about my situation.
"It's okay, I learned a lot." I don't want to be any more like him anymore, so I can't reveal anything in front of him.
"Zhou is a very capable person, follow him, you will definitely have a great improvement." The tone of the cold-faced god was relaxed, maybe he couldn't see it on the phone, and it felt like he was in a good mood.
I can hardly say anything here, biting my lip and can only say "um", the path I have chosen, I must go down by myself, I don't want the cold-faced god to stand behind me anymore, make me feel very capable, that kind of bubble, when the sun rises, will burst.
"What's wrong?" The cold-faced god seemed to sense my composure, "Bad mood?" β
"It's nothing," he said to himself to impose some spirits, "it's raining outside, and people want to sleep on days like this." β
In fact, the sun outside is very bright, and there is no intention of rain at all.
The cold-faced god smiled on the other side of the phone, "I'm tired from work!" When it comes to forming a company, it seems like there's nothing to do in a new company, but it's a mess that you can't stop. Once the company is on the right track, I think in another three or four months, the new company will be up and running. β
"Why don't you speak?" Seeing that I had no voice, he asked softly.
"Nope." I quickly shook my head and said in a mocking tone, "Maybe, maybe, probably...... I miss you. β
The other side of the phone was quiet, and for a long time, only the sound of the other party's breathing could be heard.
The days have to go by day by day, because the work of the preparatory committee is many and complicated, and there are several weekends without a break, and they are all spent in recruitment and interviews. Now that the Japanese interview is out of the range, the oral interview cannot exceed the Japanese standard level 1. For beginner level of Japanese, applicants must not exceed the level of Standard Japanese Book 2. In this way, the questions asked by the staff are written on the interview slip for the purpose of evaluation.
The girl I interviewed last time still didn't pass the interview with other colleagues, maybe because of this, Zhou Wangnian didn't deliberately trouble me again, and I still don't know why he has so many prejudices against me. But I can endure it, until the colleagues around me can't stand it.
"Xiao Xia, you can rest this weekend!" Fang Jing, who was in the group with me, said to me, "You haven't been scheduled for three weeks, I'll be on duty this weekend, you can take a break!" β
I looked at her gratefully, and then at the papers on the desk, which were to be sorted and I didn't want to leave my work to someone else. Last time Lu Xiao helped me, I was already grateful, I don't want to owe so many favors, I can't afford to pay it back.
Fang Jing also saw my wishes, so she said, "That's it, you work overtime today to get these done, and go home tomorrow and the day after tomorrow to rest." Isn't that good? β
"Hmm!" I nodded, "I should be able to work overtime tonight." Well, I'll trouble you tomorrow. β
Sister Fang patted me on the shoulder with a smile, and then said with a rich expression, "Come on, I'm done today, and I can sleep at home all day tomorrow." β
At seven o'clock, almost everyone left, and I was still trying to sort out the papers, watching the pile of papers on the table getting fewer and fewer, and I couldn't say how happy I was. I haven't rested for four weeks, I feel like the whole person can't resist, I can sleep for a day tomorrow, and then I can wash clothes and clean up at home the day after tomorrow, how good it would be if I could rest for three days!
After finishing the last paperwork, the clock on the wall was already past ten o'clock, and after packing up the things on the table, I turned off the lights, locked the door, and prepared to go home. On the entire eighth floor, only one room was still lighted, which was Zhou Wangnian's office, and I walked over curiously, but saw that there was no one in the room.
When he turned around and was about to leave, Zhou Wangnian stood behind him who came back from the pantry, holding a cup of coffee in his hand, looking like he was going to work overtime.
"Is there something wrong?" He asked.
I hurriedly shook my head, "I'm done with my work, I'm going home." β
"Hmm." He looked at me for a moment, then walked past me and put the coffee on the table, which was a burger from a convenience store, "Go back early, be careful on the way." β
I stepped out of his office. When he came downstairs, he could see the entire office building, except for his room, which was still lit. At that time, I didn't know what I thought, so I ran to the convenience store on the corner, but fortunately the fast food lunch box inside had not been sold out, so I chose one for the clerk to heat, picked out a bottle of juice, and ran back to send it to Zhou Wangnian.
"The main meal must be delicious, and it can't be dealt with casually, especially those of us who are engaged in food, we should pay more attention to it than others." This sentence was said by the cold face god, and at this time I gave it to Zhou Wangnian in full, "Drinking coffee all the time is not good for the stomach, and you can't always eat hamburgers, it's not nutritious." β
Put the boxed lunch and juice on Zhou Wangnian's table, turned around and left, walked out of the building again, exhaled a long breath, the mood seemed to be much more relaxed, there were two days of vacation, and I could sleep well.
It was almost twelve o'clock when I got home, and when I walked downstairs, I saw Leng Mianshen's car parked there, and there was no light, but a spark went out, and he was smoking in it. I knocked on the window, and he saw me and rolled it down: "You're back?"
"Why are you here?" We both spoke at the same time.
Just because the night was silent, I felt very relieved to see him, and I realized that I really wanted to see him now.
"Come in!" I opened the door and let the cold-faced god in.
The house is very messy, there is no room to clean up for four weeks, the house can hardly be seen, the washed clothes are thrown on the sofa, the bedding is spread on the ground, the coffee table is full of materials, there is still a part on the ground, the lunch box eaten yesterday is still on it, and it is not cleaned up.
"It seems that you are really busy during this time." The cold-faced god shook his head.
I picked up the clothes from the sofa and threw them into the cabinet in the room, poured out the sofa for him to sit down, squatted on the ground again, put away the messy materials, put them aside, and rolled up the quilt at random and pushed it into the corner. Finally, I sat down on the ground and lay on the coffee table, not wanting to move.
The cold-faced god gently slid off the sofa, regardless of his high-end suit, sat down beside me, and took a hand from me to hold it in his hand, neither of us spoke, nor did we need to speak, I like this way of communication, warm and simple. His hands are big and warm, and when they are held, there will be a warm current that slides through the bottom of his heart, silently.
I don't know how I fell asleep, and when I felt it, I was carried back to my room by the cold-faced god, and the dark room was like the fire of a candle through the street lamp outside. It was quiet, and you could hear the bedside alarm clock ticking. I don't know if I'm asleep, I don't know how long I've been asleep, and when I'm still dazed, the cold face god has already put me on the bed, helped me pull the quilt over it, and then sat quietly on the edge of the bed, pulling out the hair that covered my face.
"Seeing that you are tired, you will sleep like this." His voice was very gentle, and I held his hand that had not yet left my face, and let his hand be close to my face, warm, and with his scent I was very reassured.
"What time is it?" I asked.
He shook his head and whispered, "Sleep, I'll leave when you sleep." β
To be honest, I didn't want him to leave, I hadn't seen him in a month, I missed him a lot, I missed the feeling of being able to be coquettish in front of him. "Lie down with me for a while! I want to hug you for a while. β
The cold-faced god didn't speak, just took off his coat and lay down next to me, I lay down in his arms, found a comfortable position, and then hugged his waist.
I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep in such an environment, but Zhou Gong visited me again, and I slept very peacefully that night, not even dreaming.
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I was woken up by a phone call in the morning, and when I woke up, my surroundings were empty, and the cold-faced god was no longer there. I went to the living room to answer the phone, and it was Lu Xiao who called, I told her yesterday that I was resting today, and she asked me to go shopping today.
"I'm going to clean up the house today, you don't know that I haven't rested for three or four weeks, and the house is as dirty as a pig's nest." I fell on the sofa, my eyes hadn't opened yet, "Tomorrow, tomorrow we will be together, call Gao Xiang and Xiao Yang, and I will make something delicious for you to eat." β
Lu Xiao knew that I was busy, I went back to the headquarters twice, and each time I couldn't say a word to her, and left in a hurry, Lu Xiao is used to it now, and I also understand my situation.
"Well, I'll go to your house in a while and help you clean up the house, and I want to stay with you at night, and I want to talk to you a lot." Lu Xiao has something on her mind, which can be heard from her words.
"OK, no problem." I replied cheerfully.
Put down the phone, people are also a lot more sober, it's already nine o'clock, the holiday is not an easy thing, there are a lot of messy things in the room, these are enough for me to be busy all morning.
When Lu Xiao arrived, I was packing up the garbage together, and the clothes in the washing machine had just been washed. Lu Xiao bought a bunch of food and helped me dry my clothes, Lu Xiao sat on the sofa with a melancholy expression on his face.
"Aren't you in love?" I guessed half-jokingly.
Lu Xiao sighed, "I think, I might like someone." β
I took a towel and wiped my sweat, "From the business department?" β
Lu Xiao nodded, "However, he has a girlfriend." β
I sat down against Lu Xiao, "How is he doing to you?" β
"He doesn't know." Lu Xiao leaned on my shoulder, "But he takes care of me, during the time I came to the business department, he has always taken care of me, and I don't know what's wrong, so I have feelings for him inexplicably." β
"Gao Xiang?" I guess that there are not many people in the business department who have girlfriends, and I can't think of anyone other than Gao Xiang who cares about others. Could it be that Lu Xiao fell in love with Gao Xiang?
"Forget it!" Lu Xiao glared at me, "I can't learn the name of 'my brother' from my sister." β
I laughed and leaned against Lu Xiao's side, "Crush is a very painful thing, if the other party can't give you enough response, don't touch it." β
Lu Xiao sighed, "I know it too, so I feel very uncomfortable, so I came to you to complain." β
"Silly girl." I patted Lu Xiao's head, completely forgetting that this stupid girl was two years older than me.
Lu Xiao is very simple in terms of feelings, she has not experienced any winds and waves, and I don't want her to have that kind of bubble that is too realistic about love. Later, I learned from Lu Xiaokou that what she liked was a Japanese colleague, I had seen that person, he was very enthusiastic and very good, he was a good person, he had a fiancΓ©e in Japan, and he heard that he was about to get married.
"Every time I see him, my heart beats faster," at night, Lu Xiao lay on the bed with me, telling me about her thoughts, "If I touch his hand occasionally, I feel like my whole person is going to melt." β
I can feel Lu Xiao's emotion, the girl's secret love, are all beautiful fairy tales, and fairy tales have no way to get them in reality. I think Lu Xiao herself knows this, so she can only hide this secret crush in her heart and become a person's secret.
"Lu Xiao is here with me." When it was almost eleven o'clock, the cold-faced god called me, and Lu Xiao was just tired, so he fell asleep.
You can feel the loss of the cold-faced god, "I'm downstairs with you." Can you come down? Just see it. β
I put on a tracksuit and rushed down, Leaning against the side of the car waiting for me. Seeing me running down, he straightened up and pulled me into his arms, "Hug it, just hug it." β
There is always a good smell on his body, and it has a refreshing and soothing effect, so I don't want to come out again, and I drove all the way over, just to ask for a hug on the street at midnight, just a hug, a gentle hug.
His embrace made me want to leave more and more.