Li Yating exhaled happily, and continued to narrate with a blurred look:

"At that time, I didn't have any other friends except Bao'er, because my dad was patriarchal, and when I was young, he beat me more fiercely than other parents' boys, so I always hated men. I hate all men, I hate that they are born as men, and are inherently nobler than women. They are flaunted from an early age, they have thick arms, so they oppress women. Until I met him, he was really gentle, he enlightened me and told me that I shouldn't think like that, because there are still good men in this world. That's right, yes, he is good in my heart, and he will definitely become a good man in the future. ”

I sighed helplessly, it's true that everyone has their own story, and you can't judge others without knowing their lives. I said why Li Yating has always had that attitude towards me before, I used to think that she was a person who didn't know how to be grateful, no matter what, I saved her, even if she didn't thank me, at least she had to be polite. Now I know that she's not just with me, she's biased against my gender.

"He has a very cheerful and sunny personality, which just makes up for my shortcomings. When the two of us were together, he always had a variety of topics to amuse me, and every time he said it, I listened quietly. It's a really comfortable feeling and I love listening to him····· Later, when I was a freshman in high school, my parents didn't remember it, but he called me out of the blue and said he wanted to ask me out of the house. I was in a terrible mood at the time, and I was naturally willing to find him.

The place where he asked me to meet was a bar, which I had never been to before. He prepared a cake and a gift for me, and I was so touched at the time, I just mentioned my birthday by chance, and I didn't expect him to remember it. ”

When Li Yating said this, her eyes were already misty, and she didn't know if she was moved by the memories of the good past.

"At his invitation, we drank a lot of wine that day, and that was the first time I had drunk. I don't know why, but I think it's spicy in my mouth, but sweet in my heart. Later, in a daze, I felt his hand touching me. Do you know? I was actually happy at the time, and I think it was a kind of recognition of me. But····· But... However, my education since I was a child taught me that I should be reserved, so I was very flustered at the time, so I ran away. ”

Li Yating wiped her tears while pouting stubbornly, and continued:

"I regret it very much when I return home, I don't know if my actions hurt him, if he will misunderstand. Hehe···· Sure enough, he hasn't looked for me since, as if everything between us had been a dream. He started all kinds of love, I saw him holding the hands of different girls more than once, I didn't hate him at that time, I felt that I was the one who started it all. It was I who hurt him, he did it out of revenge, and it was I who ruined a good boy with a sunny outlook. I live in self-blame every day, painfully watching him fall in love again and again, and break up again and again. ”

I was a little speechless in my heart, this Erlong is obviously a scumbag, and Li Yating is still looking for an excuse for him. If you want to do deviant behavior to an underage girl, people don't agree and start looking for flowers and willows? Can this be justified? Sure enough, in the eyes of a woman who is in love, there is no reason at all.

Bao'er listened to Li Yating's self-report, her eyes were also red, and she began to burst into tears. But I can see that Bao'er was not moved by their so-called bloody love at all, but simply felt sorry for Li Yating.

Li Yating touched Bao'er's hair, comforted Bao'er, and then smiled miserably and continued:

"I just like that, while I can't forget him, I blame myself for more than two years. Until the beginning of the first semester of the third year of high school, he was beaten by the girl's brother and a group of people because he was dating a little girl from another school. I happened to meet him on the street, and I was crazy about protecting him, and I couldn't bear to see him like this again. I don't want to miss this opportunity, and now that I have one semester to graduate, won't I really miss it if I don't grasp the opportunity?

I confessed to him, told him that I was sorry, and confessed to him········ He hugged me and we didn't come home that night·······"

Hearing this, I understand, it is estimated that the child was conceived at that time, Li Yating said that the first semester of the third year of high school started, and it is now the summer vacation, that is, it happened a few months ago.

When Li Yating said this, her face was already a little defeated, her lips trembled, and she didn't make any more sounds. We all followed her in silence, and no one urged her. Because what happened next was perhaps the most difficult thing for her to talk about. Otherwise, with her insistence on Erlong, I'm afraid she may not be able to beat the child.

Li Yating's lips trembled for a long time, she stared at nothingness, gritted her teeth to prevent tears from staying, and muttered to herself in a low voice:

"What I didn't expect was that after that night, he started avoiding me again. I still didn't hate him at the time, I just kind of thought I was funny. Because I feel that I did all this by myself, and Erlong has his reason for hating me. I even wondered, how could I be worthy of him if he was such a good person? Why do I deserve something so good? He was originally so sunny, but I made him sink and decadent, and he was right to blame me. Until one day·······"

Li Yating paused suddenly, then came back to her senses, turned her head to look at Bao'er, looked extremely aggrieved, and said faintly:

"Until one day, when I went upstairs, I saw Erlong talking to Bao'er, I was so excited that I thought he had forgiven me. At that moment, Boa threw a folded note in his face and left in a rage. I was so panicked that I didn't dare to come out and ask what was wrong. After they left, I opened the paper····· Not right... Hehe···· It should be that love letter·····"

Bao'er had tears on her face, and when she heard this, she had already covered her mouth that was open in shock. Her face was also a little pale, as if she wanted to explain something, but she didn't know how to speak.

I really feel a little distressed in my heart, because Bao'er told me about the cause and effect, and I know that Bao'er is not to blame for this matter, but only to blame the miscellaneous pieces.

I coughed lightly, and I was about to explain a few words for Bao'er. Li Yating raised her hand at this time and stopped me from coming to my lips.

After looking at Bao'er for a long time, she suddenly laughed at herself, and then said sadly to Bao'er:

"I know I don't blame you, because ······ After reading that love letter, I couldn't stand it anymore. I went to ask Erlong, and that was the first time I yelled at him loudly, and I asked him why······ He told me that the reason why he accepted me again was because he had a crush on you····· Hehe··· How ironic... I asked him why he did this to me, and I even cried and knelt down to beg him, and I told him I was pregnant. But in exchange for only one sentence, I hit when I was pregnant... What's there? ”

After Li Yating finished speaking, Bao'er and she couldn't cry. The only thing I could say was what to say, but I didn't know what to say. Everyone understands the truth, but who will listen to it? Youth is the least valuable thing that can be squandered casually.

But by the time you start to miss it, you're covered in bruises and filth, and your youth is gone. At that time, you can realize that youth is the most precious thing, it should carry the best part of your life, but you don't cherish it.

Li Yating suddenly threw herself into Bao'er's arms, and her aggrieved cry was no longer suppressed. She was like venting, crying and slapping Bao'er's shoulder hard. Bao'er didn't speak, just hugged her silently. I didn't stop it, let her vent, something that has been suppressed for a long time, finally said it today. Maybe this can not only save a friendship, but maybe also a life.

The clothes of the two people crying were wet, but Li Yating seemed to be a little relieved at this time, and after a while, Li Yating burst into tears and laughed, and said to Bao'er: "Men are like clothes, sisters are like siblings!" ”

I don't know if it's my delusion, I used to think that when Li Yating and Bao'er were together, their eyes and personality were always weird. Some have low self-esteem, some are jealous, or some are inexplicably resentful. But at this moment, I don't know if it's my delusion, I think the expression on Li Yating's face seems to be much more natural.

Seeing this scene, I was happy for the two of them in my heart, and I looked at Li Yating and interjected uncontrollably:

"I shouldn't bother you both now, but I have something to say. People sometimes change their personality because of their experiences or the circumstances they encounter. But when you think about it, there are so many more pitiful people in this world than you. If you don't talk about others, just say me, your dad is more strict with you, and your mom is not bad to you, right? I wish my parents were strict with me, and I would have been able to see my parents once a year during the Chinese New Year, and for some reason, my parents didn't treat me well at all. It has nothing to do with gender, and my dad didn't dismiss me because I was a boy. Childhood experiences are something we can't decide, but if we live in the past and give up on ourselves, then we will be unhappy in the future, right? ”

This is the first time I've preached to someone, and I'm excited and spitting on my face. Bao'er didn't seem to know me, her eyes flashed, and Xiao Hei nodded thoughtfully, expressing her admiration. Their expressions simply made me a little fluttery, and I didn't expect the feeling of making chicken soup for the soul for others to be so refreshing.

Hu Botao pursed his lips, looking despised me, probably thinking: "You yourself just made a mistake, and you still have the face to educate others?" "But I don't disdain her, after all, I can't make everyone worship me, just have one or two.

"Hmm" Li Yating nodded with a smile, after pouring out and venting just now, Li Yating's eyes were no longer so full of distance when she looked at me again. How good is this, young people should look like young people, and we have the opportunity to start all over again········