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"Xianggong, what do you say! Don't say that. It's all my fault, I'm a troublemaker, every time I get into trouble, I have to help me clean up the mess, I'm sorry for you. After Li Pian'er wiped a handful of tears with her sleeve, she held Feng Yaojue's slender hand tightly, and blamed herself vigorously.
Li Pian'er only suffered two boards, except for two bruises on her body, nothing else was serious. And Feng Yaojue is different, if it weren't for the support of the two little guys at this time, I'm afraid I wouldn't even be able to stand steadily. His injuries could no longer be delayed, and the servants carefully helped him back to the room and immediately went to call the doctor.
After the doctor's diagnosis and treatment, he prescribed some external wound medicine, and then wrote down a decoction to nourish his body and left, after all, there was nothing else for him here.
From the ancestral hall to the room, Li Pian'er cried all the way, Feng Yaojue didn't persuade her, and in the end, the doctor's words worked, saying that Feng Yaojue only needs to recuperate for many days and will be fine, and now all she has to do is take care of it.
In this way, in order to make up for her debt to Feng Yaojue, Li Pianer took the initiative to take care of Feng Yaojue, and did not let her subordinates interfere and did it herself. And the first thing she had to do was to give Feng Yaojue medicine.
Feng Yaojue was lying quietly on the embroidery bed, Li Pian'er had waved away all the subordinates in the room, including the embroidery bed, at this time, and the candlelit room became extremely quiet and peaceful.
The winter night was as cold as ice, and Li Pian'er was worried that after taking off her clothes, Feng Yaojue would freeze, so she first moved the charcoal basin to the embroidery bed, so that it would always be warmer.
"Xianggong, if you endure it, it may hurt a lot." Li Pian'er twisted the cotton ball and lightly dipped it on the ointment, but she didn't dare to touch the bruises on Feng Yaojue's body.
Feng Yaojue turned her head to look at her, and what gave Li Pian'er comfort and trust in her gentle eyes: "It's okay, I'm not afraid of pain." ”
Li Pian'er frowned slightly, pinched the cotton ball and slowly leaned over, her strange expression made it seem as if she was the one who was suffering from the medicine at the moment. Feng Yaojue saw it, and wanted to comfort her in turn, saying that it didn't hurt.
"Didn't I cut you in two? You shouldn't be reckless tonight. This is my mistake, I have always dared to act, just a few boards, I can still get through. Although Li Pian'er was complaining about Feng Yaojue's meddling, her heart was warm and full of guilt.
Feng Yaojue pretended to be relaxed and endured the pain at the wound and spoke; "We still have a quality, have you broken off with me? Aren't you reluctant? They all called me a husband, and they were hard-mouthed. What the hell happened tonight? It's good, how can the kitchen catch fire? ”
"I'm wondering, too. I just couldn't sleep at night and went to the kitchen to make pastries. After that, I went to the toilet, and when I left, I clearly remembered that I had stuffed all the firewood in the stove into the innermost part, and it should not be left on the ground, and even if it was sprinkled on the ground, it was a certain distance from the pile of dry firewood, and it was impossible to burn it no matter how I thought about it. Li Pian'er was still applying medicine to Feng Yaojue in her hands, but the more she thought about it, the more she wondered, and she didn't feel heavy.
Feng Yaojue frowned violently in pain, but this scene was not seen by Li Pian'er. He relented and said, "It's all over, don't think about it anymore, and don't blame yourself anymore." ”
After Li Pian'er finished taking medicine for Feng Yaojue, the hour was almost at midnight, and half of the long winter night had passed.
Now Feng Yaojue has an injury on his back, and he can only sleep on his side. Li Pian'er changed a comfortable side posture for Feng Yaojue, covered the quilt, added some charcoal to the charcoal basin, and then went out of the room and went back to Aunt Li, and reported her safety to Aunt Li. When I returned to the room, I found that Feng Yaojue was not asleep, and there was an extra book in his hand for no reason, and he was reading it by the bright candle next to the bed.
"Xianggong, is it so painful that you can't sleep? What can I do to make it less painful for you? Li Pian'er's voice became extremely small, full of distress.
Feng Yaojue took his eyes off the book and turned his head to look at her: "It's much better, don't be nervous, I'm waiting for you, I was bored, so I called the little guy outside the door and asked him to bring the book on the table." ”
"Wait for me? Your injuries are so bad, you should have rested sooner. I just went to soothe my mother's emotions and came back after calming them down. Li Pian'er came to Feng Yaojue's side, half-squatted down, and looked at Feng Yaojue's eyes full of tenderness.
Feng Yaojue stretched out his hand that was a little cold and stroked Li Pian'er's red and swollen eyes, and said softly: "Look, my eyes are swollen, don't cry like this in the future, my eyes won't be beautiful if I cry." The wounds on your body can be medicated, don't just care about me, and forget about yourself. ”
"My mother has already helped me with it just now, and it's just a small injury. I've suffered a lot of injuries that are worse than this before, aren't you okay? Don't worry. By the way, what are you waiting for me to do? Li Pian'er held Feng Yaojue's hand, but her hand was colder than Feng Yaojue's.
Feng Yaojue simply put both of her hands into the corners of the quilt, warmed her up, and said, "We haven't spoken like this for more than a month, and we just want to talk to you." Your name is Love, right? Then should I call you a lover in the future, or Pian'er? ”
Li Pian'er's body trembled slightly, and her red and swollen eyes widened to look at Feng Yaojue: "You, you know everything?" I didn't mention it to you. You still call me Pian'er, I'm used to hearing it. ”
"You looked for a short time that night, and my eldest brother told me everything afterwards. I'm so confused, you are so different from Pian'er, I didn't think you were not her in the first place. Feng Yaojue felt that the hands held in his palms trembled obviously, so he clenched them a little tighter, wanting to give Li Pian'er a little more security in turn, so that her heart was more steady.
Li Pian'er turned her face away, a faint sadness drifted through her heart, and she said softly: "That's not suicide, I just want to go home, but I still can't go back in the end." I'm afraid I'm destined to live my life in this hellish place. You know that I'm not Li Pian'er anymore, don't you want me? ”
"We both have the reality of husband and wife, then I am your husband, how can I abandon you and you? It's me who did the beastly thing, you are still so young, I actually took away your most precious thing in a daze, I will definitely treat you wholeheartedly in the future, believe me, okay? Love. Feng Yaojue looked at Li Pian'er's eyes, her expression was focused, and she spoke extremely seriously.
Li Pian'er's eyes were covered with a faint layer of sadness, and she said: "You are my father-in-law, but I am not your wife." And you have no love for me, only guilt and responsibility, how do you want me to believe you? I'm not as good as Li Pian'er, at least you still have pity for her, and you still have a lot of affection. ”
"Do you want to be my wife, then? I can't love you yet, but I promise you that I'll try to get you into my heart, give me some time, okay? The candlelight shone on Feng Yaojue's pale face, but it was warm, as warm as what he said, it was a promise, a promise he wanted to do his best to fulfill.
Li Pian'er suddenly smiled lightly, but this smile was fleeting, and she asked, "Will you really try to accept me and love me?" What about Wang Qianyan? And Zhong Liyuan? Can you forget Zhongli? ”
"How do you know if you don't give it a try? Also, I didn't have love for Light Smoke, we really didn't have anything happening that day, and then she invited me several times, but I didn't go. Feng Yaojue arrived tonight, still explaining the events of that day, he was afraid that Li Pian'er would not believe it, and he was afraid that she would misunderstand.
Li Pian'er smiled completely this time, and asked in disbelief: "You want to marry me as your wife?" May I? My identity is low, I heard that according to the law, you can't be your wife, otherwise you would have married Li Pian'er earlier, didn't you? ”
"You don't have to worry about this, when the eldest brother comes back from going out, I will mention this matter to him, and he will agree. As for the way, there will always be. Squatting there for so long, aren't your legs sore? Feng Yaojue put the book on the pillow in the corner of the bed, lifted the corner of the quilt and moved his body inside with difficulty, making room for Li Pian'er.
Li Pian'er got up and blew out a few candles, took off her coat and got into the quilt, the warm feeling made her feel comfortable, and the chill on her body disappeared without a trace. In the dark, she took Feng Yaojue's hand, rubbed her thumb carelessly in his palm, and asked, "How do you know that the big will agree?" And even if he agrees, then he can't do anything, he is not from the government, and he can't control the household registration. ”
"He'll agree because he likes you. He made me ashamed of myself, I had misunderstood him before. His liking is letting go and fulfilling, while I have always wanted to take the person I like for myself, but in the end I only got her hatred. "I'm afraid that Feng Yaojue doesn't even have the qualifications to become the person Zhong Liyuan hates.
When Li Pian'er heard this, she exclaimed: "Huh? Xianggong, are you mistaken? I'm innocent with the big, just good buddies. And, doesn't he like that beautiful Zhang? ”
He confessed it to me himself. I've never seen him have been as interested in a woman as he is for you, and she almost broke down that night when she saw you unconscious. And a man who doesn't even speak out loud to me on weekdays, he beat me in anger for your sake. Feng Yaojue said that when Feng Yujue beat him, he smiled inexplicably, he felt that he deserved to be beaten.
Li Pian'er's heart tightened, and said: "I don't dare to face him in the future, it's embarrassing, I never saw that he liked me." It's surprising that he's willing to hit you. Does it still hurt? ”
The smile on Feng Yaojue's mouth deepened, and even there was a smile in his voice: "It's been so long, how can it hurt?" Do you remember the hosta he gave you? The hosta is a token of love on behalf of our time, and it is inevitable that you don't know about it, that day in Shuxuan, I knew, but I don't know how much of his love for you is true, until that night, I was convinced that people like him would also move the truth. ”
Li Pian'er thought about it in her mind for a while, and found that the hairpin was still in Aunt Li's place, so she said: "I won't wear it tomorrow, and I'll return it to him when he comes back." How did I know that this hairpin turned out to be a token of love between lovers. In our place, two people who like it are going to wear a couple ring. ”
"Keep it, this is his heart, and it is also a little wish of his to do something for his beloved. Do not add to his sorrow if this wish is fulfilled. Feng Yaojue can best understand the bitterness of Feng Yujue's love, so he hopes that Li Pian'er can not do things so decisively, which only adds more sadness to others.