"I'm sorry." As soon as I opened my mouth, I realized that my voice was choked, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

His voice became more and more intoned, and tears rolled down his eyes.

I don't know what I'm talking about, muttering nonsense, or just apologizing.

"Alright." Qin Yilu suddenly stretched out his arm and pulled me into his arms, and his other hand gently stroked my back, "Good, don't cry." ”

"Take me away......" I sobbed and clutched the clothes on his chest, "it's good to ...... anywhere"

It's good anywhere, just get away from here for a while.

"Good. Walk. I'll take you away. Qin Yilu gently patted my back and coaxed softly, "Don't cry, let's get out of here first." When there are more people, it will be difficult to leave. ”

"Hmm." I nodded, and saw Qin Yilu reach out and touch my cheek again.

His fingers moved slightly, his thumb swept away the tears from my face, and he took my shoulder in one hand and walked towards the teaching building, all the way to the music club.

When I opened the door, it was dark, and Qin Yilu took me in and closed the door.

Suddenly, I was enveloped in darkness.

But at this time, I didn't have the fear I had in the past, and my mind was full of the scene where Lu Beinuo accompanied Yu Comb out of the school gate.

In my head, it's looping.

Tears flowed uncontrollably again.

["Although this sentence is a bit earthy, your shy appearance is so cute. It's also beautiful when she laughs, well, my little Li'er is so good-looking. Lu Beinuo smiled and continued, "Little Li'er, I-love you. ”】

["Xiao Li'er, I'll come to you later."] ”】

["Little Li'er ......"]

"Good."

Qin Yilu whispered softly in my ear, and I felt him holding me in his arms, and his hand was still gently patting my back: "If you want to cry, cry." ”

As soon as I heard him say this, tears fell like beads with broken threads.

Why...... You're going to cry like this......

Am I being too squeamish? How can you feel so wronged......

Very reluctant......

Very unwilling......

It was so beautiful a few hours ago, but now it suddenly seems to have fallen to the bottom?

I wiped away my tears vigorously and bit my lip: "I'm fine." ”

With a thick nasal voice, I forcibly suppressed the clutter in my heart, reached out and patted Qin Yilu's back: "It's okay, thank you." ”

"What's polite to me?" He asked with a smile, letting me go, reaching out and pressing something to my eyes, "Wipe it, I'll turn on the light later." ”

I suddenly realized that Qin Yilu didn't turn on the lights to make me look less embarrassed, and the darkness brought more than just fear.

That sense of security, that presumptuous heart, that deep grievance, that darkness, can only grow quietly and silently in the dark night.

I seemed to suddenly understand why Qin Yilu liked to stay alone in the dark.

Because I have been attached to this fixed sense of security, and there is no one in the light to aspire to.

I wiped my tears indiscriminately, and after calming down, it was still a little unsuitable for darkness, and I coughed lightly: "Turn on the light." ”

He reached out to my eyes, and the light snapped on.

The light crept through his fingers and was warm into my eyes.

"Keep your eyes closed first, don't be in a hurry to open them, or it will hurt your eyes."