After speaking, the monk took out a Buddhist scripture from his bosom and put it in front of Li Xu.

"When the heart of the Li donor is disturbed, you can take a look, the Buddha can't say that the heart is not moving, not distinguishing and not attached, maybe he can give the donor some help."

The monk stood up and left.

Li Xu looked at the back of the monk who was gone: "Is the master going to leave immediately, or is he going to stay here for a while?" ”

The monk turned around and said, "Monk follows fate." ”

The monk left the room, Li Xu set his eyes on the Buddhist scriptures in front of him, he never believed in ghosts and gods, people can only rely on themselves, he has seen clearly over the years, many people don't care about the process, only see the result.

For example, the first emperor inherited the throne, no matter what means he used, no one dared to accuse him when he sat in that position.

King Jian is so calculating, his mother can only cling to King Jian in the end, hoping to get some benefits from King Jian, and he, an illegitimate child, can't escape the fate of being abused and ridiculed, right and wrong are always the final word of power, if you are weak and bow your head, but you can only get a moment of peace, and next time I am afraid you will have to kneel on the ground.

There are too many weaknesses in this world, he has seen it, and he doesn't want to become like that.

Li Xu got up and went to patrol the camp.

Torches were lit around the village, which was used as a barrier to the camp, and the panicked team became orderly again, but the atmosphere was heavier.

He lost to Song Chengxuan in the first battle, and he didn't know what situation he was facing at dawn, maybe he had already entered Song Chengxuan's cage, and it was not easy to break the game.

The guards stepped forward and said, "There is no food or grass in the village. ”

Li Xu nodded, this is expected, Xu Qinghuan will take everyone away, and it is impossible to leave something for them.

Li Xu continued to walk forward, this village was very familiar to him, but for some reason when he walked around the village tonight, he had a special feeling.

It was as if everything in front of him was different from what he remembered and what he saw now.

Li Xu walked to a clearing, and when he left, he said that in the future, when the farming work was good, he could build an Ao warehouse here to store grain.

The people in the village listened to it as a joke.

Although the imperial court encouraged them to farm, there was very little harvest in such a cold place, let alone building an Ao Cang, which was not enough to make a living, and the people in the village had to hunt and graze to make a living.

Ao Cang is indeed a little too far for them.

Li Xu looked forward, and suddenly there was a trance in front of him, and he didn't know when there were two more Ao Cangs in the open space, and the scene in front of him suddenly changed.

The originally deserted and desolate scene suddenly brightened up.

Many people were talking around a woman in the clearing.

"Will Madame and Mr. Dong come again next year?"

The woman's voice was clear: "Mr. Dong has found a more cold-tolerant grain, and he will help everyone cultivate it together at the beginning of spring, it is still the old rule, we will bring the seeds to everyone, and if the harvest is good this year, we will pay the autumn grain as a tax." ”

"Madam, people from the nearby village have come to see you, also for farming."

Li Xu stood there, looking at the woman not far away, the woman was wearing a round bun and a light blue dress, and her back was familiar and unfamiliar to him.

He was familiar with her voice, but he was not familiar with her dressing up like this, let alone when everything in front of him happened.

In a trance.

The woman was already surrounded by people and walked forward, and when she saw that she was about to disappear in front of him, the woman seemed to remember something, as if she wanted to turn her head to look at him.

Li Xu's heart was beating like a drum, and he watched carefully.

But when the woman turned around, the scene suddenly became very faint, like a picture scroll falling into the water, gradually dissolving.

Li Xu frowned and stepped forward quickly, but with such a move, everything in front of him suddenly disappeared without a trace, Ao Cang was gone, the people were gone, and the woman was gone.

Li Xu's heart suddenly became cold, and a feeling of loss rushed into his chest, and it took a while to come to his senses, what was wrong with him?

Is that his hallucination? Or maybe it's his delusion.

The woman who was called "Madam" had a voice like Xu Qinghuan.

If everything is true, Xu Qinghuan built Aocang in this village and taught the people to farm, also for Song Chengxuan, could it be that this indicates that he will lose the slave work, and Song Chengxuan and Xu Qinghuan will finally complete his childhood ambition?

But he felt that this scene was so familiar, as if it was happening next to him.

Li Xu looked to the side, empty and empty.

Both visions came so suddenly that he couldn't control it, especially the woman, and everything was going to disperse when she turned her head.

As if deliberately arranged, it just didn't give him the final answer.

Li Xu was stunned, and smiled slightly for a while, after knowing his relationship with King Jian, he also smiled like this, God seemed to be particularly difficult to get along with him, what did he do wrong, he had to come to such a road.

Li Xu walked back to the house, he needed to get rid of all distractions and rest for a while in the battle tomorrow.

Closing his eyes, the woman's back appeared in front of him again, and he always felt that the moment she turned her head, she wanted to smile at him.

"Why is it getting hot?"

"The ninth master went out and was injured before, so don't let me say it, you are not allowed to know."

In a blur, Li Xu felt a pain in his shoulder, as if someone was digging up his flesh.

"The wound has been drenched in the rain and has festered, why don't you heal the wound? Is face in front of people so important? ”

There was concern and resentment in his voice.

She seemed so close to him that he could see her face as soon as he opened his eyes, but he did not do so, but lay quietly, though the pain in his flesh made him feel peaceful.

A pair of hands were busy on his shoulders, soft fingers touching him from time to time, and he wanted to catch them, but he felt if such a move was too weak.

People will not lose to others, they will only lose to themselves, too indulgent and addicted will make themselves ordinary, endure what others can't bear, stay calm at all times, in order to control everything and see the way forward.

Thinking of this, Li Xu almost immediately opened his eyes and looked at the bedside.

There was only one cup of cold tea on the table.

Li Xu got up, and suddenly felt a pain in his shoulder, he opened his shirt and looked over, the shallow wound where he was originally stabbed by Yu Erye not only did not heal, but also festered a little.

The dream coincided with the wound in reality, and perhaps it was because of the pain in his shoulder that he had that dream, the difference was that no one would come to treat him.

There seems to be one less person around him, who is the missing person? And all this is a dream or a delusion, will he be able to find the answer in the end?

"Childe," the adjutant general entered, "the scout found out the situation, and Song Chengxuan's army was camped on the hillside not far away. ”

Li Xu got up to look at the map, he was robbed by Song Chengxuan in this valley, either go south to attack the city, or go west over the mountain, otherwise they will be caught in the urn.