I don't know when the weather has already warmed up, the willow trees have pulled out new shoots, the tender grass in the courtyard has broken through the soil, and new swallows have begun to nest under the dilapidated eaves of the Ningxiang Pavilion.

I stood in the courtyard greedily enjoying this long-lost sunshine, and recently my appetite was a little lost, so Fufeng persuaded me to bask in the sun more and get rid of the bad luck on my body.

I'm in the mood to bask in the sun, Xi Guiren can suffer from the seedlings, since I was frightened by Fufeng, I have been delirious for a few days, and my mouth always shouts that Fufeng wants to cut off her tongue that day, even Concubine Ru has no choice, and now it's okay, but I don't dare to go out of the palace gate at night.

A familiar figure appeared at the door of the Ning Xiang Pavilion, I glanced at Cong Mian blankly, he pulled me into the room without saying a word, held my arm tightly and ate pain, I couldn't help but shout.

Cong Mian Tie looked at me with a blushing face and said, "Why didn't you leave that day, what do you still miss here?" ”

I was speechless for a while, turned my back and said: "Rumian has died for me, I don't want to burden other people, if our happiness needs to sacrifice other people's lives to get it, I'd rather not!" ”

I silently glanced at Cong Mian and said lightly: "I have always forgotten a person, we have never cared about her feelings, Yuli is the wife you are marrying, if you leave her like this, how should Yuli live in the rest of her life." ”

When he mentioned the name Yuli, Cong Mian's eyes suddenly dimmed, and he hesitated: "Yuli, Yuli, she ...... Yuli"

I was surprised and asked, "What's wrong with Yuli?" "Cong Mian is usually a very stable person, and he has never been so spitting as he is now, and a hint of foreboding came to my heart.

Cong Mian suddenly hugged his head with his hand, and his voice was sad: "Yuli had committed suicide by hanging herself on that day, I hurt her, I'm sorry for her....."

What the.......

My head was buzzing, I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I staggered back two steps and sat down in my chair, and after a while, I said, "How so, what happened?" ”

Cong Mian said slowly: "On the day we agreed to leave, I told Yuli that I was going to go far away, she didn't ask me where I was going, and even helped me pack up, I was just busy looking for a reliable carriage, and I didn't notice her changes, I was waiting for you outside the palace when the little maid at home came to report, only to know that Yuli had committed suicide by hanging a beam in the room." ”

I almost smiled bitterly, and muttered: "Very good, very good, not only did you hurt her, but I also couldn't escape it, we are sorry for her after all." Tears slowly fell, Yuli loved Lu Congmian more than I imagined, but she chose such an extreme way to prove her love.

Fufeng entered the room with a soft smile, put the plate on the table in front of me and said, "Master, you didn't say that your mouth has no taste recently, these sour plums are what I asked for from the nobles, and the master must taste them." ”

I was silent, my thoughts were already somewhere else, Fufeng saw the tears on my face and felt the heavy atmosphere in the room, so he tiptoed back.

There was a dead silence in the room, and Cong Mian muttered: "I have been married to Yuli for two years, but I have never slept with her, she regards me as a husband, but I have never regarded her as a wife." Now that she's dead, I want to spend time with her, and I'll probably leave the palace for a while. ”

Cong Mian glanced up at me, and said with difficulty: "In the days when I am away, you have to take good care of yourself......

I nodded silently, looking at the lonely back and unable to speak, I took out the plum on the plate and fell to the ground before I could reach my mouth, but I didn't notice it at all, I don't know how long it took to find that I was the only one left in the room.

It was dark in front of him, and he fell to the ground with a bang.

It was as if I had slept for a long time, dreaming of many people and things, when I was in Ruan's mansion, when I was in Shuntianfu, I saw my mother, my mother, my wife, and the graceful jade glass.

I opened my eyes slightly, and the dazzling light made me simply close my eyes again, and the words of Fleur's care sounded in my ears: "Master, you have finally woken up." ”

I opened my eyes and saw Fleur standing beside me, Crescent Moon sitting comfortably beside the bed, holding my hand happily when I woke up, and there was a person who looked like a doctor standing in the corner. "What's wrong with me, I seem to have slept for a long time." I asked, sitting up.

Xinyue smiled and said, "Sister, you have to sleep more from now on, because you are no longer alone." Crescent Moon pointed to my stomach.

I looked at Crescent Moon in surprise, and Fleur looked at me with an embarrassed and worried expression, "What's wrong?" I asked, puzzled.

The imperial doctor stepped forward and saluted: "Congratulations to Jin for agreeing, you have been pregnant for more than a month, and the old minister has carefully checked the pulse, it will not be wrong." ”

Like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, I was so excited that I almost didn't stand up directly, surprised and delighted, Fu Hui said: "Master, Imperial Doctor Lu has left the palace, and the slave and maid saw that you fainted and went to find the nobleman, and the noble man invited the imperial doctor to come over." ”

I glanced at the imperial doctor, looked old, and felt a little relieved, Xinyue tucked the quilt beside me with a smile, and said: "Sister, now you don't have to pretend to be crazy, the emperor knows that you will definitely restore your identity if you have a dragon fetus, this Imperial Doctor Liang is specially explained by Imperial Doctor Lu, you can rest assured." ”

I smiled awkwardly, Xinyue didn't know my relationship with Lu Congmian, let alone that this child was Lu Congmian's, I had been in the Ningxiang Pavilion for more than two months, and the fetus in my womb was only more than a month, Xinyue obviously didn't think about it.

Fu Hui broke the embarrassing environment and said to Imperial Doctor Liang, "Imperial Doctor, I don't know if there is anything else to advise?" ”

Imperial Doctor Liang straightened his face, with a worried look on his face, and respectfully said: "Promise, your physique is not as good as others, your body is cold and blood is weak, and fetal medicine alone cannot save the fetus."

I paused and felt nervous, I knew the condition of my body, and the suffering I suffered in the labor bureau and outside the palace in the past had created my sick body now. I muttered, "Then the doctor means that the fetus in the womb will not be saved?"

Imperial Physician Liang shook his head and stroked his beard before he spoke: "Words can't be so absolute, I promise that I must take supplements, but the old minister looks at the humble Ning Xiang Pavilion without this condition, and whether he can be born smoothly in the future is really worried about the old minister." ”

Hearing this, I chuckled in my heart, and the joy of being a new mother suddenly vanished, and I secretly thought in my heart: This is Brother Lu's child, and I will definitely give birth to him, no matter what method I use.

"Then hurry up and tell the emperor the good news, so that you don't have to worry about raising a fetus with peace of mind, and the emperor will definitely give the best medicinal materials in the Forbidden City to my sister." Crescent Moon tilted her head and stroked my stomach as she spoke.

I coughed slightly, my eyes signaled to Fleur, Fleur immediately knelt down at the Imperial Doctor and the New Moon, the two looked at Fleur in puzzlement, Fleur said: "The slave knows that the master and my master have a deep sisterhood, so I implore the master to keep this matter secret, the situation in the palace must be known, if someone knows that the master is pregnant, he will not let go of the master, the slave and the maid kowtow to you." ”

Fleur kowtowed heavily, and the new moon pulled her up and said helplessly: "We still use these etiquettes between us, if you don't say it, I will keep it secret, let's not tell anyone now." ”

Imperial Physician Liang also nodded, and said with a smile: "The old minister understands the rules and will abide by them." ”

I couldn't help but put my hand on my lower abdomen, I felt a strange warm feeling in my heart, and said with a smile to myself: I want to be a mother.