Chapter 376 Memory
She loves the person in her memory, in fact, Gu Yanbai is eating the vinegar of the person in her memory, even if he knows that it is himself, but he is no longer the original Gu Yanbai, he has forgotten everything, but Su Yimo didn't think about this at all, she just trapped herself in her memories and couldn't get out.
But they have the same problem as Gu Cheng said, the two of them are too strong, neither party speaks first, and the other party doesn't say anything, many things are actually good as long as they say anything, but they just don't want to, often this is the most missable, and some misses are a lifetime.
The morning sun was exceptionally good, Su Yimo got up very early, because she couldn't sleep at night, she also subconsciously called An An, at this time she found out that An An had been sent back to the Gu family by her, they would never see each other again, and she was not willing to meet, she was afraid that she would be reluctant to regret it, and she was also afraid that An An was crying and making trouble to return to her side, so everything she did would be meaningless.
Thinking of these, Su Yimo had already ridden to the kindergarten, and the principal did not expel her, in fact, she began to believe that this society really relied on relationships, but this is okay, she can't find any other jobs for a while, looking at those children here, and occasionally recalling the time when An An was there, it is not a good thing for herself, in fact, since Gu Yanbai got engaged and An An left, many things are so insignificant to Su Yimo, and she is no longer so concerned about anything.
She came very early today, there are not many people in the kindergarten, but seeing a few parents occasionally bringing their children to school, Su Yimo began to clean up, at this time she saw Zhao Yun and her group of people not far from her and began to laugh, she said: "I thought someone was getting along with that rich young master, but I didn't think that I would return here later!" ”
Then one of them picked up: "Do you think the rich son is so coaxing, so that we can all marry into a wealthy family and work here!" Several other people echoed one after another, and Su Yimo smiled helplessly when she heard them say this, and didn't pay attention to it.
In fact, they should have been accustomed to Su Yimo's attitude, but Zhao Yun was still a little angry, she walked up to Su Yimo, raised her voice and said, "Some people want to rely on men alone, I'm afraid it's not that simple!" After hearing this, Su Yimo smiled at her and said, "It's a pity, you can't even rely on a man!" After saying that, she turned around and was about to leave, who knew that Zhao Yun stopped her at this time, and she said angrily: "What did you say? Of course, how can I compare with you, you know any rich boy."
Su Yimo heard her say this, probably knowing that she was taken away by Rorschach at the engagement banquet that day, and was blushing by this person, Su Yimo looked at her and said, "These things don't seem to have anything to do with you!" She didn't know why Zhao Yun was always looking for her, and there didn't seem to be anything unpleasant between them, but this Zhao Yun always grabbed her, and came to her whenever something happened, obviously they weren't familiar with her.
Zhao Yun was also familiar with Su Yimo's attitude, and she didn't get angry when she heard her say that, she just looked at Su Yimo and laughed: "Why are some people drinking and pretending to be pitiful, but they have done enough drama, why didn't any young master come to hurt you today?" Su Yimo, you don't look at your own appearance, you really think that everyone is on your side! ”
Su Yimo really didn't think that others would be on her side, and it turns out that there are very few people like her, these words sound so ironic, but Su Yimo didn't want to say anything more to her, she simply didn't bother to pay attention to her, and pushed her away to do her own thing, Zhao Yun knew that he wouldn't be able to get any good fruit to eat, so he walked away, Su Yimo breathed a sigh of relief, in fact, she really didn't want to quarrel with people, she needed to be quiet now, maybe she could slowly figure out some things, otherwise it would go on like this, She really didn't know what the meaning of her life was?
Seeing those children listening carefully in class, she looked very happy, as if she saw An An again, sitting in the last row, but it seemed to be a child who was difficult to be ignored by the teacher, she knew that if it wasn't for her, maybe An An would be easy to make friends at school, and she must still be the king of children, thinking of this Su Yimo couldn't help laughing, now she is only nostalgic, I don't know if An An is doing at this time.
Soon the time passed, the kindergarten was over, Su Yimo saw Mrs. Li come to pick up her child, but she didn't embarrass Su Yimo, it is estimated that Rorschach's identity was known by her husband that day, so she had a warning, thinking of this, Su Yimo felt that she should really thank Rorschach.
Zhao Yun seemed to be very puzzled when she saw this scene, she was the kind of person who was afraid that the world would not be chaotic, so she ran over and Mrs. Li didn't know what she was talking about, but finally Mrs. Li said: "I don't want to mess with her, she seems to know several business giants, and she doesn't know why she still works here, it's really strange!" Saying that, she left, Zhao Yun didn't get angry after hearing this, she looked at Su Yimo and seemed to be saying to her: "Congratulations, there is no rival" In fact, Su Yimo wanted to say that the rival seemed to be her all the time, so Mrs. Li was nothing at all, but after thinking about it, she still didn't say anything.
After the children left, Su Yimo also got off work, she sorted out her things and started to ride, just out of the kindergarten gate, she saw Liu Hao, she didn't expect him to wait for her here again, in fact, Su Yimo wanted to tell him that she really didn't have to wait for her, she could be alone, but she didn't know how to speak, after all, she tried to refuse, but Liu Hao didn't seem to listen at all, he would still come to see Su Yimo and go home with her, it seemed that he saw her close to the door before leaving with confidence.
Su Yimo was really grateful to Liu Hao, but she wouldn't accept him, so she wanted to persuade him that she didn't want to delay someone because of her own reasons, so she made an appointment with Liu Hao to go out for a walk.
Su Yimo didn't know how many times they came out like this, but she didn't say a lot of words, in the process of this walk, she knew Liu Hao's hardships, knew his past pain, but she couldn't delay him because of sympathy, after all, she knew that she wouldn't like Liu Hao, because she had always pretended to be that person in her heart, even if he was engaged to someone else, but she couldn't let it go, and she didn't want others to wait for her like this.
So she opened her mouth: "Liu Hao, you really don't have to be like this, I'm used to it alone" Hearing this, Liu Hao knew what Su Yimo was going to say, so he said: "It's okay, I can wait for you, Yimo, you can't be alone like this in the future, you need to be taken care of!" When Su Yimo heard this, she actually laughed, she needed someone to take care of her, but she couldn't get out of her own knot, it was pointless for him to wait for her, so Su Yimo said: "Don't wait for me, you can't afford to wait!" Liu Hao was silent for a long time before he spoke:
"I may have thought that I didn't have a chance before, but Yimo, the person you like has been engaged to someone else, you should think about yourself, I can take care of you and An An's ......" Speaking of this, Liu Hao realized that An An was no longer by Su Yimo's side, and he was about to ask, when he heard Su Yimo say: "An An has been sent home by me, I can't give him a good life, I can only send him away, so I don't have to worry about it now, Liu Hao, I really don't think about those things anymore now"
Liu Hao knew how important An An was to Su Yimo, he didn't know how Su Yimo mustered up the courage to send An An back, and he didn't know what happened to her to make her make such a decision, but he knew that Su Yimo must be very sad, she should be the saddest in her heart, and now she is indeed like she said, she really has no worries, but because of this, Liu Hao feels that he should have a chance.
Liu Hao said: "Then you should think about yourself even more, I don't want to force you, I'm waiting for you to be my own business, it has nothing to do with you, I just want to take good care of you until you are happy!" Happiness, Su Yimo smiled bitterly, she looked at Liu Hao, tears in her eyes: "Happiness, can I still have it?" Where is my happiness now, I have nothing, nothing" said that the tears in her eyes slipped down, in fact, Su Yimo is not so crying, but she is really powerless now, maybe it is really her own weakness, I don't know what others will choose when they encounter the same problem, but she is sure that they will definitely not be like her.
Liu Hao saw Su Yimo crying, a little overwhelmed, but soon he knew that maybe she would feel better when she cried, some things have been held in her heart, and sooner or later she will be sick, which is not a good thing, he knows how painful Su Yimo is, he can't help her bear it, so he can only accompany her like this.
I don't know how long I cried, Su Yimo finally stopped, she looked at Liu Hao and said: "You see I'm so weak, he will only cry when asked, maybe Gu Cheng is right, even if there is no her in me and Gu Yanbai, there may not be a future, but I can't let go, I like him I don't know how to tell him, but I really can't let go, Liu Hao just beg me, you stay away from me, I will feel better, I really don't want to think about anything else, let me be quiet alone!" “
She said that Liu Hao didn't say anything, maybe he acquiesced, after all, Liu Hao is a Su Yimo in everything, and he doesn't want to see Su Yimo embarrassed, since she doesn't want to ignore herself, why should he add trouble to her. After a few words, Liu Hao sent her home, maybe this conversation didn't make a big deal of it, but Su Yimo knew that she cried out this time, and naturally felt a lot better.