Chapter 4: Confessing to sin
Xie Yang was lying on the bed, thinking about Captain He's performance just now, this woman, what did she want to do?
Captain He once thought that Xie Yang had fallen into her trap, but in the end, Xie Yang gently pushed her away and said, "Now is not the time, I still have my own timeline, and when the case is over, we will have a good chat." ”
Xie Yang didn't see Captain He's angry appearance, because the cards in his pocket had already begun to ring wildly, and if he didn't return to the room at the specified time, he would be punished by the system.
In fact, Xie Yang felt that it was very unreasonable, obviously the timeline had already helped him think about what to do next, and he actually let him stay in the room for nearly 4 hours, thinking about what he should do.
But it's okay, take advantage of this time to catch up on sleep, the timeline at night is so tight, I'm afraid there is no time to rest.
As soon as he was half-asleep and half-awake, there was a knock on the door again, Xie Yang couldn't help but get up angry, and asked angrily: "Who!" ”
"I, Li Nuan."
The wake-up qi that was just about to attack was half extinguished in an instant.
"Something?" Xie Yang cleaned up his image, opened the door and let Li Nuan in.
Li Nuan shook his head: "It's nothing, so I'll come and sit with you for a while." ”
She was generous, she entered the room and sat directly on Xie Yang's bed, looking at the complete cosmetics and some of the girl's gadgets in Xie Yang's room, she was still curious, and wanted to play with everything.
"Wow! Your room is too cool, right?,Everything I like.,I really want to change rooms with you.。 ”
Originally, Li Nuan was a little angry because of Xie Yang's different attitude towards Captain He in the morning, but now his mind is full of these cosmetics and jewelry.
"Why are you here? Is your plot related to me again? ”
Li Nuan shook his head: "No, I can move around at will, this is my detective privilege." ”
I didn't expect to be so lucky this time, she actually drew the detective card.
Originally, when the case was drawn at the beginning, Li Nuan was extremely uncomfortable, she had just become acquainted with Xie Yang, and before she had time to leave a contact information, she was about to separate, but now it is so coincidental that the two of them have met again, and she is still a detective, which is really happy.
"Since you have such a privilege, why don't you look around and sit here without fear of missing important clues?"
Li Nuan shook his head: "My plot is blank, only everyone's names and some simple relationships, plus some simple timelines, even if I want to know any important clues, on such a large giant ship, it can only be a blind search, if the detective can really see the important clues, then what else needs to be reasoned can be closed directly." ”
Li Nuan's words are good, her little brain can figure it out.
"What do you think...... How's that Captain Ho? ”
Li Nuan picked up a lipstick, the color was very similar to the color on Captain He's mouth, which reminded her of her amorous appearance this morning, which was really a little disliked!
But Xie Yang doesn't seem to reject her direct performance, so do men really prefer women like that?
"He's an interesting person." It's worth getting a good routine.
Xie Yang, a straight man of steel, how could he know so much about the little girl's heart, all he thought about was what Captain He said to him today, could it be that the man in black seemed to be unable to resist the temptation?
If that's the case, he uses money, is it useful?
Li Nuan chuckled in her heart and continued to ask, "Then you...... Have a crush on her? ”
"No, I don't like women."
After all these years of fighting alone, Xie Yang has long been accustomed to being alone, a woman is really a very troublesome creature, he doesn't want to owe anything to anyone anymore, and he doesn't want to occupy any place in anyone's heart.
He didn't deserve it, and he didn't dare.
No...... Don't like women......?
Li Nuan's mind immediately "rotted".
"Li Nuan."
Xie Yang called Li Nuan's name for the first time, and she was still a little unaccustomed to it, so she replied with a blank "um".
"What mistakes have you made?"
Everyone who comes here is guilty, so what kind of sin are they? Is it heinous? Are there no exceptions?
"I ......"
Li Nuan, who had always talked a lot, was silent for the first time, and she didn't know how to talk to Xie Yang. For her, she didn't want to remember, let alone talk about it to anyone.
Thirteen years.
She hides this secret, she is often awakened by nightmares, she often lives in guilt and self-blame, she pretends not to remember, she pretends to be happy, she pretends to be optimistic, she pretends to be ...... She is a normal person.
"I killed my father."
For the first time in thirteen years, she confessed to this matter, and it was not as terrifying as she imagined.
She looked up at Xie Yang, his eyes were still unwavering, and he was still calm that he would not be surprised when the sky fell.
"He's a heinous bad guy." Li Nuan thanked Xie Yang for his calmness, which made her feel as if she was talking about the slaughter of a fish yesterday, and she continued: "He is not a good father, let alone a good husband. For as long as I can remember, he was an alcoholic, and even more so, a gambler, he beat me when he was drunk, beat my mother, went to gamble when he was sober, lost the gambling, and the family had no money, so he actually asked my mother to go to ...... Go to ......"
Li Nuan deeply remembers that night, his father lost money in gambling and brought back several gangsters who collected debts, they did such an unbearable thing to their mother, and her mother couldn't stand the humiliation, so she committed suicide by cutting her wrists, and 120 came in time to save her mother.
"Later, I heard the neighbor's adults chatting and said that the plague has been serious recently, and there are rats everywhere, so I bought a little rat poison and came back to prevent it. The child was also reminded that he should recognize the appearance of rat poison clearly, and that eating it by mistake would kill people. ”
Li Nuan squeezed the lipstick in her hand and continued: "I remember that it was an orange medicinal powder, and my mother also went to buy two packs, and they were scattered in the corner of the kitchen. I went to the corner and picked up all the powders and put them in the wine that the man drank every day. ”
Afterward......
He really died, drank a bottle, and not long after, he foamed at the mouth and never opened his eyes again.
But the police also came quickly, and the cause of death was not alcoholism, but rat poison.
The patrol wanted to investigate what was going on, Li Nuan was terrified, it was the first time she had seen so many people crowded into the already small home. After a long interrogation with no result, the people left first, and my mother repeatedly asked what was going on, and she told my mother what had happened.
Later, my mother was taken away by the patrol, saying that it was a deliberate murder.
After her mother was imprisoned, she was adopted by a good Samaritan, and this memory was never opened again, she didn't know how long her mother was sentenced, and she never went to prison to see her mother.
How terrible it is for a seven or eight-year-old child to kill someone, and her mother told her again and again before she left, never mention it, as if she didn't have a mother.
……
Xie Yang handed over a piece of paper, and Li Nuan realized that he had already burst into tears.
After holding it for so long, she was finally able to say it, and it seemed to be very relaxed, and it seemed to be ...... It hurts.
"I don't think it's wrong for me to kill that man, I just think that I hurt my mother, she must hate my ignorance and take the blame for me, she must be very resentful of me."
Xie Yang didn't expect it to be like this, he stretched out his hand, but paused halfway, he didn't know how to comfort her.
Li Nuan saw Xie Yang stretch out her hand and hugged him, that embrace was very warm, dispelling the coldness in her memories.
"Mom...... I'm sorry, I miss you so much......"
Xie Yang finally patted her on the back gently: "She won't blame you, otherwise she wouldn't have made that choice." ”