Chapter 375: Deep Despair

Shen Fengli's voice was full of helplessness, as if he was a person wandering in the desert, under the scorching sun, he had no support.

And Lin Chengfan has become an oasis in the desert, the last straw in Shen Fengli's hands, and he needs to be held in his hands.

"I'm sorry, I don't have any good ideas for the time being." Lin Chengfan said guiltily, he couldn't help but feel a little self-blame, the next words were too cruel, but he had to say, "This virus is the latest virus, and it can be regarded as an unknown territory." The previous antidote won't work anymore, and we'll need to develop a new one, but you know, it's going to take time. ”

The word "time" was bitten very lightly by Lin Chengfan, full of helplessness.

It takes time to develop a new antidote, which can be a month, or it can be two months, three months, or even a year or two.

And what Qiao Qingxian lacks now is time, she can't afford to wait for the antidote to be developed and wait until that day.

Shen Fengli was silent for a long time before he asked, "Is there no other way than the antidote?" Is there anything that can be done to slow the spread of the virus? ”

"We don't know about this, after all, it's an unknown field, and everything needs to be explored." Lin Chengfan said.

These words also directly ignited Shen Fengli's explosive point, and he couldn't help but let out a low voice, "I don't know this, I don't know that, so what do you know?" I invited you here just to make you perfunctory to me! ”

There was a lot of anger in his voice, but it wasn't until the end of the note that Shen Fengli realized what he had said.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that." Shen Fengli kept apologizing.

Since the virus in Qiao Qingxian's body was discovered, Lin Chenfan has been working hard, and the word "perfunctory" has nothing to do with it.

It's that his emotions are so excited, and he has no scruples at all when he speaks.

"It's okay, I understand." Lin Chengfan's tone was as gentle as ever.

He actually understood Shen Fengli, his emotions were highly tense during this time, and he was afraid every day, for fear that Qiao Qingxian would have a little accident.

"Feng Li, although you don't like to hear some things, I should still tell you. But with our current technology, it will take a long time to make an antidote. The two of us have known each other for so long, and I won't hide it from you, for the defeat of this virus, we are now ...... Even the entry level has not yet been reached. ”

Lin Chengfan's voice was very soft, full of compassion.

The implication is actually to tell Shen Fengli that it will take a long time to develop an antidote that can be officially used. And Qiao Qingxian may not be able to wait for that day.

Shen Fengli closed his eyes in pain, his heart was like a fire, and there was no way to vent it, so that he punched the wall directly, and his face was full of pain.

Shen Fengli didn't speak, Lin Chengfan didn't speak, and the two of them were separated by dozens of miles, maintaining silence for a long time.

In the end, it was Shen Fengli who opened his mouth to break the silence, "If there is no antidote, what will happen to Qingxian?" ”

When he said this, Shen Fengli's voice sounded extremely harsh, and every word seemed to be squeezed out of his throat, hoarse, coarse, and unpleasant.

"At first, I will lose my hair, then gradually lose my five senses, and finally fall into a deep sleep, becoming a motionless and speechless, like a withered vegetative person." Lin Chengfan said.

Shen Fengli pursed his lips tightly, his eyes were very red, and the tails of his eyes were even more red.

The pain in his heart was so great that Shen Fengli almost felt that he had no way to breathe, and he needed to open his mouth and desperately inhale the gas needed to maintain his life into his body.

And above the study, Shen Fengli's low and suppressed crying voice gradually sounded.

He cried very hard, as if he was going to bring tears into him.

But he didn't dare to cry for too long, for fear that his eyelids would be swollen, and that Qiao Qingxian would find out tomorrow.

"Clear strings, clear strings, clear strings." Shen Fengli muttered the name over and over again, he suddenly stood up, threw his phone aside casually, and stumbled back to the bedroom.

Shen Fengli kept stroking Qiao Qingxian's cheek with his hand, and Lin Chengfan's words inevitably sounded in his mind, over and over again, like the whispers of death in his ear.

Shen Fengli collapsed weakly in front of Qiao Qingxian's hospital bed, and closed his eyes weakly.

He found that there was simply nothing he could do to stop what was going to happen next.

Qiao Qingxian slept for a long time this night, and woke up at noon the next day, the sun was shining, she rubbed her sleepy eyes, and she still felt very sleepy.

"Qingxian, awake? What do you want to eat? I asked the maid to do it. Shen Fengli asked Qiao Qingxian with a smile, completely missing last night's decadent appearance.

Qiao Qingxian yawned, "I don't want to eat anything, I just feel sleepy." Feng Li, why have I been sleeping lately? ”

Qiao Qingxian tilted his head, full of puzzlement, "Could it be that I can't wake up because I sleep too much?" ”

"You, it's just that you've been too tired lately, just rest for a while, it's fine." Shen Fengli rubbed Qiao Qingxian's head, "I'll help you deal with the matter over there in your company, you don't have to worry." ”

Hearing this, Qiao Qingxian cheered slightly, and immediately hugged Shen Fengli, "Fengli, you are so good." ”

There was a smile on his face.

During this time, Qiao Qingxian felt that his body was extremely tired, and he didn't even want to move, but he couldn't leave all the company's affairs to Song Yazhi.

Now with Shen Fengli's words, Qiao Qingxian can be regarded as completely relieved.

As if thinking of something, Qiao Qingxian's eyes suddenly lit up, "Since I rest, then I can take good care of An An." ”

She said that she would do it, immediately put on her slippers, and ran to Shen An'an's room.

Shen Anan also just woke up, lying in the cradle, gesturing randomly in mid-air.

When the little eyes saw Qiao Qingxian, they instantly showed a smile, and a "babbling" sound came out of their mouths, as if they were calling their mother.

Seeing this, Qiao Qingxian hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Shen An'an, "I haven't seen you for such a short time, you miss your mother?" ”

Shen Anan didn't understand, but this didn't prevent her from relying on Qiao Qingxian, her little hand around Qiao Qingxian's neck, it was a messy kiss, and she snorted Qiao Qingxian's face.

"You girl, come to me with saliva early in the morning." Qiao Qingxian looked at Shen Anan with disgust.