Chapter 551: Huddle together to keep warm
"You don't have so many guards around you, just be your guard."
"Wouldn't that be too obvious?" Luo Yi shook his head and refused.
"Since the senior brother is the crown prince of the Qi Dynasty, then he is bound to find a way to meet me, no matter what conspiracy he has or what hardships he has, as long as he sees it, with his understanding of me, you will naturally guess when you see it."
But as soon as the words fell, Luo Yi himself was stunned again.
Since the senior brother is no longer the former senior brother, it is very likely that everything is disguised by him, and his understanding of him can be regarded as understanding?
"What's wrong?" Ji Qingyao's face changed when he saw her.
Sometimes lost, sometimes angry, sometimes sad, sometimes very weird, so many expressions can be shown on the face in an instant, which is enough to make people amazed.
"I just found that I was living in a lie, and I didn't know anything about the people and things around me." Luo Yi smiled bitterly.
"I used to think that I was the happiest person in the world, but when I grew up, I realized that my father had a lot of women, and he also had a lot of children, and he didn't just love me and my mother.
When I grew up a little more, I found that my mother, who had always taught me to be sincere, actually lied, and she did the same to her father in front of her and to those concubines.
At that time, I was sad and angry, but later I realized that that was the way to survive in the harem.
Later, I became heartless, I thought it was all hypocrisy, I didn't need to study, I didn't want to become like them, so I went around playing, I tried to do something that I was interested in, and became similar to those gentlemen, except that I didn't break through my bottom line, I didn't look like a lady, let alone an emperor of a country.
I thought that the people I knew and whom I truly cared for, would find out every once in a while that they weren't exactly what I imagined.
Ji Qingyao, do you say that in this world, between people, there is really that kind of honesty that knows everything and says everything? ”
Luo Yi at this moment is confused.
There are some things that she can understand, but that doesn't mean she can accept them.
Let her come back and trust the elder brother very much, but in the end she found that everything she saw and heard with her eyes was actually fake.
Although it may have been a misunderstanding, although she tried her best to convince herself that it was a misunderstanding, all the evidence was in front of her, which made her not confused.
Ji Qingyao had a serious face: "Luo Yi, do you believe me?" ”
"I don't know." Luo Yi looked up at him, his eyes that were firm before, but now he was a little weak.
"Actually, it's your own problem."
"What?" Luo Yi suspected that he had misheard.
This is her own problem, is this the first time someone has said this to her, those people betrayed her, hurt her, double-faced, and in the end, it turned out to be her own problem?
However, before she could get angry, Ji Qingyao said: "You divide the world too clearly, either black or white, there are only good people and bad people in your eyes, but you never thought that there is another zone, between black and white, which is a gray area." ”
"What do you mean?"
In other words, there is a kind of heinous person in this world, a kind person who even admires a bodhisattva, and there are some people who are in ordinary life.
They will be greedy and will make mistakes, but they also have their own bottom line and kindness, this kind of person is the most in the world, and it is the norm. After Ji Qingyao finished speaking, he left the space to Luo Yi.
Let her think about it.
This girl takes everything for granted, in her eyes, in addition to being good is bad, she has never thought about it, it is normal for people to be greedy, it is normal for people to have seven emotions and six desires, and it is normal for people to make mistakes.
A lot of times, looking at a person is actually from a different perspective, deciding whether or not to associate with that person, and also from a different perspective.
See how that person makes choices in the face of greed and various responsibilities, how they correct mistakes in the face of them, and then decide whether the person is worth befriending or not.
Luo Yi was too simple, and killed a boatload of people with a rod.
Such a character is not bad, but such a character has to be lucky, for example, the people around him are really good to her.
Once someone like Bai Junxuan appears, Luo Yi will be in a very passive position.
"Will you be nice to me, then?" Luo Yi didn't think about it too much, she knew where her ability was, and if she thought about it, she probably wouldn't be able to understand what Ji Qingyao said, since this is the case, then just do what she wants.
She has her own insistence, that is, she will never stop her pace when she hits her head and bleeds.
She knew it wasn't good, but she didn't plan to change it.
"You won't believe me when I say it, will you? Even your most trusted elder brother has a problem, even the man you used to love the most has a problem, and even you think that your father and mother have certain problems, so what am I, an outsider?
So, Loe, let's use time to prove it, okay? Give yourself a chance, and give me a chance. ”
Ji Qingyao has expressed his intentions countless times, but Luo Yi's heart has also been shaken countless times, which makes Ji Qingyao very helpless.
He has a thousand, 10,000 ways to make the enemy die no more, but these methods are so useless in the face of Luo Yi.
He didn't want to see the slightest bit of reluctance on the part of Luo Yi.
But he didn't have much experience, which made him in a state of entanglement for a while, and so did the people around him, asking them how to please girls, in addition to sending things is sending things, there are some slightly rough men, and they actually said that they could cook raw rice directly, and he almost kicked it when he heard it.
Luo Yi is the treasure in his heart, how can he be the same as those women who play casually.
Among the aristocracy, there are often cases where women are not treated as human beings. It was universal, but he didn't intend to be with them, let alone treat the treasure in his heart like that.
"Yes, but then you have to behave well, now I am not the same as before, I used to drag the little warmth in my hand, but now I am different, and now Luo Yi is a person who can afford to put it down." Luo Yi looked at Ji Qingyao's eyes, but finally failed to refuse.
That kind of eyes were so sincere that she felt that if she refused, she would hurt a sincere heart.
In addition, as Ji Qingyao said, she also wanted to give the other party a chance, and by the way, give herself a chance.
They are all lonely people in this world, and it would be a blessing if they could really hug each other to keep warm.