You don't know who is good to you, whether they are really good to you, whether they are reaching out for you or compromised, whether they really like you or just perfunctory.

It's like our mood. Just like back then, when the old ghost saw the ghost good for the first time next to Zhao Jiajia, he was fascinated by the humiliated appearance of this young man, so, from that time on, the old ghost wanted to get the ghost goodness at any cost, so during that time, he always used the excuse to see the ghost goodness, and bought a lot of delicious and fun food for the ghost good, to maintain his image in the other party's heart.

Let the other party accept himself, just like that, after how much time to wash, the ghost finally opened his heart to himself, let himself see enough to get his door, and saw an unprecedented hope. So when the old ghost offered to take it. When he raised ghosts, he said a lot of good things and wasted a lot of thoughts, so that ghosts became his own righteous son.

Because the old ghost knew that the ghost good cared about Zhao Jiajia, he used Zhao Jiajia as an excuse to restrain the ghost good. "If you want Zhao Jiajia to be good, then don't drag him down anymore."

A drag, the ghost good has always been in mind, because he suddenly realized that he was a trouble by Zhao Jiajia's side, so the ghost good began to gradually favor the old ghost, plus the old ghost is good to himself, so although he wants to rely on Zhao Jiajia, but, when the old ghost brought it up, the ghost shan thought about it and decided to recognize the old ghost as his father, and became a member of his inexplicable organization.

I want to say that it is not so simple to get out, after all, my household registration is still in the name of the old ghost.

At that time, Zhao Jiajia also stopped herself, and the ghost good always remembered.

The first snow fell in Beijing that day. It was also three months with Zhao Jiajia. Zhao Jiajia stood in the snow, looking at Ghost Shan with warm eyes, and asked Ghost Zen's wishes, "Do you really want to go there?" ”

Because each other is still young, they look a little silly.

Onizen actually thought about it, but he also knew that it didn't make any sense, so he nodded, "I'm sure." ”

Zhao Jiajia will not block what others want to do, so she respects the choice of ghosts. It's just a pity. The old ghost is very shrewd, but it would be nice if he was sincere to the ghost. Zhao Jiajia raised her hand and stroked the side face of the ghost good. "Well, take care of yourself."

Once separated, although it was not far away, it was not easy to see each other, and the ghost did not say much else, but still nodded. After that, the ghost did not pack his luggage, and the old ghost drove a car to the gate of his house, and the ghost good, without hesitation, walked to the side of the car with a head full of snow that had just been covered outside, and at that time, there began to be people who opened the car door for him, indicating that he had begun a glorious life and was no longer an ordinary boy.

Looking at the back of the ghost good, and the ghost good never looked back, as if he was no longer ready to come back. But, yes, he hasn't been back since. Wave your sleeves and don't take away a single cloud.

At first, Zhao Jiajia was also worried, but later found that her worries were unnecessary. The old ghost was very good to him, just like his own son, so gradually Zhao Jiajia was no longer worried.

But only Ghost Shan himself knows that in the first week, everyone was obedient to themselves, asking for the best tutor, eating a lot of delicious food, and living in a beautiful place, but that feeling was more like house arrest, and his every move was under the control of the other party, and no other actions were allowed, so Ghost Shan felt very scared.

The abuse really started a month later. Ghost Shan began to swear from the moment he left Zhao Jiajia's side that he would never involve Zhao Jiajia.

The old ghost drank too much wine, walked into the ghost good's room in the middle of the night, and slept with the ghost good, a very gentle kind, like holding a lover. Because this kind of thing has happened before, Onizen didn't think much about it. I just thought that my father-in-law drank too much. However, something happened that made the ghost gradually endure it, because he had a nightmare when he was sleeping, so his legs kept shaking in the quilt, and because of the trembling, the old ghost raised his hand and slapped his leg. "What's going on?!"

Listening to the sound of the other party's angry shouting, Oni Shan was very scared. The body gradually trembled, but the old ghost that night, only because of shaking legs. Pulled out more than a dozen bloody streaks of blood from the entire lower body of the ghost good.

"Ahh Father-in-law, don't fight, don't fight. ”

Ghost Shan cried and shouted, but it was useless, "I won't dare next time!" ”

At that time, the physique was already weak, so it was difficult to heal even a little injury, let alone a heavy whip.

But at that time, the oni could not do anything but cry. And there is no power to resist.

The father-in-law was very ruthless.,And then,As if nothing happened.,Sleep with the ghost again.,But the ghost can no longer be asleep.,That night was the beginning of the nightmare.,After that night, the ghost didn't sleep all night.,Even the body didn't dare to move.,Even if it's very uncomfortable.,But,Because I'm afraid of angering my father-in-law.,So I choose to forbear and escape.。

Because he didn't want to cause trouble to Zhao Jiajia, he had to go on.

The next day, the old ghost always bought more fun for the ghost as if it was all right, as if he had come to make amends, although he didn't say anything.

And the ghost pretended not to care, and had a good time with those toys, just like a normal child should behave, you beat me, so I had to give two pieces of candy, and I could treat it as if nothing happened.

Now that I think about it, those are still nightmares, but I didn't realize how serious they were at first.

"Little kindness. Come, help my father-in-law hammer his shoulders. ”

The father-in-law always asks the ghost to do such a thing, although he often sleeps in the same bed at night, but nothing has happened, and the ghost is naïve to think that this is fatherly love.

Although on many nights you can smell the perfume of other women on the old ghost, however, the ghost does not care, he is single, so going out to touch flowers and grass is just a physiological need.

The ghost is very obedient and hammers the shoulders for his father-in-law. But when he was a child, the ghost was more often silent, just looking good.

"Xiaoshan, let's live with my father-in-law for the rest of my life like this,"

The stepfather was really good to himself when he wasn't crazy, so this is also the reason why the ghost can't really give up easily, he gave his missing father, at least he thinks it's father's love.

At that time, the ghost nodded, "Okay." ”

It's not that I haven't thought about it with my stepfather all my life. It wasn't until when it started that everything gradually changed.

Maybe it's because I've grown up, I don't like to be tied down more and more, and I want to go out and make friends and play with others. I don't want to be like a poor creature who is trapped and imprisoned. Nothing can be done, so Onibin makes a request, "Please give me freedom." ”

Because he dotes on ghosts, he follows everything that is proposed by ghosts. The old ghost just lit a cigarette, but only allowed the ghost to be good, but he had to be surrounded by people who followed him all the time.

Because I am always afraid that if I am not careful, I will lose the ghost and lose him. The things that you have worked so hard to cultivate cannot be taken away by others.

So, this delicate relationship has been going on all along. I don't know when it will end, and the traces he has left on himself all the time are completely scratching his heart again and again.

I can't tell at all whether he took him in because he loves himself or because of something else, maybe it's pitiful.

It's just that in the current scene, Oni Shan has completely figured out what he has left behind for all these years, and what he has done to himself by his side. It's not love, it's possession, it's like a heavy pile of apple trees, and the young green apples look vibrant, but it's not yet time to pick, and the ripe apples are sweet and delicious.

And I am the apple.

An indifferent person who was carefully cultivated by him.

Thinking of this, Ghost Shan has fully understood the meaning of his existence, there is no meaning at all, and the relationship between father and son will be cut in two from today!

However, who will save me, I can't hold on. I can't stand it anymore!

Such a call, is it not when I need you that you will really appear.