08

(Passers-by are in a hurry, and the station is a worryer.) Filtered out the body, filtered out the soul, and left only silver taels. )

Chunxia's understanding of Xiao Bingheng is just like his father Ren Jingxian's evaluation of him. From childhood to adulthood, Xiao Bingheng has always cared about her as much as his own sister. Although her brother Chungeng also dotes on her, he often walks outside and can't be at home every day like Xiao Bingheng. Therefore, no matter what difficulties she encountered, only Xiao Bingheng appeared in time to help her. In Chunxia's heart, Xiao Bingheng is a caring, responsible, and capable strong man. She treated him as a protector. She really wanted to be his woman. In her opinion, her mother Lianlian's lack of support could not shake her determination to love him. The problem is that she can't characterize Xiao Bingheng's feelings for her. Whether Xiao Bingheng's kindness to her is related to love, she can't be sure. She looked for opportunities to get close to him and even get closer, wanting to arouse his enthusiasm; I want to hear what he has to say; Want to get his kiss. But he was like a horse, always so careless. She thought about confiding her heart to him directly, but she was always determined and timid. She couldn't speak. She has the most beautiful characteristic of a girl in the township, that is, shyness.

For Xiao Bingheng, his feelings for Chunxia seem to be more family than love. He has always regarded Chunxia as his sister. Although I have reached adolescence, I occasionally have strange thoughts, but they always flash away, like a meteor for a moment. However, even so, it cannot be concluded that there will be no spark of love between him and Chunxia. Emotions are not static, they are like two water systems with different sources, as long as they always flow towards each other, there must be a possibility of convergence. But Lian Lian's attitude, like the causeway that separates Xiao Bingheng and Chunxia's emotional river, finally melts this possible convergence into nothing.

Not all people who tell the story of right and wrong have a vicious heart and a vicious plan. Most of them are looking for a theme to relieve loneliness when they are bored. Some are just trying to be happy. What's bad is the direct harm it causes, not just destroying a person's reputation, but even affecting a person's life.

After the turmoil in the barnyard, Xiao Bingheng became much more silent. His attitude towards Lian Lian was also much more polite. I used to see Lian Lian with her waist straight and shouting Aunt Lian. Now when I call Aunt Lian, my waist is always bent. His attitude towards Chunxia is also much colder, and he used to always follow Chunxia when he saw him; Now I always hide when I see Chunxia. Lian Lian wants this is the result. The result is not happy. She felt sad in her heart, for Xiao Bingheng's silence, and for Chunxia's loss. But she couldn't help it. She is unwilling to give up her persistence, and she doesn't want her daughter's future life to have too many ups and downs.

Xiao Bingheng worked diligently and conscientiously, and would enter Panlongling on time at 8 o'clock every morning through the valley road to patrol the mountains. Along the valley road, few people usually walk, because it is more than 40 kilometers of road to get out of the village. But today, on the road along the valley, which is usually rarely walked, he met Chunxia. When he rode his motorcycle into the valley, the morning fog had not yet lifted. On the road not far ahead, Chunxia was wearing brown high-heeled leather shoes, dressed in white, and stood like a jade shoot in the hazy mist. The sun shone on her peach-like face, shining with a ruddy glow.

Xiao Bingheng stopped the car in front of Chunxia, looked at her not small suitcase, and asked suspiciously, "Chunxia, where are you going?" ”

"Go to Guangzhou."

"Relatives?"

"It's not. Go to work. ”

"Aunt Lian, can't you be reluctant?"

"Oh my mother, I can't wait for her!"

The meaning of Chunxia's words, Xiao Bingheng understands. Who else but him can understand? He looked away at Chunxia and looked at the sky.

"Why not transition the ship?"

"When I'm leaving, I want to see the mountain you're looking at." Chunxia bit her lower lip and added six more words behind what she was about to say.

"What about spring ploughing? Why didn't he send you? ”

"Don't you want to send me?"

"Hey, hey! Anyway, you're my sister too! Xiao Bingheng smiled.

"Brother! Hehe! Oh, yes! You are also my brother. Chunxia forced a smile.

Xiao Bingheng was silent. He's not pretending to be stupid, he just thinks that being too smart is sometimes not a good thing. He put the motorcycle down and tied Chunxia's trunk to the rear frame with a nylon rope. He thought in his heart that the reason why he and Chunxia couldn't be bound together was not because there was one less rope of fate, but one more pair of scissors for cutting.

"Get in the car! Chunxia. Xiao Bingheng's tone was filled with righteous heroism. He once again let Chunxia ride on his motorcycle; Let Chunxia sit by herself again; It may set off a new round of turmoil. But this time, he didn't choose to back down. Just to wait here early in the morning, just waiting for this will not be able to keep the result.

The fog is getting cold; The wind is getting colder. The speed of the car was fast, and Chunxia felt that everything was flying by. She hugged him like a pillar holding the sky; She clung to him like a solid mountain beam. However, everything is like a phantom, and the smoke is about to disappear. Thinking of this, Chunxiafang's heart was broken, and tears flowed.

Xiao Bingheng felt moist, and his eyes turned red; He felt a tremble, and his heart was in turmoil. He asked himself, if the rumors between him and Chunxia were true, could today's schedule be changed? The fate of two people may be changeable? But the reality of life, after all, is not just hypothetical.

Passers-by are in a hurry, and the station is a filter. Filtered out the body, filtered out the soul, and left only silver taels. And the drift that began from this is like a dry fallen leaf, and I don't know where to fall in the red dust. All the verdant memories of the past have become pitiful and broken dreams in a foreign land.

Xiao Bingheng bought a good ticket for Chunxia and also bought a big bag of drinks and snacks. And put her on the platform. Chunxia did not refuse Xiao Bingheng's kindness, she accepted this small gift, aiming to comfort the grievances in her heart. Autumn water Yi people, green mountains as a farewell, that is, with the hundred rivers with the same flow. How do you stick to clarity? In other words, for whom should we insist on clarity? Looking at the trains ready to rush and the tracks waiting to be crushed, Chunxia had mixed feelings. No matter how long the railway is, you can make a return trip; The journey of life cannot be reversed.

A heart-rending car whistle turned the inseparable wail into a tragic swan song. Like chasing and yearning, it seems to leave the past.

For Xiao Bingheng, who was in a dilemma, Chunxia's departure was like letting go of the burden on his shoulders and suddenly losing his burden. But instead of feeling light, he felt extremely heavy. Because in his heart, another stone was rested, and that was a heavy thought. He began to taste the taste of sorrow. He found that his feelings for Chunxia had long gone beyond the scope of brother and sister. It's just that he refuses to admit it because of his identity as a big brother. And often such a discovery occurs after parting.

On the platform, when he saw Chunxia's reluctant eyes, he wanted to persuade her to stay. But when he thought of his poor family background, and thought of Aunt Lian's unwelcome to Chunxia and his relationship, he chose to shut up. He can't keep her down to suffer with himself, and he can't keep her down to make conflicts with his family. He can't be so selfish, he can't be so unconscionable. Because Chunxia is his beloved sister, and Aunt Lian is his respected relative.

Xiao Bingheng sent Chunxia back home, and the car had just been stabilized. Lian Lian came over and greeted warmly: "Bingheng, Chunxia, she's gone." Lian Lian said this very skillfully. It's like a question, it's like a statement. Xiao Bingheng couldn't judge anything from her tone, it may be that she was confused, or Aunt Lian was deliberately vague. But he believed that Aunt Lian was wise and sure that she knew everything.

"Hmm. Eleven a.m. car. Xiao Bingheng said honestly.

"This Nizi, it's good to go out and see the world. Staying in this poor ravine, it is difficult to find a good family. Lian Lian secretly showed it.

"Well, this one is. Aunt Lian, sit down. Xiao Bingheng moved a chair for Lian Lian.

"Life in the city is just different, my in-laws don't want to come back when they go to her daughter's house."

"Didn't you say to help Chunxia and her aunt take care of the children?"

"The kids are older, and they don't want to come back. It is said that it is good to eat and live there, you can go shopping during the day, you can learn Tai Chi in the morning and evening, and dance the dance for the elderly. ”

"But in the city, you have to take off your shoes when you enter the door, and you have to lock the door when you go out, which is very inconvenient." Xiao Bingheng said very directly.

"That's called clean and quiet, just get used to it."

"Aunt Lian likes the city very much!"

"Yes! So I want to wait for Chunxia to come back from two years of work and be sensible. Then he married and went to the city. When the time comes, I will go to my in-laws' house and have a lively time. Lian Lian didn't sit down, but stood and said.

"Aunt Lian, don't forget to ask me to give Chunxia a dowry!" Xiao Bingheng comprehended the meaning that Lian Lian frequently transmitted, so he indirectly expressed his attitude.

"That's good! Deal! Lian Lian said.

"It's a deal!" Xiao Bingheng said.

Lian Lian was ecstatic as if she had eaten a reassuring pill; Xiao Bingheng was as stunned as if he had signed a deed of sale.