Chapter 139: Giving Without Regrets

He didn't say it, Xia Xiaoxuan didn't ask again, anyway, she had already found him, and she would know one day, and the most important thing was that he was fine.

The two of them returned to the wooden house arm in arm, and Ah Zi had already prepared a meal, which was all some game from the mountains. There are wild peppers, wild mushrooms, as well as hares and pheasants from Tsing Yi. A delicious fish placed on a wooden plate in the middle.

"This is a snow thistle, which can only be found in the northern grasslands of Mobei, and we can't eat it in the Central Plains. And this fish is fresh, if it is transported from here to Tiansheng Jingcheng, the taste will change. Come, taste it, the taste will definitely not be worse than the taste of golden carp. Xiao Junluo introduced it while helping her put the fattest piece in the bowl.

Then he looked at the two people standing quietly on the side, and beckoned: "Don't stand, Xuan'er is not an outsider, let's sit down and eat together." ”

Tsing Yi and Ah Zi glanced at Xia Xiaoxuan and sat down at the table when they saw that she had no opinion.

Hearing this, Xia Xiaoxuan almost got stuck in a mouthful of fish, and looked at the person in front of him in amazement, when did he become so good at talking?

"Why are you looking at me like that? Don't you think I've been seen for a while, I'm a lot more handsome again. As he spoke, he stroked his snow-white hair.

I wanted to cry, but she smiled, "To be honest, Xiao Junluo, you look more stylish now, you are simply handsome." ”

This person seems to be very useful, a meal is very pleasant, Xia Xiaoxuan told them about Helian Xu's marriage, how grand their wedding was, and how spectacular the scene was.

After eating, Xiao Junluo and Tsing Yi had something to discuss and went out together. Xia Xiaoxuan helped Ah Zi clean up the dishes and chopsticks, which made Ah Zi a little flattered.

"Miss Xia, I'll do these things, you can go and rest quickly."

"It's okay, it's idle anyway." Xia Xiaoxuan continued to be busy, in fact, there were only four people, and there were not many dishes and chopsticks to wash.

Of course, washing dishes is a disguise, and she mainly wants to find out something about her.

"Ah Zi, I misunderstood you when I was in Una, I'm sorry, I apologize to you." At that time, I regarded her as a rival in love, and it was not pleasing to the eye, but now that I look at it, this girl is quite beautiful. Sure enough, the mentality is different, and the perspective of seeing things is also different.

"Miss Xia, don't say that, Ah Zi also has something wrong, I shouldn't contradict you, just don't be angry with Ah Zi." Ah Zi hurriedly spoke.

Xia Xiaoxuan didn't like to be too polite, and after the two were busy, they sat down on the stone steps in front of the door and chatted casually.

"Ah Zi, why haven't I seen you in the palace before?"

"I and Tsing Yi are almost in the house, he is a Ming Guard, and I am a Secret Guard. He was sent out on a mission and rarely appeared in front of everyone. ”

"I see." No wonder many people in the palace don't know her, it turns out that she is not in the palace. However, to be so valued by Xiao Junluo, this woman must be extraordinary.

"Miss Xia, do you want to know how I got into the palace?" This time, without waiting for Xia Xiaoxuan to ask, she spoke first. Although they haven't known the woman in front of them for a long time, since the master cares about her so much, they naturally want to treat her as the housewife, so they can't hide anything.

"Okay, it's idle anyway, it's idle, you can talk about it." Xia Xiaoxuan pricked up her ears for a long time, and she also wanted to be close to the people around Xiao Junluo.

Ah Zi thought for a while and said: "Actually, my life experience is not so complicated, my mother died early, and my father married my stepmother." Then my stepmother also brought a son, and I was bullied by their mother and son since I was a child. Then the man's son tried to insult me, and I was terrified. Fortunately, I worked hard all year round, and with brute force, I injured him and went to my father to complain.

My father still loved me, and when he heard this, he was very angry and wanted to divorce the woman. At that time, my father had a small business and the family was wealthy, so the mother and son didn't want to be kicked out, so they conspired to kill my father. Speaking of this, there was a little more hatred in his eyes.

Feel a warm hand grip on her tightly. Raise your eyes to see her gentle smile, which was so clear. She didn't even need to speak, she could feel the true feelings, a bright woman who couldn't be refused, and her heart was suddenly much more comfortable.

"I wanted to avenge my father, but I was too young to deal with them. Later, they tied me up and sold me to the Qinglou. Then he swept away all my family's money and disappeared.

I suffered a lot in the Qinglou, but fortunately, I was still young, and the bustard didn't let me pick up customers. Once I sneaked out and met the prince when I was cornered by them. ”

"I saw him like a savior, kneeling down and begging him to save me. Guess what the prince did? ”

Snorted lightly, "His stinky fart, he must be dismissive, right?" According to Xia Xiaoxuan's understanding of him, he is not a nosy person, which is the opposite of her.

Ah Zi couldn't help but laugh, "Miss Xia, you really know the prince. He was really dismissive of me, and no matter how much I pleaded, he wouldn't help me. The people behind have already caught up and are going to take me away. I was so desperate that I even scolded him, scolding him for being inhumane and not saving him when he died. White has a good skin, but a black heart. ”

At this time, Xia Xiaoxuan couldn't help but burst out laughing, "Ah Zi, you are so bold, you dare to scold him." "I guess no one but herself dares to be so disrespectful to him.

Ah Zi smiled bitterly, "Actually, I'm also afraid of him, and the prince was just a teenager at that time." But what he exudes is terrifying, but it can make people shudder. I knew that he was a man who could not be messed with, and I also avenged death at that time. If you can die at his hands, it is better than being captured by them. ”

It's like, "Then why did he save you again?" ”

"Actually, I don't know, maybe he heard what I said. I was full of despair, thinking that my father's revenge had not yet been avenged, and I was unwilling to die. ”

Xia Xiaoxuan suddenly remembered that Xiao Junluo had said it, because there was a purple character in her name. She must have mentioned her name at the time, so he came to the rescue. Otherwise, with his indifferent heart, he would not care about this idle matter.

I only heard Ah Zi continue: "After I was rescued by the prince, I regarded him as a lifesaver in my heart. He said he could keep me, but he wouldn't want useless people around him, and he wanted me to prove to him that I was worthy of his help.

I am very grateful to the prince, he not only saved me, but also helped me find the mother and son who escaped. He brought them to me and shoved me with a dagger. He said that I would avenge my revenge, and that if I had the courage to kill them myself, he would save my life. If I don't dare to do it, he will do it for me. But then I

It has nothing to do with him anymore, and I want to fend for myself.

I was indeed a little scared at the time, and when I saw their wagging tails and begging for pity, I remembered the tragic death of my father. So I mustered up the courage and plunged the dagger into their hearts with my own hands.

At that time, I saw them die in front of me, and I was afraid, but more of a pleasure after revenge. Later, I was specially trained, and I killed more and more people, and I still don't remember how many people I killed, and I became more and more used to it. ”

"You didn't have to go down this path, do you regret it?" If there is no such opportunity, she is just an ordinary woman, married and has children like most people, and she is plain.

Ah Zi shook his head firmly, "I don't regret it, I'm glad I met the prince." It was he who made me strong, and I didn't want to be a pawn in other people's hands and a man's plaything. Miss Xia, the prince is a cold-looking person, but in fact, his heart is kind. And he is sincere to you, and I am touched by this feeling. So, please don't leave the prince again in the future, okay? It was too cruel to him. ”

Ah Zihui held Xia Xiaoxuan's hand and looked at her beggingly. The same thing, she really didn't want to see again.

Xia Xiaoxuan's heart was pinched, and she was unspeakably sad. "Ah Zi, how could he become like this, prince? Weren't you all right when you left Una? ”

Thinking of this, Ah Zi's eyes were also heavy.

"The prince insisted on leaving because he was afraid that you would be worried. At that time, in order to heal Helian Xu's injuries, he exhausted all his internal strength. For a person who practices martial arts, internal force is like the source of life, if it is lost from the body, it is a life of death. ”

Xia Xiaoxuan's heart tightened, but she didn't speak, and quietly listened to Ah Zi continue.

"After we came here, the prince was already angry, if it wasn't for me and Tsing Yi joining forces to cross his true anger, I'm afraid he would really ......"

"He was in a coma for three days, and we were going to inform you. But the prince confessed before he fell into a coma, and he didn't tell you anything that happened. If he can't wake up, let us inform you that he doesn't want to wait anymore, and wants to go back to the capital to marry his cousin, so that you can stay in Una in peace. ”

Hearing Ah Zi talk about this, her heart was already in a ball. This idiot, who was still thinking about her at that time, how could he be like this? Carrying all the pain alone, doesn't he know how remorseful she would be if she knew the truth.

Later, the prince woke up, but because he lost his internal strength, his hair turned white. And he doesn't have any internal strength now, not even as good as an ordinary person. ”

"He wakes up every day and asks if you have any news, and waiting has become the motivation to support him to live. Once the prince looked at his reflection in the water, and suddenly asked worriedly, he is like this now, if you see him, will you be disgusted? ”

Hearing this, Xia Xiaoxuan was already in tears. Should she call him stupid? No wonder when she was at the water's edge, she called him uncle, and he stiffened all over. He must have been scared at that time, right? That's why I didn't show her his face, because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to accept it.

This stupid person, how could she dislike him, she would only pity him more and feel more sorry for him. It doesn't matter if he doesn't have internal strength, then change her to protect him. Just like when she was blind, so can he keep him and let her too.

(End of chapter)